Sunday, May 31, 2009

Survey #146

Do you have your eye on anyone?
I've got that boy.

What would your full name be if you married the last guy you talked to?
Abby Lee McMichael.
Heh.

What is something you disliked about your day?
I had to come home.

What's the last thing you drank?
Water.

Who was the last person to tell you they love you?
Trey. He's a cutie.
:)

What are you listening to?
Walks Like a Lady - Journey

Did you go outside for more than 30 minutes today?
I was outside for awhile, with Trey.

What's the last thing you said out loud?
"Here."
-hands telephone to my father-

How's your hair looking?
It dried while I rode my bike, against the wind. How do you think it's looking?

Anyone you would like to get things straight with?
I guess so.

Ever kissed in the rain?
Mmmhmm. It's actually kind of nice.

Was it like the kiss on The Notebook?
I've never seen The Notebook, and I don't really intend to.

Last thing that touched your lip?
Glass.

Have you kissed anyone whose name started with an S?
No sir.

Are you okay with abortion?
Definitely NOT.

Happier on your own or with someone?
Someone.
Trey, specifically.

Would you ever be the "other person", as in, help someone cheat?
Goodness gracious.
Cheating is horrid.

Waiting on anything?
I'd like to see my Trey, please.

What shoes did you wear today and where are they from?
I wore flippy flops.
They're old, and I forget where they're from.

Name all the people you've seen today-
Mum, Dad, Kyle, Trey, Trey's gram, Jim, Megan, Sharon, their two neighbor children, various people outside and at the playground.

Do you have someone who you can be your complete self around?
Of course.

Who was the last person to call you?
Grandparents called, but not to speak with me.

What's irritating you right now?
They're not even real people any longer.

Is this year the best year of your life?
I would have to say yes.

Where is your cell phone?
Right pocket.

Do you feel comfortable with answering sexual questions?
Ha. Probably a little too comfortable.

Have you ever passed out?
Err, I'm not sure how to answer this.

Would you rather your partner have gorgeous eyes or a gorgeous smile?
He has both. :)

Do you have a best friend?
His name is Trey.

Have you ever broken someone's heart?
Hope not.

Are your eyes the same color as your mom's or dad's?
They're sort of a shade in between the two.

Have you ever hated someone, but ended up being friends with them?
I'm incapable of hatred.

Ever found more than a dollar in a random place?
Indeed.

Who, of the opposite sex, do you really trust?
Trey Richard Loomis.
The end.

Has anyone ever told you you have pretty eyes?
I was told, today.

Are you keeping a secret from someone who needs to know the truth?
I don't think so.
I tend to be pretty open with people.

Saturday, May 30, 2009

Survey #145

Fact about the person you fell hardest for:
He's adorable, and is a brilliant drummer.

What is the last thing someone bought you?
Sven/Trey got me a water last night.

Who was the last person you talked to last night before bed?
My mum.

Have you made a mistake this past week?
I'm sure.

Do you drink tea?
I just made some, actually.

When was the last time you really laughed?
"S is for Sven, he's a fun child. V is for velociraptors. E is for egg salad eaten on the beach, and n is for noodle pants!"

What were you doing at four this morning?
Sleeping.

Do you trust the last girl you were talking to?
To an extent.

What’s something that can always make you feel better?
Kisses.

Do you have both a loud side and a quiet side?
Definitely.

Are you a stressed out person?
You don't even know.

If you could go back six months and change something would you?
Not really, no.

I'll bet you miss someone right now?
You're right.

Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
Maybe.

Who is the last person you high-fived?
Ian, I think.

Do you have any bruises?
You should see my thigh. I really need to learn how to ride a bike.

Why did you last cry?
I missed him. Leaving was such a mistake.

When will your next kiss take place?
Wherever.

Have you ever kissed someone and never saw them again?
Kind of.

Was yesterday better than today?
Not really, no.

Have you ever been awake for two days straight?
Nearly.

Where did you go in a car last?
Home.

Would you go out in public looking like you do now?
I guess so.

Have you ever felt replaced?
All the time.

Do you remember your dreams?
Sometimes.

Where did your last hug take place?
Farm Colony.

What is your favorite video game?
I like oldschool games, and Rockband/Guitar Hero.

Where was your default photo taken?
Here.

Have you ever kissed anyone who's name starts with D, E, K, or T?
K and T.

Does the last person who put their arm around you mean anything to you?
He's my everything.

Do you miss your past?
I'll be sure to make the future a bit better.

Has a friendship ended recently that you wish had not?
If Emily doesn't stop making fun of the way I hiccup.. -glares-
It's not my fault I hiccup oddly!

Survey #144

Are there any condoms in your room?
Like I have any use for condoms.

Would you ever let a boyfriend put you through hell and back?
I have before, but never again will I.

Do you think the last guy you kissed cares for you?
He loves me.

What are you excited for?
Life.

Who is the first person you would call if you needed help?
Trey.
He's the default, "Hey, solve my problems," person.

Has someone ever told you they would be with you forever?
Forever isn't long enough.

Any plans for tomorrow?
Absolutely none.

What are you supposed to be doing right now?
I should be at Trey's last tournament game, but it was hot, and I was getting sunburned.

Is there a person of the opposite sex who means a lot to you?
He means everything.

Who did you last pinkie promise with?
I think Trey and I did, once.

Is there someone you wouldn't mind kissing right now?
:)

Do you believe in perfection?
It's nonexistent, and yet I strive for it.

What was the first thing you thought of this morning?
Why are there obnoxious noises filling my bedroom, waking me up?

Have you ever been in love?
Currently.
I just need reminded sometimes.

What's something you dislike about today?
I keep eating and eating and eating.
Cereal and brownies and Doritos and soda.

Do you wish someone would call or text you?
I'm good.

Can you walk into a room full of strangers and maintain your confidence?
Easily.

Could you go out in public looking like you do now?
I was just out and about.

Status of you and the last person to send you a text?
She's my brother's wife.

Does the person whom you last kissed have a tattoo?
No.

Does the person whom you last kissed have any piercings?
No.

What do you currently hear right now?
Birds, and the stream.

When was the last time you talked to one of your friends?
I saw my best friend an hour ago.

Where will you be in an hour?
Around.
Might go to Trey's. He wants me to, but we'll see what happens.

Who was the first person you talked to today?
Kyle.

Do you miss anyone?
Of course I do.

What shirt are you wearing right now?
O'Neill.

Your favorite thing to drink on a hot summer day?
Water.

Where is the next far off place you will travel?
I'm not entirely sure.

Who was the last person or people you ate with?
Kyle ate in my presence.

Are you a loud person?
Not really.

Who was your last missed call?
I hardly ever miss calls.

When was the last time you cried?
It's been awhile.

Is it easier to forgive or forget?
Forgive.
Rarely do I forget.

Do you give out second chances too easily?
Sometimes goodbye is a second chance.
(Newly obtained Shinedown discography..just because I have it doesn't mean I'll listen to it.)

Are you good at giving advice?
Regardless of whether I give good advice or not, I am asked for it nonetheless.
Constantly.

Can you handle the truth?
I'm a big girl.

Where is your phone?
Pants.

Do you know anyone who refuses to swear?
Maranna.

The last person you kissed needs you at 3am. Do you go?
Of course I would.

Have you ever been hit on through a text message?
Of course.

Who was the last person you cried in front of?
I cry alone.

Are you wearing any clothes that don't belong to you?
No no no no no no no.

Is the last person you hugged older than you?
Month and eight days.

Are you someone who worries too often?
Definitely.

Do you care if people hate you for no reason?
It's ridiculous.

When was the last time you wrote a letter to someone?
I wrote Trey a lengthy note, begging him to forgive me for leaving.

Who sits in front of you in math class?
McKenzie has been lately.

When's the last time you laughed really hard?
Earlier, at the silly congregation of angry Sugar Grove adults.

Last reason for going on Youtube?
I wanted to hear the piano bit to Boston by Augustana.

Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
Emily is on the phone, currently.

Was last night enjoyable for you?
For the most part, yes.

Wednesday, May 27, 2009

Survey #143

Did any particular thing brighten up your day today?
I found a Woody Guthrie torrent!

Do you know how it feels too be cheated on?
Die.

What happened at 3:00pm today?
I was in sixth period, playing Guess the State.

Do you have a good relationship with your mother?
We talk.

How are you?
I'm wonderful, thanks.

Are there any posters on your wall?
Everything is on my wall.

Do you have a best friend?
I've finally got him back.

What was the last thing that made you laugh?
This Tyler kid.

Are you a mean person?
No, I'm really not.

Are you named after one of your parents or grandparents?
My middle name is also my aunt's.

Does anyone hate you?
I don't mind.

Do you know anyone whose name starts with an X?
I do not.
I really like the name Xavier, though.

What did you do today?
School.

Do you think relationships are even worth it?
Of course they are.

How many people of the opposite sex do you fully trust?
One, and even then, I sometimes wonder..

Do you think you can last in a relationship for three months?
I have before, so, yes.

Could you go out in public looking like you do now?
Probably not.

Plans for tomorrow?
School.

Do you usually tell people when your mad at them?
It depends on the situation.

What are you excited for?
Life.

Honestly, how is your heart lately?
It's beating.

Are you in a good mood right now?
Not really, no.

Are you currently wanting any piercings or tattoos?
Belly button.

Do you miss anyone?
Of course.

What is stressing you out most right now?
Finals, and that picture in the yearbook.

When was the last time you were outside?
When I left school.

Are you waiting for a phone call?
I am not.

Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
Definitely not.

Who was the last person you talked to on instant messenger?
Sam.

Have you ever done something illegal with a family member?
Dude, what are you suggesting?

What about with your best friend?
Haa.

Which is harder, telling someone you love them or that you don't?
Probably telling them that you don't.

Who was the first person you talked to today?
My father.

Who was the last person to text you?
I'm not even sure.

How many windows are open on your computer?
Three, and multiple tabs.

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

Survey #142

Isn't it great to be alive?
I don't know anything else.

What's on your mind?
Fibromyalgia.

What were you doing right before you logged into Myspace?
Getting my laundry.

Are you jealous of someone right now?
No one in particular.

Do you have any secrets that no one knows?
Probably.

What did you go to bed thinking about last night?
Trey.

Could you ever be friends with someone who badly hurt you?
I can manage.

What do you really want right now?
I feel like hell, man.

Have you ever kissed anyone whose name started with the letter W?
No.

Do you still love the same person from five months ago?
I'm not sure I was in love five months ago.

When was the last time you were sick?
I feel really dizzy and weak.

Do you have a piggy bank that's actually shaped like a pig?
I want one.

Who was the last female you hugged?
I'm not sure.

Who was the last person of the opposite sex that you talked to in person?
Kyle?

Do you have empty bottles of alcohol hidden somewhere?
Why would you hide empty bottles?

Did you talk to a complete jerk today?
I like people.

Did you ever waste too much time on a certain guy?
Definitely.

Has anyone called you perfect before?
He does.

Are you good at hiding your feelings?
Quite.

What are you supposed to be doing right now?
I'm not sure.

How long have you known the people on your top?
Trey?
Ages.
I was in kindergarten, first grade.

When was the last time you went to the mall?
Yesterday?

What are you listening to?
I hear my dryer.

Do you believe exes should have second chances?
I didn't believe in second chances until now.

Have you ever had a best friend?
His name is Trey.

What would happen if you had a baby with the last person you kissed?
That'd be terrible, but seeing as you can't get pregnant from kisses...

Would you honestly say you'd risk your life for someone else's?
Sure.

Have you ever kissed someone you weren't in a relationship with?
Of course.

Do you believe in forever?
I don't know that there is an afterlife.

What was the first thing you thought when you woke up?
I couldn't decide if I should go through with my plan.

Survey #141

If you married the last male you kissed, what would your last name be?
Laih.
Yuck.

Were you happy when you woke up today?
I had an extravagant plan ready.

When were you on the phone last and with who?
Currently.
Em.

Have you talked to a complete jerk today?
I don't talk to myself.

What's a fact about the last person who text messaged you?
They're my carrier.

What are you excited for?
Life.

What's the last thing you put in your mouth?
Either pasta salad or ...Lost Energy.

Are you scared to fall in love?
Love is brilliant.

Is there something you want to tell someone?
I'm sorry.

Who was the last person you took a picture with?
Her name is Makayla and she's nine.

Is it easy to make you cry?
Not really, no.

Have you ever worn the opposite sex's clothing?
Hats.

When is your next road trip?
Err, I'm not sure.

Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to?
Trey.

Have you ever stayed up all night on the phone?
Sometimes.

Has anyone said they love you in the last week?
Yes yes yes!

Have you ever laughed so hard you cried?
All the time?

What time did you wake up this morning?
Six thirty or so.
I went to bed at three.

What was the last thing you did before you went to bed last night?
I prayed to the God whose existence I doubt.

Is there anyone who doesn't like you?
Who cares?

Monday, May 25, 2009

Survey #140

Ever wonder if you're someone's everything?
I don't have to wonder, because I know I'm not, and I never will be.

Last song played more than three times?
I'm not even sure.

Last person to fall asleep with?
I fell asleep alone, on my couch.

Ever skip class?
Nah.

Did you take a nap today?
I did not.

What are you worried about?
Everything.

Last car you were in?
My mother's.

Where are your parents right now?
Around.

Who have you texted today?
Haven't.

Could you use some sleep right now?
I'm fine, thanks.

Does someone love you?
No.

Do you like to cuddle?
No.

Have you ever made out against a car?
No.

Are you ticklish?
No.

Did anyone see you kiss the last person you kissed?
Again, no.

What's on your bedroom floor?
Various items.

How many piercings do you have?
Ears.

Ever kissed in the snow?
We. Kissed. Everywhere.

Are you a jealous person?
I'm just miserable, overall.

Have you held hands with anybody in the past week?
I miss you, Trey.
I hate you, Sam.

Do you want any tattoos?
Not currently.

When is the last time you were in a photo-booth taking pictures with friends?
I think I was about seven.
Seriously.
I haven't gone in one of those in ages.

Have you ever been with someone while they were throwing up?
Yuck.

What kind of outfit are you wearing right now?
Oh, Hush! shirt. Hoodie. Jeans.

Would you go out in public right this moment?
Sure. I look okay.

What hurts right now?
My heart, along with other things.

Is your mother happy with you right now?
I think so. I'm afraid to ask.

Have you ever put something in the microwave and it exploded?
Marshmallow peeps.

Has anyone called you a tool before?
Can females be tools?

Have you ever thought you lost your cell phone but it was right in your hand or in your pocket?
Often.

Allergies?
Many.

Can you play any instruments?
Not well.

Have you ever found someone you really like?
I then pushed him away.
I'm such an idiot.
I love him.
LOVE him.

Have you ever told a friend they looked skinny when they looked really fat?
I know what it's like to think you're fat, and to actually develop problems, because of it. I'm sure as hell not contributing to anyone else's poor self esteem.

Is there anyone you would seriously punch right now if you had the chance?
In the glasses.

How often do you look out your window?
Quite a bit.

Do you think blondes are stupid, honestly?
Stereotypes are silly.

You're thinking about someone right now, aren't you?
I miss him.

Who was the last person you hugged?
SammySam.

Ever date your number one?
Emily?
We're straight.

Who's the last person to text you?
Does it matter?

What woke you up this morning?
The first, second, or third time?

Who is your last Myspace message from?
Some Mandy girl.

Do you know anyone completely addicted to caffeine?
Eh.

Are you good at hiding your feelings?
Brilliantly so.

Who of the opposite sex calls you babe?
No one.

Is there anyone you know that deserves to get slapped?
Violence is never the answer.

Do you ever get good morning texts from anyone?
Never ever.

Is there anyone you cannot go a day without talking to?
I miss him.

Do you look people in the eye when you talk to them?
I'm really bad at making eye contact.

If you could move to Africa, would you?
I want to go there and do relief work, but I'd never move there permanently.

Did you speak to your father today?
I did.

Does anyone know your Myspace password?
No.

Do you like Red Bull?
It's tasty.

Do you try hard in school?
Decently.

What's going on between you and the last person you texted?
Does it matter?

Did you go outside for more than thirty minutes today?
No.

If you ended up in jail, who would be most likely to end up in there with you?
That really depends.

What is your favorite board game?
I don't know that I have one.

Have you ever fallen asleep while texting someone?
Yeah.

How do you feel right now?
Miserable.

What are you doing tomorrow?
School. Yearbook meeting.

Has the last person you kissed met your parents?
I'm not sure. My mum may've waited on him at Lowes. She's waited on his family before.

What do the majority of people in your life call you?
Abby.

Have you ever lived with your boyfrend?
I'm single.

Have you ever fallen asleep in someone's arms?
No.

Are you easily scared by horror or thriller films?
I love them.

Is there a person of the opposite sex who means a lot to you?
Everything.

Would you ever dye your hair blonde?
It's blonde enough.

What are your plans for the weekend?
Weekend's over.

Survey #139

Fact about the person you fell hardest for:
1. I'm not sure which of two people it is.
a.) I don't miss him, I miss the person I thought he was.
b.) I don't deserve a moment of his time.

What does your last incoming text say and who sent it?
I'm far too lazy to check.

What is the last thing someone bought you?
Energy drinks, Jones, nail file and toe separators, umbrella, mechanical pencils.

Who was the last person you talked to last night before bed?
Jessica.

Have you made a mistake this past week?
That's a matter of opinion.

When was the last time you really laughed?
Emily is fun.

What were you doing at four this morning?
I was asleep.

Do you trust the last girl you were talking to?
I trust no one.

What’s something that can always make you feel better?
All sorts of small things.

Do you have both a loud side and a quiet side?
I guess so?

Are you a stressed out person?
I tend to be pretty laid back.

If you could go back six months and change something, would you?.
Nah.
I'm kay.

I'll bet you miss someone right now?
I bet you're right.

Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
Doubt it.

Who is the last person you high five?
Mum?

Do you have any bruises?
Somewhere.

Why did you last cry?
Trey.

When will your next kiss take place?
Who am I to know?

Have you ever kissed someone and never saw them again?
Eh.

Was yesterday better than today?
Yesterday was a good day, but today's just started.

Have you ever been awake for two days straight?
Not quite.

Would you go out in public looking like you do now?
Definitely not.

Do you remember your dreams?
Occasionally.

Where did your last hug take place and when?
Under a bridge. Yesterday.
Seriously, mate.

Who?
Nevermind that.

Where was your default photo taken?
Here.

Have you ever kissed anyone who's name starts with D, E, K, or T?
E, K, and T.

Does the last person who put their arm around you mean anything to you?
I don't know that I mean anything to him.

Do you miss your past?
Let's focus on the present, shall we?

Has a friendship ended recently that you wish had not?
Almost.

Sunday, May 24, 2009

Survey #138

How far away is the last person you kissed?
I'm not entirely positive. That'd depend on where his aunt lives.

Do you find yourself funny?
Not in the least.

Last reason you cried?
I thought I had made a mistake.

Would you rather live in New York or Washington DC?
Living in New York is my dream.

What woke you up this morning?
My mother found it necessary to come show me her rubber stamping skills.

What was the best thing that happened to you last year?
July.

Do you eat breakfast daily?
I never eat breakfast.

What time will you be getting up tomorrow morning?
Who knows.

Have you ever slept on the floor with the person you like?
I don't think we've slept in each other's company, ever.

Have you ever cried from being so mad?
Waste of my time.

Can you keep a secret?
Of course.

Do you believe that you can change for someone?
I shouldn't have to.

What was the last thing you spent your money on?
This massive gumball.

Last non-alcoholic beverage consumed?
Rockstar.

How did you feel when you woke up today?
I was disoriented and confused.

Were you single on your last birthday?
Yeah, actually, I'm single most of the time.
I just sort of suck at relationships.

Is it okay to kiss people when you're single?
It must be, because we do.

Does someone love you?
Doubt it.

Is the last person you kissed older than you?
By a little less than a year.

Do you wear the hood on your hoodie?
Rarely.

Do you want any tattoos?
Perhaps someday.

Did your last kiss take place on a bed?
Far from it.

Ever worn something of the opposite sex's?
Hats.

When was the last time you were annoyed?
When am I not?

Do you have anything in your pockets right now?
Cell.
myPod.
Lipgloss.

How many windows are open on your computer?
Two.
Digsby and Firefox.
Eight tabs, though.

What's on your wrists right now?
Skin?

Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?
Bon Ton.

When are you going to dye your hair next?
I never dye my hair.

Do you make wishes at 11:11?
If I notice the time.

Is there a difference between the word 'best friend' and 'friend'?
Obviously.

Has anybody on your top friends ever admitted to liking you?
Emily's straight, yo?

Do you find it hard to tell people how you really feel?
God, yes.

Any plans for next weekend?
Not yet.

Is there anyone you would seriously punch right now if you had the chance?
PaciFIST.

Did you regret something you did today?
Not yet.

Have you ever been around someone who was high?
He's rarely sober.

Have you ever done anything illegal?
Plenty of times.

Are you sober?
Almost always.

Is it possible to be single and happy?
I'm living proof.

When you were little did you think $100 was a lot of money?
Probably.

If your last ex got their heart broken, would you feel bad for them?
He was ready to break my innocence, so I'm ready to break his face.

How many people have you kissed with a name starting with M?
I haven't.

What are you thinking about right now?
This guy.

Do you enjoy going through the car wash?
Probably a lot more than I should.
It's such a thrill. Then again, I'm easily impressed.

What was the first cigarette you've ever smoked?
I've never.

Would you like to fall in love in the next few months?
Does love exist?

What was the reason you last received flowers?
Aladdin?

Did the last person you kissed have tattoos?
He doesn't.

Name some things you would never tolerate in a relationship?
Distrust.

Could you go for the rest of your life without drinking alcohol?
If I really wanted to, I could, but why would I want to?

Do you have clothes that belong to other people?
No.

Is anyone mad at you?
Possibly.

Have you ever searched for your own house on Google Earth?
xD

How old do you wish to be when you die?
What are you talking about? I'm never going to die.

Who is the ugliest person you know?
-raises hand-

Who's Myspace page did you last look at?
Trey's, I do believe.

What time did you go to sleep last night and why?
Four, I think it was.
Insomnia.

Have you ever tried to break a couple up?
Interference is lame shit.

Have you ever stayed up at night waiting for someone to call or text you back?
I guess so.

Do you know anyone who is locked up?
Not personally.

Do you do the dishes for fun sometimes?
We have a dishwasher for that.

How many people on your top friends are in college?
Emily is thirteen.

What do you think about cocaine?
I don't.

Is it hard for you to get over someone?
Nine months mean anything to you?

What's something you really want right now?
There's this boy.

Who is really on your mind?
Wouldn't you like to know?

What'd you do Saturday night?
Cried.

What are you looking forward to tomorrow?
Life.

What was the first thing you thought this morning?
Why are you shoving paint chips at my face? Go awayyyy.

Do you know someone that is pregnant right now?
Facebook says I am.

What are you wearing right now?
Jeans.
Bikini top.
Tank.
Shirt.
Underwear.

Connection between you and the last person who text messaged you?
I'm not even sure who it was.

If something was wrong, who is the first person you would tell?
No one, or Sam.
Always Sam.

Do you label yourself as anything?
Labels are for cans.

Do you get bad headaches?
Often.

What are you sick of?
His shit.

Who do you trust with everything?
Sam.

When was the last time you were truly sad?
I'll manage.

Does your ex hate you?
I don't care.

Who's worse, liars or cheaters?
People who lie about cheating.

What do you do to relieve stress?
Walk.
Scream.

When was the last time you had butterflies?
I've never owned a butterfly.

Have you ever slept with the opposite sex and not had sex with them?
I'm not sure I've fallen asleep with anyone of the opposite sex, but I'm a virgin, so..

Have you kissed more then ten people this year?
Try two.

Do you have a Facebook?
I love it.

Think back to the last person you held hands with, would you date them?
We have.

Do you think its wrong to have sex before marriage?
Purity ring. I has one.

If you were offered to smoke some weed right now would you?
No thanks, man. It's cool.

What are you doing after this?
Dinner.

What are you doing tonight?
Absolutely nothing.

Who else is in the room with you?
Parental units.

Do you have a good relationship with your parents?
It's not..bad.

Do you get drunk every weekend?
I've never.

Are you always home?
I have no life.

What color is your ceiling fan?
I don't have a ceiling fan.

Do you like cleaning?
I like the end result.

When's the last time your air conditioner came on?
We don't have one.

When's the last time you used a regular pencil?
Recently.

Are you impatient?
Sometimes.

Do you blame other people for a lot of things you do?
I'm told so.

Name something going wrong right now:
Life.

Do you use hand sanitizer or soap more?
Soap.
I don't trust hand sanitizer.

What's the last creative thing you did?
Art.

What's the last kind of cookie you ate?
I don't recall.

Do you like mints or gum more?
Gum.

What's one day you'll never forget?
August 12th.

Do you have any trophies?
Nope.

When's the last time you used a calculator?
Who knows.

What color was it?
I'm unsure.

Where do you keep your cell phone normally?
Pants.

Do you use note cards to study?
Occasionally.

What's the last game you played?
Q and A with Nate. :D

Friday, May 22, 2009

Survey #137

Be honest, who are you texting?
I'm not.

What is something that you realized today?
There are other guys in this world, and they treat me better, to boot.

Do you think anyone has feelings for you?
He might, and Trey does, but that's silly.

How late did you stay up last night and why?
Six or so.
I was waiting for Kyle to come home.
I worry.

What do you currently hear?
Dryer.

When was the last time you talked to one of your really close friends?
If you consider SammySam one of my really close friends, about an hour and a half ago.
Spoke with Emily about thirty minutes ago.

Who's your best friend?
Oh, Jesus.

Who was the first person you talked to today?
I don't even know, mang.

Have you ever ridden a horse?
Never. I can't say I mind, either.

What are you looking forward to in the next month?
Summer will be a nice change.

Are you anything like you were at this point last year?
Who knows. Probably not.

Are you wearing jeans right now?
Skinny.

Have you lost contact with someone you wish you didn't?
We're actually getting surprisingly close, again.
...So sketchy. xD

What's something you do when you're mad?
Rant.

How do you feel about school?
It passes the time.
Yeah, I just quoted Our Town.

Are you a patient person?
Waited nine months, didn't I?
Still waiting, am I not?

Would you rather be mad or sad?
I make bad decisions when I'm mad.
When I'm sad I just..sit.

Do you think you can last in a relationship for three months?
Have.

Do you ever use words like stoked, souped, or sick?
Occasionally.

Think a lot before you fall asleep?
Usually.

What do you think your number one is doing right now?
She's around.

Have you ever liked someone who treated you like crap?
Dude.
Story of my life.

Do you care what others think about you?
I pretend to not.

Closest green object?
myPod.

Where is your default picture taken?
Bedroom.

What color underwear are you wearing?
Magenta or so?

What do you wear to bed?
Wanna find out?

If you could go back in time and change something, would you?
Like I have that option.

The song stuck in your head?
I hear Radiohead.

What do you usually order from Starbucks?
I never go.

What's your biggest secret?
Mmm. Who knows.

Ever lie to spare someone's feelings?
If I'm feeling kind.

What are you eating or drinking at the moment?
Nothing.

What's your favorite smell?
Not vagina.

When was the last time you gave/received a hug?
Today.

Ever kissed in the rain?
Fuhhh you, Trey.

What are you thinking about right now?
This boy.

What should you be doing?
Losing weight.

Who was the last person that made you upset or angry?
Not the boy I'm thinking about.

Do you like working in the yard?
Does that have some sexual meaning?

Do you act differently around the person you like?
I think I'm a smidge more comfortable.

What color are your eyes?
Blue.

Survey #136

Have you ever fallen asleep with the last person you kissed?
Not that I recall, no.

Have you ever given up on someone but then went back to them?
I haven't quite given up, yet.

What are you currently stressed out about?
I shouldn't have left him, but he went so far, and I was afraid.

When was the last time you saw your number one?
Yesterday.

Who was the last male you talked to?
Sam.

Do you have to drive over a bridge to get home?
Today, I biked over a bridge.

What is your favorite number?
Kill me now.

Do you live with anyone on your top friends?
My top now consists of Emily.

Is there anyone you would do anything for?
I want to die.
No lie.

Are you currently waiting on something or someone?
Something and someone.

Will you be in bed within twenty minutes?
If Kyle decides to get home. I'm not going to sleep otherwise.

How is your heart right now?
What heart?

Have you done anything embarrassing today?
I'm terrible.

Do you like Red Bull or Monster better?
Lately, I've been having some Red Bull.

Do you remember who you liked in fourth grade?
Yeah, actually.

Is there someone that makes you happy every time you see them?
KILL ME.

Does the thought of marriage scare you?
Kind of, yeah.

When was the last time you laughed really hard?
Christian and Sam are great.

Have you ever written anything on a public bathroom wall or door?
Of course.

Do you blow dry your hair?
Not usually.
Fries it.

Would you ever get a tattoo?
Not today.

Do you believe that if you want something bad enough, you'll get it?
Not always.

Favorite Gatorade flavor?
I like the lemon-lime.

Did any particular thing brighten up your day?
I won't cry..

Did you have a good day?
Parts of it were good, parts of it make me want to just disappear off the face of the earth.

According to your ex, are you a douche?
Which one?
Trey probably thinks so.
Sam probably thinks not.

Have you ever tried to break someone up?
I have my own relationships to ruin, thanks.

Are you currently frustrated with a girl?
Only myself.

What were you doing thirty minutes ago?
I was here.

Were you single over summer?
Sam.

Are you comfortable with your height?
It proves to be pretty inconvenient, at times.

If you could go back eight months and change something, would you?
What would I change?

Your room ever clean?
Your grammar ever decent?

Will your next kiss be a mistake?
Stop.

When was the last time you felt upset?
Currently.
No, this is more than upset.

Are you a good girlfriend?
I'm the biggest waste of oxygen on this goddamn earth.

Have you talked to a complete jerk today?
I don't talk to myself.

Think back to yesterday. What were you doing around this time?
I was asleep, and I was happy.

Is there snow on the ground where you are?
Not currently, but during winter, yes.

How do you feel when someone kisses you on the forehead?
I think it's adorable.

Is there someone you wish you were still close with?
I'm so sorry.

Who was the last person to call you?
I spoke with my aunt, but she was calling my mum, not me.

Last time you went to the mall?
It's been a few weeks, I'd say.

Do you miss anything or anyone?
So much more than I expected to, but, seriously. It had to be done.

Do you think exes can really be just friends?
Maybe I'll try that, after it's been awhile.

Do you have a poster on your ceiling?
That's a silly place to hang a poster.

How many tattoos or piercings do you have?
I have my ears done.

You're locked in a room with the person you last kissed. Are there any problems?
I think that'd actually be rather enoyable.

What are your plans for tomorrow?
I have absolutely nothing going on.

Are you currently reading a book?
I need to begin the fourth Harry Potter.

What is your current annoyance?
I never take other people into consideration before I make a decision.

What was the last beverage you had?
Water.

Are you someone who worries too often?
I'm told to relax.

When was the last time you talked to the person you last kissed?
Before he went out on his paper route.

Would you ever take someone back after they cheated on you?
...

Have you ever liked someone hated by all of your friends?
I don't know who I like, or what I want.

Do you have any siblings?
One point five.

When did you last kiss someone?
Approximately twelve hours ago.

What did you do last night?
I was horribly upset.

Have you kissed anyone on the lips within the past twenty-four hours?
I have.

Do you prefer to shower at night or in the morning?
Whichever is most convenient.

Do you know anyone who drinks a lot?
Yeah.

Could you go out in public, looking like you do now?
I could, but I'd prefer not to.

What color are your eyes?
Blue.

Tuesday, May 19, 2009

Survey #135

How do you spell your name?
You don't.

Have you ever kissed anyone with a lip ring?
No.

Was the last person you kissed cute?
He still is. :D

Have you ever not been able to get someone off of your mind?
Try right now.

Are any of your friends virgins?
Most are.

Do you think you will be in a relationship three months from now?
I do hope so.

Who was the last person you hugged?
Trey rape-hugged me today.

Can you watch scary movies?
Love them.

How much money do you have saved up?
Like, twenty.

Is this year the best year of your life?​​​​​​​
Definitely.

Did your night suck?
iTunes hates me, and now I want to cry.

When was the last time you talked to your number one?
Currently.

What would you do if you received a long love letter?
Smile.
Love letters are the best.

Who has your Myspace password besides you?
I wouldn't know.

Do you believe your ex would get back with you?
I don't want him.

What time did you go to sleep last night?
Midnight.

Who was the last person you fell asleep talking to?
I'm not sure. I fell asleep on the bus yesterday.

Is there an upcoming concert you want to go to?
I wish we could go to the Shinedown concert.
I'm finally catching the craze, and I hate myself for it.

Do you have feelings for someone right now, whether they know or not?
I do, and they most certainly do.

Did you mean it when you said "I love you" last?​
I do love him.

If your ex came up to you and apologized for something they did wrong and that they wanted you back, what would you say?
"I was wrong when I said I loved you before; I'm sorry, but I never did, and never will."

What is the last thing you thought about?
Trey.

Do you regret anything?
I don't have regrets.

Are you jealous of someone right now?
Not particularly, no.

What are you doing Saturday?
I'm not sure yet.

Will you kiss anyone tonight?
I sincerely doubt it.

Would​ you rathe​r be mad or sad?
Sad, I guess. I do stupid things when I'm mad.

Who is the best person to cuddle with?
If you're me, Trey.
If you're anyone else..-protective stance- He's mine.

How many sheep do you want on your farm?
"When I grow up, I want all my children to be sheep."
I was a cute little kid.

Have you, or would you ever cheat on someone you really loved?
Never.

Whose birthday is coming up?
Good question.

Have you ever felt like you literally needed someone?
I require him.
Honestly.

Do you like to get hickeys?
I've never..
Wait.
No.
I lied.
Maranna and I, that one time, on her Summer Music School bus.

One thing you're good at?
Breathing.

Any summer plans for 2009?
Summer Music School.

Can you count your serious relationships on one hand?
Define 'serious'.

Has anyone told you they missed you lately?
They promise they miss me more.

How tall is the person you like? Shorter or taller?
Taller.

Have you ever kissed someone whose name starts with an S?
No.

Was yesterday better than today?
I didn't see Trey yesterday.

This time last year, were you single?
I'm thinking not.

Is it easy to annoy you?
Sometimes.

Do you want to get married and have children one day?
Not today.

Do you think anyone in general out there loves you?
I suppose so.

Do you talk a lot?
With some.

Can you play pool?
On roller skates.

Did you cry today?
I haven't cried in ages.

Where were you at eight this morning?
Leaving the cafe.

Do you find it in your heart to forgive?
Usually.

Are you slowly drifting away from someone close?
Probably.

Do you have any people that you love more than life itself?
Trey.

Do you give out compliments often?
I suppose so.

Is it possible to be single and happy?
I'm much happier, in this here relationship.

Right at this moment, are you proud of yourself?
Not really, no.

Have you ever lied to yourself?
Constantly.

Have you ever been rude to someone without even realizing it?
All the time.

When you were little, did you think $100 was a lot of money?
I guess so.

If you could change some of the past without changing the future would you?
I doubt it.

Do you respect your elders?
I try to.

When you were in elementary school, did you change best friends a lot?
Drama.

Does it annoy you when people say they'll call but never do?
I do that.

Ever been in love?
Yes.

Could you go a month without cursing?
Doubt it.

Are you anything like you were at this point last year?
Sort of.

When someone says, "We need to talk," what goes through your head?
Can i run somewhere?

Do you love someone?
Dearly.

Do you own a piece of clothing with your school name on it?
I don't think so.

How many letters are in your last name?
Nine?

Is there a girl that knows everything about you?
No.

Was the first person you talked to today male or female?
Female.

What woke you up this morning?
Alarm.

Is your heart broken right now?
It's beating.

Name the first person you can think of that has a boyfriend or girlfriend's initials as a tattoo?
I don't know anyone that does.

Do you like being in an actual relationship?
I love it.

Have you ever in any way, been betrayed by someone you trust?
All the time.

Is there a person in your life that points out every negative thing about you?
Quite a few.

Who is your last text from?
I'm too lazy to check.

What were you doing at 10:30 last night?
I was around.

Are you listening to music right now?
I just finished watching Glee.

How is life going for you right now?
I'm an idiot.

Do you think you can last for an hour without talking?
Easily.

Have you ever given up on someone, but then went back to them?
Forget the past.

Does it bother you when someone lies to you?
I hate being lied to.

In the past week, have you cried?
No, actually.

Are you open about your feelings or closed off?
Closed off.

Are you wearing a necklace?
Yes.

What was the weather like today?
Nice.

Who's thinking about you right now?
I don't know.

What are you excited for?
Life.

Are you easily scared by horror movies?
I adore them.

When's the next time you'll see your best friend?
Tomorrow.

Do you want any tattoos?
I'm considering a new design, for when I turn eighteen.

Something you just don't understand is..?
What did I ever do to deserve this?

Is there a night you would like to put on repeat, and live it forever?
Maybe a few.

Anyone of the opposite sex been on your mind lately?
Every second of every day.

Will your next kiss be a mistake?
I doubt it.

Are you nice to everyone?
I try to be.

Has anybody ever given you butterflies?
All the time.

How many people on your top friends have you laid in the same bed with?
Mmm.
We lay elsewhere.

Do you miss the way things used to be?
I'm content with now.

What color hair do you have?
Dark blonde/light brown.
Something like that.

When is the next time you'll wash your hair?
Soon?

What is the last thing you took a picture of?
Pittsburgh and vicinity.

Do you think facial piercings are trashy?
Not necessarily.

What will you be doing in a half hour?
Who knows.

Do you regret something you did yesterday?
I'm forgetful.

If the year consisted of only two seasons, which would you choose?
Summer and winter. Complete opposites.

Do you have any career ideas yet?
A few.

Last time you talked to your number one?
Just now.

What about your number two?
Nonexistent.

Monday, May 18, 2009

Survey #134

Without saying names, what is one thing about the last person you kissed?
He's the greatest person in the whole wide world.

Do you think it is disgusting for girls to drink alcohol and get drunk?
Not necessarily, but drunk people tend to bug me, regardless of gender.

On what did you last spend money?
Candy.
Vending machines are my best friend.

When's the last time you fell asleep watching a movie?
Today, at the Omnimax.

What's on your mind?
He is. He always is.

Are you counting down for anything?
62 days.

If you could go anywhere right now, where would it be?
Wherever he is.
I miss him immensely.

Does your hair have layers?
It does.

Are your nails done?
They look like crap.

Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
Trey.
Well, technically, I called Emily on the bus, despite the fact that we were sitting in the same seat.

Do you own anything that's tie-dyed?
I believe so.

Do you call it fall or autumn?
I use variation.

What's something you're not looking forward to?
I really would rather this school year never end.

Are you feeling guilty about anything right now?
Well, seeing as I'm the worst person in the world..

What did you last kiss?
A boy.

What was the last thing put in your mouth?
Oldfish.
It was stale.

Who are you currently attracted to?
Darling Trey.

From whom did you last receive a text?
My carrier.

With whom are you currently frustrated?
Myself.

What's on your bed right now?
I wouldn't know. I haven't been up there since five this morning.

Will your next kiss be a mistake?
I sincerely doubt it.

Will you be in a relationship next month?
Forever, please.

Are you wearing any clothes that don’t belong to you?
I'm not.

What did your last kiss mean?
It was a good night kiss.
A little birdie told him, they're my favorite.
I love good nights, but I hate goodbyes.

Are you texting anyone?
No.

Where is your ex?
I wouldn't know, nor do I care.

If you're sleeping and someone calls you what do you say?
"Hello?"

-Spaghetti time-

Do you think you can last in a relationship for 3 months?
It's four, tomorrow.

Are you excited for winter?
Not particularly.

Have you ever slapped someone in the face?
Accidentally.

What is the closest thing to you that is blue?
Sharpie.

Have you kissed or hugged anyone today?
..I miss him so, so much.

Are you disappointed about anything?
I really wish he was around.

How many cellphones have you had?
One.

Do you believe that there's good in everybody?
Deep down.

What are you doing today?
I went to Pittsburgh.

Do you like anyone right now?
I love him, dearly.

Future kids' names?
Mmm, I'm not sure.

What are your plans for the weekend?
Emily and I may do something together.

Is it okay if you kiss people when you're single?
I'm not single.

How old will you be in fifteen months?
Just turning fifteen, I do believe.

Who was the last person who texted you?
Michele

What is your current status?
Taken.

What are you listening to?
I'm not.

What are your plans for tomorrow?
School.

Who is the last person you had a face to face conversation with?
Family.

Do you believe in love at first sight?
..Or do I have to walk by again?

Was yesterday better than today?
At least we spoke, yesterday.
I miss him, I miss him, I miss him.

What did your last text message say?
A silly little salutation.

Do you prefer to call or text?
Call.

What's the nearest green object to you?
myPod.

What were you doing at 12 last night?
I was in bed.

When is the last time you saw your mom?
She's behind me.

Have you kissed someone in the last two weeks?
Of course.
Thursday was a long time ago, though.

How many houses have you lived in?
One.

What are you doing for your next birthday?
I'm not sure.

What is your favorite color?
♥Monty Python.

What color is your shirt?
Black and white.

Do you sleep on a certain side of the bed?
Not really, no.

Do you have anything bothering you?
I really wish I could talk to him.

Do you smile often?
He makes me smile.

When was the last time you cried?
It's been awhile.

Have you ever had a life threatening injury?
I don't believe so.

Do you prefer an ocean or pool?
I've never been to the ocean.

Do you wear any jewelry 24/7?
My purity ring.

Have you ever been awake for forty-eight hours straight?
Not quite.

Do you sleep with stuffed animals?
Lambie. :D

How often do you remember your dreams?
Most of the time.

What is the main ring tone on your phone?
I use vibrate.

What is something that you do too much?
Sneeze.

Do you shut off the water while you brush your teeth?
I'm eco-friendly.

Sunday, May 17, 2009

Survey #133

If your number one walked out of your life tomorrow, what would you do?
He's walked out before, but he's always come back. This time, I won't be stupid, and I'll follow him. Twice is two times too many.

How many pillows do you sleep with?
Two.

When is the next time you will smoke something?
Maybe, once I start smoking..

Who was the last person you couldn't take your eyes off of?
He's..perfect.

Do you believe that everyone has a soul mate?
They're somewhere out there.

What pissed you off today?
People like to make me feel guilty.

Do you IM people first or wait for them to IM you?
If I feel it necessary to start a conversation, I will. Otherwise, I wait.

Who do you think of when you hear the word "whore"?
Various people.

What's your favorite number?
I like thirteen.

Would you ever creep through your boyfriend's phone?
If he allowed me to see it, I'd look. I wouldn't "creep," per se.

What would you do if your boyfriend started using drugs?
Help him./Get him help.

Who was the last drunk person you talked to?
SammySam, I do believe.

What was the last thing you laughed out loud about?
I wasn't sure where my father was.

Who did you last have an important conversation with?
Every conversation is important.

Is there someone you have feelings for that you really wish you didn't?
I don't know what you're talking about. I absolutely love these feelings.

Do you and your boyfriend have a song?
Angel by Aerosmith.

How do you honestly feel about the last person you talked to on the phone?
He's half the reason for my being.

Do you have any notes saved on your phone?
A few.

Can you draw well?
Not all that well, no.

Have you ever been to a wax museum?
No, but I would like to go.

What does the newest text from someone of the opposite sex say?
I'm far too lazy to go and fetch my phone.

What has been your favorite thing about this year so far?
Trey.

Do you feel like crying right now?
Not currently.

Do you take your clothes off when you're drunk?
I wouldn't know.

When was the first time you knew you had feelings for the person you last had feelings for?
I'm not even sure. I just know they had been there a long time before I bothered to tell anyone.

Have you ever taken someone else's pants off?
Well...

Do you tell your boyfriend everything?
I tell him what he needs to know.

What's the opposite sex form of your name?
I'm not sure there is one. Abe?

Have you ever had a real Christmas tree?
We've never had a fake one.

How many texts are in your inbox?
Hundred.

Do you drool or talk in your sleep?
Both, occasionally.

Is there someone in your life right now that you believe you will always be attracted to?
I love him.

Do you think your number one wants to have sex with you?
We've had this conversation.
Marriage is a long way off...

What do you want most out of a relationship?
Happiness and a sense of security and belonging.

Has anyone ever called you a tease?
They didn't use that term, no.

If you could change your eye color, would you?
I actually am quite fond of my eyes. Green eyes would be neato.
Neato rhymes with burrito.
Love you, Aquabats.

Have you ever kissed your number one on Myspace?
Often.

Do you hate anyone?
I can't.

What are you wearing on your feet?
I'm not.

Have you ever had a really big fight with a best friend?
We have our ups and downs.

Do you have a best friend to lean on?
Yes, I do.

What were you doing at 8:00 this morning?
Sleeping.

Do you want to cut your hair?
I don't care for how the lady did my bangs.

What would you do if you found out the person you like is in a relationship?
I'd cry, and then remind myself that his happiness is far more important than mine will ever be.
..Actually. He is currently in a relationship. With me.

Who will you always love?
Him.

Do you know a secret about your last ex that would embarrass them?
Indeed I do.

Do you consider yourself spoiled?
Not really, no.

Have you ever gotten a speeding ticket?
Considering I don't drive..

What time did you go to bed last night and why?
Midnight.
Lack of anything better to do.

Are you jealous of anyone?
Most, though I'd never admit it.

What was the last thing you ate and where?
I had something about twelve hours ago.
I forget what.
M&Ms, I do believe.
Consumption occurred in my living room.

Do you take pills daily?
I do.

Wearing any bracelets?
I am not.

What's the last compliment you received?
I'm beautiful, apparently.

Let's test your memory. What color were you wearing during your last kiss?
I had a gray tank top on.

Have you seen HSM3 yet?
Korchinator had us watch it.

Who are you closest to in your family?
My brother, I'd say.

Do you say "sexy" a lot?
Occasionally.

How old were you when you had your first kiss?
I was in kindergarten.

Do you like Subway?
Italian herb and cheese, toasted, with provolone cheese. Lettuce, tomato, onions. Black olives. Occasionally, cucumber. Italian dressing.

Would you rather have your parents catch you having sex or smoking weed?
Having sex. At least it's legal.

Who last called you? How long were you talking on the phone?
Trey, awhile.

What was your dream last night?
I'm not sure I had one.

It's four in the morning and your phone rings...
I answer it.

Do you expect your ex to call or text you?
Text, perhaps.
Call, no.

Do you feel like you're a good person?
Not always.

Are you going to have a good night?
Probably not, no.

Do you straighten your hair everyday?
I rarely straighten my hair.

Do you get mad easily?
It depends.

Have something to say to somebody?
"I need help, and, you, being my ever loving parents, ought to provide it. Why won't you provide it, dammit?!"

What movie did you last watch?
Star Trek.

Did you wake up in the middle of the night last night?
No.

Last song you heard?
Whatever I fell asleep listening to.

What shows do you watch?
Whatever is on.
I don't watch much TV.

What's wrong with you right now?
Wouldn't you like to know?

Are you looking forward to anything?
Life.

Have you ever broken someone's heart?
Doubt it.

Has anyone ever told you that you have pretty eyes?
Constantly.

Your plans for this weekend are..?
The weekend is basically over.

Do you know anyone with the same birthday as you?
Michael Jackson was born the day after.

Do you ever get good morning texts from anyone?
I don't get service at my house.

Do you have any scars on your arms?
Yeah, but not..from that.

What are you listening to?
I'm not.

Have you ever passed out on the bathroom floor?
I don't believe so.

Do you drink alcohol frequently?
Hardly ever.

Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
I wouldn't know.

Who do you call when you're having a bad day?
I keep things to myself, most of the time.

When were you last outside?
Yesterday.

Are you missing someone?
Immensely so.

Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months or more?
We'll see in two months.

If you were kicked out of your house, where would you go first?
Trey's.

Can you open a beer bottle with a body part other than your hand?
I've never tried.

Is there anyone that will text you and cause you to instantly smile?
It depends on the contents of the message.

Are you happy with your relationship status?
Euphoric.

Do you ignore anyone when you're mad or upset?
It's for their own good.

Who was the last person you talked to last night before bed?
I forget.

Are you a mean person?
I can be.

Do you get stressed out easily?
-nod nod-

Can you hula hoop?
Not. At. All.

If abandoned alone in the wilderness, would you survive?
Probably not.

Do you think more about the past, present, or future?
All three.

How long does it take you in the shower?
Half hour, maybe.

Have you ever done something you told yourself you wouldn't do?
Many a time.

Ever been called heartless?
Too bad they're probably right.

Do you get distracted easily?
Yeahhhh.

Can you handle the truth?
Not always.

Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?
Fashion Bug.

When you meet a person, do you fall fast?
Never.

Have you ever had your heart ripped into two?
Not exactly.

Would you ever take someone back if they cheated on you?
People change.

Do you want children?
Not today.

Saturday, May 16, 2009

Survey #132

If you married the last person that called you, what would be your last name?
Loomis.

If you married the last person you messaged, what would be your last name?
Orth.

Are any of your texts in your inbox locked and why?
No, because nothing anyone says is really that important.

How many cell phones have you had in your life?
One.

Did you go to bed smiling last night?
I was slightly upset.

What was the last drink you had?
My first soda in ages.
I've been craving it.

Are you missing someone?
I always do.

If you could go back in time, how far back would you go?
I wouldn't.
Now is fine.

Are you the youngest person living in your house?
Indeed.

Do you and your best friend look anything alike?
I've read you're attracted to people whom you resemble.

Gummy bears or gummy worms?
Gelatin free gummy worms.

Got anything you wanna say to anyone?
I'm fine, thanks.

Is anything bothering you right now?
There's always something.

If there were no letters on the keys on your keyboard could you still type?
I don't look at the keyboard to type.

Do you have a bad temper?
I'm attempting to solve that.

What is one thing you spend way too much money on?
Energy drinks, gum, and coffee.

Do you believe that there's good in everybody?
It's just a bit deeper down in some.

Did anything special happen today?
I met Trey's father. He, Trey's step father, Trey, and I all enjoyed a movie together.

In winter, would you rather wear jackets or hoodies?
Hoodies.

How long was your last phone call?
A minute, tops.
"Hello, uhm, you can, err, come get me now."

Are promises important to you?
Incredibly.

What were you doing at 7am?
I was asleep.

What's on your mind?
Trey.

Does anyone have feelings for you?
It's True That We Love One Another.

Figured anything out lately?
Maybe, it isn't always my fault.

What are you going to do after this?
I really ought to sleep.

How many tattoos do you have?
None.

What is something you do a lot?
I sigh excessively.

Are you hungry?
I'm disgusted with myself.

Are you talking to anyone while doing this?
I'm not, actually.

Where are you right now?
Kitchen.

Where was the last place you went besides where you are?
Movies.

Do you speak any other language?
Not fluently.

How many times have you cried today?
I haven't.

Do you listen to music when you're down?
Usually.

What did you do last night?
Absolutely nothing.

Who did you last tell a secret to?
I tell Trey my innermost thoughts, my hopes, my dreams, my wishes.

Do you smoke?
Only when I'm on fire.

Have you met your celebrity crush yet?
I don't quite have one.

Do you know anyone who has taken someone else's life?
...

Are you an only child?
No.

What was the last movie you saw?
Star Trek.

Are you afraid of the dark?
Not the dark itself, no, but what may lurk beyond it.

Do you have any pets that are bigger than a kitten?
I don't have any pets, period.

Are you considered a loner?
That's a matter of opinion.

What are you doing tonight?
Night's over.

Are you addicted to anything unhealthy?
Food.

Are you a vegetarian?
Yeah, actually.
It'll be a year in June.

Who was the last person you took a picture with?
I'm not even sure.

Can you handle personal questions?
Whatever.

How often do you curse?
Far too often.

Do you have any piercings?
Ears.

Can you handle extreme sour candy?
I love it.

Who is your escape?
I only tell Trey things.

Do you give seconds chances easily?
Too easily.

Survey #131

Name something great that happened today.
I saw Trey.

Hear any good news today?
Not really, no.

Has anyone told you they missed you lately?
Sort of.

Do you have a Facebook?
I do.

Where did you get the shirt you're wearing right now?
Bon Ton.

What was the highlight of your day yesterday?
Trey called.

What are you doing Saturday?
This Saturday is over with.

Have you ever kissed someone whose name starts with an T?
He's my favorite.

What's your middle name?
Lee.

What's the last song you listened to?
The music playing for the Star Trek end credits.

Where would I find you on a Friday?
Around.

A broken heart is?
Just waiting to be fixed.

Is there a quote you live by?
Many quotes.

What brand of digital camera do you own?
I myself have a Cannon.

Was yesterday better than today?
Definitely not.

What do you regret most this month?
I'm an idiot.

This time last year, were you single?
I think this was around the time Zach and I were together.

Is it easy to annoy you?
I'm not annoyed.

Do you want to get married and have children one day?
Marriage seems plausible. Not sure I can handle the children bit.

Do you know anyone that smokes pot?
Can you say Warren?

Do you wear makeup everyday?
Yes.

What kind of shoes did you wear today?
Flip flops.

Has today been tough?
I'm managing.

If you were in the hospital would your number one come see you?
I'd hope.

Does anyone disgust you?
Most do.

What's something you can't wait for?
Life.

What woke you up this morning?
My brother's stupid friends called.

What was your first thought this morning?
..I answered my digital camera, and then realized how stupid I am.

Is anything bothering you?
Yes.

Are you talking to anyone while doing this?
Trey.

What do you usually do right when you wake up?
Fall asleep once more. Mornings suck.

Do you give out second chances too easily?
Probably.

Who was the last person you cried in front of?
I don't recall when I last cried.

Have you ever passed out on the bathroom floor?
Not the floor.

From whom was your last missed call?
Phone solicitors.

When you say you don't care do you mean it?
Not usually.

Do you prefer warm or cold weather?
Warm.

Do you think too much or too little?
Too much.

Think back to yesterday. What were you doing at this time?
Missing him.

What is the last thing you watched on a TV?
I don't recall.

Are there any people who don't like you?
Plenty.

Survey #130

What can you say about the first person on your top?
His eyes are the loveliest shade of blue.

Your ex calls you to hang out. What do you say?
I may or may not go.

Who did you last hug?
Trey, love.

What do you hear right now?
Muse.

Where's your phone right now?
Charging.

What time did you go to sleep last night?
Three thirty or so.

Do you regret anything you've done this year?
Regrets are a waste of my time.

Do you think that you will be married within ten years?
That's around the age I'd like to marry, yeah.

Would you ever tattoo your significant other's name?
Tacky.

Would you ever take someone back if they cheated on you?
I often consider second chances.
People change, people make mistakes.
It happens.

Do you get drunk every weekend?
I've never.

Do you have a bad habit?
More than one.

Have you ever played with fire?
Pyromaniac.

Is there a person of the opposite sex who means a lot to you?
Everything.

What do you want?
I want to go out.
Somebody, ask me to do something.

Would you rather have a smoothie or milkshake?
Smoothie.

Do you have any older siblings?
Kyle and Jesse.

Do you hate it when you go over someone's house and do absolutely nothing?
I'd rather be there than here.

Do you get easily embarrassed?
Not really, no.

Are you doing anything fun today?
Not yet.

Can you do this without deleting any questions?
I delete the stupid ones.

Do you smoke weed everyday?
No thanks.

Would you get back with your last ex if they asked you?
I love you, Trey.

What's something you really want right now?
Horn-rimmed glasses and a flannel shirt.

Are you going anywhere this summer?
I intend to.

Do you put ketchup on top of your french fries or on the side?
I usually don't have ketchup with my fries.

Do you ever write in pencil anymore?
I hate ballpoint pen.

If somebody liked you, would you want them to tell you?
Go ahead.

Is anything bothering you right now?
Unfortunately, I'm never quite at ease.

What time in your life would you like to put on repeat forever?
January 19th onward.

Are you sarcastic?
No, not at all.
/Sarcasm.

Your past?
No longer matters.

Survey #129

Who is the last person you texted?
Scott.
Keep in mind, I haven't had any text credits on my phone in days.

What are your plans for the weekend?
I have none, unless Trey decides to let me meet his father after all.

Have your parents ever caught you coming home drunk?
I'm quite positive I've only ever drank here, and I've still never been properly drunk, so that isn't entirely possible.

Do you like going to Walmart?
Two words: Nazi corporation.

Who was the last person you had a serious talk with?
Trey, I suppose.

When was the last time you cried?
I no long allow myself to.

Do you get drunk every weekend?
See above.

Are you in a good mood right now?
Definitely not.

What are you looking forward to in the next four days?
I kind of miss you, more than anything.

Anyone of the opposite sex been on your mind lately?
Today was hell.

Will you be in a relationship next month?
Unless I finally do mess up, yes.

Are you an emotional person?
You could say that.

Have you ever worn the opposite sex's clothing?
I wear his hats, and giggle at how silly I look.

Has your number one on your friends ever made you cry?
Shh.
It's almost always from laughter.

Do you think you can last in a relationship for three months?
It'll be four, fairly soon.

Is there someone who makes you happy every time you speak with them?
I apparently fail at displaying just how pleased I am to hear his voice.

Who was the last person you hugged?
Trey.
No one else is allowed hugs from me.

When was the last time something bothered you?
Here and now.

How's your most recent ex doing?
He doesn't seem to be doing so well, and I wish I knew how to change that.
He deserves to be happy, really.

What are you doing today?
Today's just started.
Knowing my luck, I'll end up at home, studying for my math final.

What does the twelfth text in your inbox say?
"Sorta"

What were you doing at midnight last night?
Finishing up my stretches.

Anyone unexpectedly text or call you this weekend?
The weekend's just beginning.

Who is the second person on your top and how often do you talk to them?
They..don't exist.
One.
Only one.

What are you most excited for this summer?
I want to spend every free moment with him.
Next year will kill me.

Currently missing anyone?
So, so much.

Say anything in the past week that you think you should have kept to yourself?
Probably.
I'm a bit..blunt.

Would you rather have friends with benefits or a relationship?
The latter.

Are you wearing makeup?
Most of it has worn off by now.

Do you call anyone baby or babe?
Babe, usually.

Honestly, what color is your underwear?
Magenta.

Have your parents ever seen you drunk?
What is this unique obsession you have with alcohol?

Has anyone upset you lately?
Don't ask.
If I lie to myself, I believe it.

This time last year, can you remember who you liked?
It wasn't who you think, I promise.

Is someone mad at you right now?
Probably.
I deserve it.

Can you recall the last time you liked someone?
Currently.

In the last twenty-four hours have you done anything you regret?
I fail at exhibiting excitement.

Name one thing you love about winter?
January 19th was my favorite day in the world, and then the 20th was, and then the 21st, and every other day, up until today, and forevermore.

Has someone put their arm around you in the past five days?
Thursday was the last I saw him.

Would you rather have roommates or live alone?
That depends.

Ever kissed a Robert, Tyler, Ryan, Andrew or Michael?
No, I haven't.

Have you ever asked a boy for advice?
Often.

Name something you dislike about the day you're having?
It lacked a Trey.

What are you thinking of right now?
I'm thinking of just how terrible days lacking Trey are, and how, next year, nearly every day will be like this.

What do you want to be when you grow up?
Happy.

Have you ever slept in the same bed as the same sex?
Of course?

Do you miss anyone?
You have no concept of just how much I miss him.

Do you feel comfortable with answering personal questions?
I have no comfort zone to step outside of.

How do you know the last person who commented you?
Tyler used to threaten to rape me, on my bus.
True story.

Did your night suck last night?
The concert was fairly enjoyable, and Trey's always fun, so..

How many months until your birthday?
Please, be quiet.
August is too close, and I hate it.
I wish I could stop time, or hit rewind.

Have you been outside longer than thirty minutes today?
No.
I meant to take a walk, and I instead devoured three pieces of pizza, and didn't even regurgitate them.

Can you make yourself sneeze?
Why on earth would I want to do that?

What is your current mood?
I'm numb.

Where were you at nine this morning?
Jogging throughout the school with Shoshanna.
We're beast, when it comes to scavenger hunts.

Whose bedroom were you in last besides your own?
Kyle's.

Why do you feel the way you feel?
I'm a terrible person.

Who was the last person you yelled at?
Mother.

What are you listening to right now?
Lostprophets.

How has the week been?
Iffy.

Is there something you wish you could tell someone but can't?
He's not here to tell.

Do you sleep with the TV on?
If I fall asleep with it on, I do.

Are you too forgiving?
Who's to decide what is an allowable amount of forgiveness?

What are you stressed out about?
Everything.
Trey.
Finals.
Trey.
The year's end.
Trey.
Summer.
Trey.
This coming year.
Trey.
Trey.
Trey.

In the past week have you gotten sick?
Shh.

What are you doing?
Placebo.
"I am not hungry. I don't require food. Water is a lovely thing. Nobody likes fat girls."

Who was your last call from?
Trey.

When was the last time you drove far?
I was in Erie a few weekends ago.

How many articles of clothing do you have in your closet?
I don't keep track..?

Do you think you'll be a good mother?
I doubt it.

Have you ever made a boyfriend cry?
Stop.

Are you happier single or in a relationship?
I'm happy, with him.
That's it.
The end.

Have you ever been cheated on?
Eh.
I don't know what all went on, there.

Have you ever broken someone's heart?
Not to my knowledge, no.

Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
Shinedown is terrible. :D

So, what if you had a baby with the last person you kissed?
I'm not sure that could happen.
Actually, considering we're both virgins, it couldn't, not now, but..I mean, even later in life...no.
Malnourishment leads to infertility.

Have you ever had a really big fight with a best friend?
Trey and I do not fight.
We "discuss," and, yes, there is a difference.

Why did you last want to cry?
I am unhappy, and incapable of tear-production.

When will your next kiss be?
Sooner is better.

Do you have a best friend to lean on?
He's my world.

Would you prefer a baby boy or girl?
I really don't want children at the moment, thanks.

How was this survey?
It wasn't the greatest.

Thursday, May 14, 2009

Survey #128

How many people did you kiss in the month of May?
Just one.

Do you think it's possible to fall in love at your age?
Call me crazy, but, yeah, I do.

Are you comfortable with your height?
I'd like to be a bit taller.

Is your room ever clean?
Not entirely.

Where do you think your number one is right now?
Preparing for bed.
He's so lucky. He gets to go to Darien Lake tomorrow.

Think back to yesterday. What were you doing around this time?
Getting ready for bed, I do think.
Showering, maybe.

What color are your pants?
...They aren't.

Would you marry for money?
That's terrible.
I'd marry for love, and only love.

How many people have you had feelings for in 2009?
Trey.

Are your toes painted pink?
Yeah, actually.

Whose car were you in last besides your own?
Mother's?

Last movie you watched?
X-Men Origins: Wolverine.

Will this weekend be a good one?
Not for me.

Have you been kissed by someone whose name starts with the letter N?
Nope.

Does anyone call you babe or baby?
The latter.

What all happened today?
School.
Trey.
Band concert, featuring the brilliant chorus.

What's the last thing that bothered you?
I unknowingly saved someone's life.

Name one person you don't see as much as you wish.
Trey Richard Loomis.

Do you know anyone in jail?
Not exactly.

What were you doing at 2:00 this morning?
I was asleep.

Are you going anywhere this summer?
Nowhere special.

You're thinking about someone, aren't you?
Always.

Single or taken?
Taken.

Are you a nice person?
I try.

What's the latest you've stayed up?
Forty hours or so.

Ever talked on the phone for more than four hours?
Occasionally.

Ever lost control because you were so angry?
I lose control a lot.

Do you miss someone that you just can't have back?
I have him, thanks.

When you were a kid, what did you want to grow up to be?
I had a few options in mind.

Do you still want to be that?
...
I want death.

Soda or milk?
Water,

Rather be hot or cold?
Yes or no.
In or out.
Up or down.

Do you like to go out or stay home?
Out.

What's something your parents always tell you?
"Stop refusing to eat or we're sending you to the damn shrink."

Are your parents strict?
Like I listen.

Do you wish for something when you blow out candles on your birthday?
..I got my wish.

Think you'll grow up to be a good parent?
I hate children.

Snickers or Twix?
Twix.

Summer or Winter?
Summer.

What time did you go to bed last night?
Eleven or so.

Who was the last person you cried in front of?
I'm not sure.

Who was the last person to cook dinner?
I didn't eat with them.

Any weekend plans?
Nothing in particular.

Last missed call?
Phone solicitors.

Where was the very last place you went besides your house?
School.

Do you talk about your feelings or hide them?
Hide.

If the year consisted of only one season, which would you choose?
Summer.

Are you looking forward to anything?
Life.

How many months until your birthday?
May.
June.
July.
August.

Who are your best friends?
Trey.

Is this summer going to be a good one?
We'll see.

Are you trying to avoid loving somebody?
Not at all.

Do you think this person is trying to avoid loving you?
If he's trying, he's failing.
Miserably.

Honestly, have you had sex with your number 1?
I'm a virgin, thanks.

Honestly, how many people do you have feelings for?
Trey.

Honestly, have you done something bad today?
Heh.
I was being good.

Honestly, does the person you like like someone else more?
I don't believe so.

Honestly, have you kissed someone of the same sex this week?
No.

Who knows you better than you know yourself?
Trey.

Could you reveal your innermost thoughts to somebody?
I tell him damned near everything.

Do you smoke cigarettes?
Never.

What cell phone service do you have?
Sprint.

Would you rather create or destroy?
Create.

Super strength or super speed?
..Both.

When was the last time, if ever, you blacked out from drinking?
I black out just for the heck of it.

Favorite day of the year?
January 19th onward.

Have you ever fired a gun?
Nope.

Have you kissed a boy, and liked it?
He was not wearing cherry chapstick.
Sorry to disappoint.

Do you clean when you’re upset?
Not really, no.

Does the person you like know that you like them?
He best.

Have you ever regretted letting someone go?
Good riddance.

How many people have you REALLY fallen for?
I've loved once.

Does seeing couples in love make you mad?
Love is wonderful.

Do you think some people are crazy for wearing jeans in the summer?
I do, often.
My legs are nasty.

What are you doing Thursday?
Today is Thursday.

Do you send single word text messages?
Not usually.

Would you move to another state or country to be with the one you love?
I do hate it here.

When was the last time you were unhappy with your life?
My stomach hurts.

Are you talkative in any of your classes?
If I feel like being so.

Would you ever consider piercing your lip?
Eh, not right now.

How many times is A in your full name?
Twice.

Are you taller than 5 foot 6 inches?
No.

Is your hair longer than your shoulders?
Yes.

Do you have any plans for tomorrow?
Learnin',

Did the one person who hurt you the most in your life apologize?
Insincerely.

Do you have any bruises?
Heh.

Survey #127

According to your ex, are you pretty?
Supposedly.

How have you felt today?
Pretty swell, and you?

When was the last time you talked to your number 1 on top friends?
Little less than an hour ago.

Have you ever cried and not known what for?
Often.
"Ending a sentence with a preposition is something up with which I will not put."

What are you wearing on your feet?
I have pantyhose on.

Do you like your name?
Not really, no.

What's your favorite song?
I don't lower myself with favoritism.

Do you like being in pictures?
I don't care for ruining things, no.

Are you a morning person or a night person?
Night.

Are you a forgiving person?
I forgive far too often.

Do you know if anyone likes you?
I do, I do.

Have you ever made a boyfriend cry?
..I'm sorry.

Have you ever dated someone older than you?
He is.

Have you ever played Twister?
I love Twister!
I intend to play it with Trey, sometime.

Do you have trust issues?
I trust him.
That's it.

Do you have a best friend?
He's the best I've got.

Do you have a friend of the opposite sex that you can talk to?
♥Love you.

Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?
Many a time.

Are you open with your feelings to people?
Definitely not.

Do you care what others think about you?
Most people's opinions mean nothing to me.

What's in your back pocket?
I don't have back pockets.
Wearing a dress.

How has this past week been for you?
Eh.

Are you tired?
Not really, no.

Are you happy with your life?
I have every reason to be.

Who knows you the best?
He knows me better than I know myself.

What was the last movie you saw?
X-Men Origins: Wolverine.

Do you trust your friends?
I only trust one.

What annoys you?
The human race.

Would you move to another state to be with the one you love?
If that were an option, and if he didn't go to Buffalo.
Not so fond of Buffalo.

Do you want any piercings?
Ears.

What was the last thing you ate?
Soft serve.
Dairy Queen is a great place.

Last time you spent the night at someone's house?
It's been awhile.

When was the last time you were extremely disappointed?
In myself.
Always.

Where EXACTLY were you when you entered 2009?
Jesse and Michele's living room.

Have you ever fallen asleep while texting someone?
Occasionally.

What's the biggest thing that bothers you?
People.

Do you get along with girls?
If I decide to.

Who did you last see in person?
Mother, dear.

Do you laugh enough?
You tell me.

Who took your profile picture?
I did, I did!

Was yesterday better than today?
I honestly have no memory of what went on yesterday.

Congratulations​!​​ You just had a daughter. What's her name?
I really like Lainey.

What are your plans for the weekend?
I don't exactly have any.

Have you ever worn the opposite sex's clothing?
Hats.

Has anyone ever told you that you have pretty eyes?
Often.

What do you think about girls smoking weed?
Go ahead, ruin yourself.

Do you know people with your last name that aren't related to you?
Not personally.

Who's your last missed call from?
Phone solicitors.

Do you have any homework to do?
I hope not.

Were you happy when you got up today?
It was raining, and I smiled.

Do you know anyone with the same middle name as you?
Ha. Sven, except not really.

Is your heart broken right now?
It's completely..unbroken, right now.

Do you think that marrying your third cousin is okay?
...I don't know that I have any of those.

Are you happy right now?
Peachy keen.

Do you think you’ll be married in ten years?
Possibly.

What do you currently hear?
Television.

What are you supposed to be doing right now?
Final cheat-sheet.

Ever been in an ambulance?
They terrify me.

Do you think you'll make a good​​​​ wife?​​
Maybe.

Are you careful when you say "I love you" to people?
Definitely not something to throw around.

Do you watch the show "What I Like About You"?
"What I like about you, you hold me tight
Tell me I'm the only one, wanna come over tonight, yeah."
No.

Does life scare you?
It's the enthralling type of terror.

Do you like chocolate milk?
Milk sucks.

If you're really thirsty and the only thing that's in your fridge is milk, would you
drink it?
I do have a tap, and a Brita, and in-door water from my fridge.

Do you like the town you are living in?
Not partially.

Do you get mad or get even?
...Both.

Did anything good happen today?
Yes.

Thrown a cell phone in anger?
Ha, earlier.

What kind of pants are you wearing?
I'm not.

Think back five months ago. Were you single?
Yeah.

Would you rather fly, drive, or travel by train?
Train sounds nice, if it weren't terribly far.
If it is far, I'd choose to fly, but driving suffices.

When you get mad, do you say things you don't mean?
And then I beat myself up over it.

What were you doing at 1:30ish this afternoon?
Schooling.
Actually, I believe we were preparing for the assembly. I was "practicing my sardine impression."

What holiday is your birthday closest to?
Memorial Day?
No..Labor Day?
No..oh, I don't know.

When was the last time you told a guy you loved them?
I do love him.
Quite recently.
Past few minutes.

Anything annoying you?
As always.

Are you dating anyone?
He's cute. xD

Wednesday, May 13, 2009

Survey #126

Who are you dating now?
There's this boy..

Do you think the last guy you kissed cares for you?
Quite more than he should.

What are you excited for?
Life.

Who is the first person you would call if you needed help?
Trey.

Has someone ever told you they will love you forever?
Often.

Do you find the opposite sex confusing?
Not particularly.

Do you get distracted easily?
..Look, a squirrel!

Has anyone disappointed you recently?
I disappoint myself.

Any plans for tomorrow?
Just smoking a bowl in Emily's sink.
..Just kidding.
Band concert..featuring the chorus kiddos.

Who did you last pinky promise with?
I don't recall.

Do you believe in perfect?
Do you believe in Trey?

What was the first thing you thought of when you woke up this morning?
I heard music.

Are there certain things that can't be joked about with you?
Definitely.

Do you know anyone that smokes pot?
Welcome to Warren.

Do you believe in karma?
Yes, I do.

Ever fallen backwards on a chair?
Often.

Are you keeping a secret right now?
Sort of.

Could you go out in public looking like you do now?
Sure, why not?

Who's the last person you saw other than family?
People at the mall. The K-Mart cashier wasn't fond of me.

Did the last person you kissed have a tattoo?
..No.

Will you be in a relationship in the next month?
I love you.

When was the last time you had butterflies?
Earlier.

What do you currently hear right now?
American Idol.

When was the last time you talked to one of your friends?
Trey's my best friend.
Right now.

Where will you be in an hour?
Around.

Who was the first person you talked to today?
I bid my bus driver a good morning.

Who was the last person you rode in a car with?
Mommy.

What are you looking forward to in the next month?
Life.

Your favorite thing to do on a hot summer day?
Lay around by the pool.

Do you like meeting new people?
People generally suck.
I like the interesting ones.

What did you do today?
Threw up.

Has anyone gotten on your nerves lately?
Mother.
Accusing me of having a disorder.