Tuesday, March 31, 2009

Survey #83

Do you think a lot of people have misconceptions about you?
I'm pretty straight forward.

Pick seven words that start with the first letter of your first name.
Artichoke. Anorexia. Absolution. Astonishment. Amorous. Acid. Acrid.

Ever wonder if you're someone's everything?
I don't have a very lasting impression.
And I'm too young to care.

Last song played more than three times?
Angel - Aerosmith.

Last person to fall asleep with?
Shelby.

Tie yourself to someone for a day, who is it?
Shelby might be fun.

Last time you were really happy?
I've given up on happy.

When do you want to die?
Never.

Did you take a nap today?
Not quite, no.

Who got mad at you last?
I don't even know.

Last car you were in?
Mum's.

Last person to call you beautiful?
This boyfriend of mine.

What color is your room?
White. I'm terrible when it comes to making decisions, so white it shall remain.

Where are your parents right now?
MIA.

Does someone love you?
They say so.

Remember the first time you kissed the last person you kissed?
Indeed.

Do you like to cuddle?
Sometimes.

Have you ever made out against a car?
No.

Have you ever kissed someone you weren't dating?
I have.

Are you ticklish?
I will hit you.

Last time you had butterflies in your stomach?
I don't eat butterflies.

What's on your bedroom floor?
Carpeting?

When's the next time you will kiss somebody?
Who knows?

Does your ex have a job?
News carrier is basically a glorified term for paper boy.

Ever kissed in the rain?
I can't imagine it'd be as romantic as it sounds, and truthfully? It doesn't even sound that romantic.

Are you a jealous person?
Not substantially.

If your best friend liked your ex, what would you do?
First, I don't exactly consider anyone my best friend.
Second, feel free to like whomever.

Have you held hands with anybody in the past week?
I have.

Where is the person you have feelings for right now?
I have a lot of feelings.
Trey is home.

Do you want any tattoos?
Not now.

Did your last kiss take place on a bed?
It didn't.

Do you wish that you were somewhere else right now?
Out of state. Out of mind.

Who are you going to marry?
I doubt that I will.

Do you believe that there are certain circumstances where cheating is okay?
No, and anyway, who cares what I believe?

Have you ever slept in a car?
Frequently.

Do you have any friends whose parents will no longer let them hang out with you?
Not to my knowledge, no.

What is your favorite board game?
I don't play board games often at all.

Who's in your profile picture with you?
Lonesome, I am.

Do you like to make the first move?
I hardly ever do.

Did you go out or stay in last night?
I stayed in.

Are you okay with making a total fool of yourself?
Not exactly.

Have you ever fallen asleep texting someone?
Yes.

What color shirt are you wearing?
Pink, black, white.

Have you ever worn the opposite sex's clothing?
I can't think of an instance, actually.

Do you think relationships are ever worth it?
Obviously.

Connection between you and the last person who text messaged?
Shelby is my lover.

Do you know anyone who would just drop everything to come see you?
I highly doubt anyone would.

Today, would you rather go forward a week or back a week?
Forward.

Have you ever had a really big fight with a best friend?
I suppose..

What happened at 10:00 am today?
I was in Science, taking a test.

Are you wearing a necklace, who got it for you?
My neck is naked.

Has someone ever told you they would love you forever?
He claims forever isn't long enough.

Monday, March 30, 2009

Survey #82

Have you kissed the same person more than 10 times in 09?
Yeah..

What's so special about what you're wearing?
Nothing, really.

Ever felt like you're not good enough?
Always.

What was the last thing you drank?
Water.

Do you miss anyone?
It's complicated.

Is your hair naturally curly or straight?
Straight.

Do you dance in the car?
No, for fear of looking like I belong in an asylum.

Who's the last person you got in a yelling fight with?
Trey yelled at me..I curled up into a ball on my floor.
I didn't expect that, not from him.

Anyone in the military in your family?
My grandfather and uncle both were.

Have you ever walked on the beach at night?
Yeah..

Did you have sex last night?
I'm a virgin.

Anything you would change about your life right now?
Yes, actually.

What did you do today and what are you doing later?
...

When was the last time you talked to one of your best friends?
...

Do you think two people can last forever?
Truthfully? Nothing lasts forever.

Anyone jealous of you or anything you have?
You tell me.

Has anybody ever told you that you have pretty eyes?
He does, quite often.

Who called you first this morning?
Emily called later this evening.

Has anyone ever told you they want to spend the rest of their life with you?
I can't believe them.

Have you ever been asked out by someone you didn't want to date?
Indeed.

Were you smiling in the last picture taken of you?
I doubt it..

Are you wasting your time on someone?
Isn't this all just a waste of time?

How many funerals have you been to in your life time?
Only the viewings..
Three.

Does anyone disgust you?
Yeah, actually.
Most people do.

Think back to July 2008, were you single?
... No. That may have been the happiest month of my life, actually.

What are you doing tomorrow?
School.

How was your weekend?
It was fun.

Single or taken?
..I love him.

Two days from now this time, where will you be?
Here, I presume.

How late did you stay up last night?
Midnight.

Who are your favorite people to talk to when you’re down?
I quit.

Have you ever had a really big fight with a best friend?
Best friend?

What do you think your number 1 is doing right now?
Crying.
Sleeping.
Whatever, he's so unhappy.

Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?
Pac Sun.

Do you enjoy late night phone conversations?
I suppose so.

Is there someone you used to talk to every single day that you don't talk to at all anymore?
..Yes.

How was your birthday?
It was alright..and then the day after, she almost left.

Have you ever kissed someone starting with a D?
Daddy? No, wait...

Do you hate it when people smoke around you?
Feel free.

Did you go out or stay in last night?
In, for the most part.

Have you ever fallen asleep while texting someone?
Indeed.

What color shirt are you wearing?
Black.

Where will you be in a hour?
In bed, or close to it.

Who was the first person you talked to today?
Dad.

Have you ever taken a picture of yourself kissing someone?
No.

Are you someone who's an asshole because you're so honest?
I can be.

Do you think that you will be married within ten years?
I doubt I'm getting married.

Are you afraid of losing the person you talked to last?
Maranna? Kyler? Trey? Sam? I've already lost two of them, I'm losing another, and Kyler isn't mine to lose.

Who was the last person to leave you a myspace message?
Kyler.

Who have you texted the most today?
Abbey.

Has anyone ever rhymed your name with another word?
Jason used to call me "Flabby Abby" and I'd come home and cry.

Do you like to cuddle?
With him. No one else.

Have you ever done something you promised yourself you wouldnt?
Yeah...

Are you currently not talking to someone?
It's not my choice.

Is someone mad at you right now?
They have every right to be.
I swear, if suicide wasn't so damn selfish..

Survey #81

Have you ever smoked a cigarette?
I'm horribly innocent..

What would you say is your worst flaw?
I'm so insecure.

Are you fluent in a language other than your native?
No, sir.

Are you happy with your relationship status?
He makes me happier than I've been, by far.

Who is the last person you held hands with?
Trey.

Who is the last person to talk to you on the phone?
Also Trey.
Anymore, he's the only one who calls.

Honestly, have you ever had more than one boyfriend at a time?
I seriously find that disgusting.

If you could live anywhere, where would it be?
New York, or possibly London.

Have you ever kissed a person of the same sex?
Uhh...

Do you smoke?
Please refer to question 1.

Do you drink?
Not often enough to count.

Do you have a lot of hate for someone?
Try none.

What were you almost named?
Abby.
Funny how that worked out..

-Dinner time-
7:14 pm.

What time did you wake up this morning?
Between 6 and 6:30.

Ever kissed anyone 30 or older?
Creep.

Are you in a relationship?
I am enjoying it so.
(Especially when I get messages like this from his friends: oh i was goin to message you and tell you Trey is soooooooo annoying because he talks about you all freaking day )

What are you listening to right now?
Hush - Automatic Loveletter.

Have you kissed anyone this past week?
Thursday.

Do you like winter?
It's not my favorite.

Do you like to cuddle?
With him. That's it.

How late did you stay up last night?
Midnight.

Did you ever lose a best friend?
Something like that.

When was the last time you saw your father?
About thirty seconds ago.

Ever go camping?
Nope.

What color was the last thing you drank out of?
Clear.

When you last got dressed, did you put on your bottoms or your top first?
Bottoms, I think.

Did you have plans today?
I had school...

Who pissed you off today?
I wasn't in a good mood to begin with. It wasn't that I was in a bad mood, just..neutral.

Have you ever made someone laugh when they were crying?
Yeah, and then they told me it wasn't the time for that.

Did you get a full 8 hours of sleep last night?
Six?

In the past week have you felt sad?
Incredibly.
Death does that to a kid, and we weren't even close.

Do you hate when people smoke around you?
They have the right.

Have you kissed anyone whose name started with J?
I wish I hadn't..

Will you be in a relationship next month?
So long as I don't screw up...

Have you done anything sneaky lately?
Hahahaha.

Are you dating the last person you kissed?
Mmhmm, and it makes me happy as a clam, which actually is a terrible metaphor.

Have you ever made anyone cry?
..Yeah.

When was the last time you saw the second person on your top?
I don't have more than one in my top.

Today, would you rather go back a week or go forward a week?
Forward.
I don't like moving backward.

What are your initials?
ALM.

Do you have good eye sight?
No.

Has someone told you that they liked/loved you in the past week?
Yes, indeed.

Have you ever cried during a movie?
Quite often.

To whom did you last give the finger to?
It's not one of my common gestures..

Have you ever in any way, been betrayed by someone you trusted?
He was the first I trusted, and therefore the first to break that trust.

Do you think before you speak?
Sometimes.

If you won a lot of money on the lottery, what would you buy first?
A one-way train ticket to never never land, or a loft in New York.
Either way, I want to get away, away from here.

Could you go out in public looking like you do now?
If I had to.

Do you look better pale or tanned?
I think I look quite silly as pale as I am, but I don't tan well.

Will you be up before 7AM tomorrow?
Unfortunately..

If the last person you kissed really needed you at 3AM, would you go?
..Definitely.
I can quite honestly say I'd do anything for him.

Survey #80

Have you had sex with more than 25 partners?
No.

Have your friends ever randomly stopped by your house?
They do, on occasion.

Did you sleep in past noon today?
I was up by 6:30.

How many different colors are you wearing right now?
Enough.

If you could have something right now, what would it be?
Happiness.

Do you want someone back in your life?
We're closer now than we probably should be, but it still isn't enough. Not really.

How is the weather right now?
Chilly, cloudy, wet.

Is anything annoying you right now?
I just discovered this fantastic band (The Black Keys), and Sam isn't around to tell about it.

What are you excited for?
Silver Ring Thing.

Does anyone call you babe?
He calls me baby.

What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night?
Turned on Hail to the Thief.

Where did you sleep last night?
My bed.

Is this year the best year of your life?
It's not the worst.

Are you trying to avoid liking/loving somebody at the moment?
I'm trying to avoid emotion in general. I've been told my reasons are a tad detrimental.

When was the last time you were really worried?
This weekend was full of worry.

Has anybody ever given you butterflies?
He does, every single time I see him.

What are you doing besides this?
Chatting with Caitlyn about her ovaries, listening to music.

Do you have any plans for tomorrow?
School. That's it.

What's the first thing you did when you woke up?
Hit the snooze button.

If your friends warn you about someone, do you listen?
I didn't listen, and I lost friends over it, but I'm happier than I've been in a long time, so isn't that enough?

Does it take a lot to make you cry?
No, not anymore.

Are you satisfied with what you currently have in life?
I have more than a lot of people.

Would you ever get a tattoo?
Probably.

Are you keeping a big secret right now?
Not exactly.

What's the funniest thing that happened today?
Something was funny at lunch, I forget what.

Would you date someone twenty years older than you?
Ew.

Are you close with your mother?
Ha.

Did you speak to your father today?
He spoke to me. I mumbled back incoherently.

Have you ever kissed anyone with a name that starts with K or Z?
K..
and I never should have.

Have you ever broken someone's heart?
I'm hoping I didn't.

Do you hate anyone?
Nope.

Do you miss your past?
Bits, but I'm embracing my future.

Are you listening to music right now?
Wayfaring Stranger - Jack White.

Has anyone ever sang to you?
Quite often, really.

Is there someone who meant a lot to you at one point and aren't around much anymore?
You have no idea.

Is there any emotion you're trying to avoid right now?
I want pure happiness, or none at all.

Anything you would change about your life right now?
I'd be sure.

Saturday, March 28, 2009

Survey #79

Ever taken a picture kissing somebody?
Nope.

What's your opinion on "no sex before marriage"?
I'm getting a purity ring next week.

How often do you give out second chances?
Too often.

Do you have any new pictures?
There's a bunch on my camera, but I'm lazy and haven't uploaded them.

Be honest; have you ever listened to Aaron Carter?
When I was, like, six.

What about, "My Life Would Suck Without You" by Kelly Clarkson?
Indeed.

Ever had your heart broken?
Something like that.

We all change right?
Constantly.

Three hours ago, were you touching a person of the opposite sex?
Three hours ago, I was taking a shower. ..Alone.

Where did you get the shirt you're wearing?
JC Penney.

What's something you really want right now, be honest?
A flapper dress, please.

Does the song you're currently listening to remind you of anyone special?
I'm not listening to anything?

Is your MySpace headline from a song?
I'm pretty sure my Myspace headline is a picture of stars.
Sorry to disappoint.

Have you ever run over an animal?
What, with my bike?

Who made you mad today?
No one, yet.

How's your life lately?
I'm living.

Is there a difference between love and in love?
I guess so.

Could you go for the rest of your life without drinking alcohol?
Probably, though I highly doubt I will.

Has anyone disappointed you recently?
You don't even know.

Can you recall the last time you liked someone?
Try now?

Is there anyone you wish you could be spending time with right now?
...

Do you know anyone who smokes pot?
I do, I do. Can't understand why they would, though.

What's something that bothers you about girls?
We have mood swings..quite often.

Whose bed were you last in other than your own?
Uh..
No clue.

Have you ever cried in front of your number one?
No no no!

Ever kissed someone who smokes?
Yuck. Unpleasant, 'twas.

Are you starting to realize anything?
I'm in denial, I've concluded.

When you're walking, do you stop to drink?
I can walk and drink plenty fine.

How was last night?
Nothing too significant happened.

Are there any stressful situations in your life?
I'm nothing special.

What were the best days of the week so far?
..Thursday. By far.

Does it make you mad when people stare at you?
Uncomfortable. Not mad.

Is there someone who meant a lot to you at one point and aren't around much anymore?
Exactly.

Did anything cute happen today?
I used children's toothpaste!
=Cute?

Do people ever spell your name wrong?
Ha, yes.

Is tomorrow going to be a good day?
I'm going to a viewing.

What is something that is irritating you at the moment?
I'm quite thirsty.

Are you wearing jeans, shorts, sweatpants or pajama pants?
Jeans.

Are you hungry for anything?
I want water, please.

Will you be in bed in the next 20 minutes?
Considering it's not quite noon...

How many people have you had strong feelings for this year?
Oh gosh..

Your number 1 walks out of your life; do you go after them?
Definitely.

Could you ever be friends with someone who hurt you badly?
I'm trying..

Do you think anyone has feelings for you?
Hope so.

Do you like to cuddle?
Not usually, no.

Honestly, do you really love the last person you said "I love you" to?
I think I do..

Are you a good friend?
I try to be.

Are any of your texts in your inbox locked and why?
Probably..they held some importance, for one reason or another.

When was the last time you were told you were hot?
Haaa.

Who did you text first this morning?
I didn't.

Are you missing someone?
I guess so, yeah.

Are there any saved birthday cards in your bedroom?
Loads.

If you could go back in time, how far back would you go?
July.

Has anything happened to you in the past month that made you really mad?
I suppose so.

Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months or more?
We'll see.

Have you held hands with anybody in the past week?
Indeed.

When was the last time someone of the opposite sex gave you a hug/Who are they?
Thursday.
Trey.

What is more important, happiness or trust?
I don't know anymore.

How was your Friday?
I schooled, slept.
Seriously, that's it.

What were you doing at 7:00 AM?
Waking up.

Thursday, March 26, 2009

Survey #78

1) Do you like blue cheese?
I prefer my Salad Spritzers. It's not nearly as fattening.

2) Have you ever smoked heroin?
Can't say I have.

3) Do you own guns?
Pacifist.
Vegetarian.
No.

4) What flavor do you add to your drink at Sonic?
I've never been.

5) Do you get nervous before doctor appointments?
I really hate going, due to germs and such.

6) What do you think of hot dogs?
I liked them better when they had legs.

7) Favorite Christmas song?
Tie Between All I Want For Christmas Is You and Santa Baby.

8) What do you prefer to drink in the morning?
I usually drink water, but tea and coffee would be nice, if I had the time to make it.

9) Can you do push ups?
Not well.

10) Can you do a chin up?
Again, not well.

11) What’s your favorite piece of jewelry?
I can't say I have one.

12) Favorite hobby?
People watching.

13) Ever been in a car wreck?
Indeed.

14) Do you have A.D.D.?
Not to my knowledge.

15) What is one thing that you hate about yourself?
My entire body.

16) Middle name?
Lee.

17) Name 3 thoughts at this exact moment?
Oh my, there's a ton of thoughts swirling through my mind right now.

18) Name 3 things you bought yesterday:
I didn't.

19) Three things you drink regularly:
Tea, coffee, water.

20) Current worry?
Science grade, prepositions.

21) Current hate right now?
I don't have the ability to put days on repeat.

23) Where are you going on spring break?
Ha. What spring break?

24) Where would you like to go?
Everywhere.

25) Name three people who will complete this?
No one reads my blog.

26) Do you own slippers?
Sock-monkey slippers, no less.

27) What shirt are you wearing?
Pajama pants, tank, Penn State shirt.

28) Do you like sleeping in satin sheets?
Haven't ever done so.

29) Can you whistle?
No. Whistling is obnoxious.

30) Favorite color?
I like the rainbow.

31) Would you be a pirate?
I am a pirate.

32) What songs do you sing in the shower?
Whatever is stuck in my head.

33) Favorite girl’s name?
I have a ton.

34) Favorite boy’s name?
Oh, you know.

35) What’s in your pocket?
Nothing is in my pants.

36) Last thing that made you laugh?
Silly telephone conversations with my lover.

37) Best bed sheets as a child?
I was deprived of lovely bed sheets.
Mine were white.
And now they're aqua.

38) Worst injury you’ve ever had?
I broke my arm once.

39) Do you love where you live?
Certain aspects, yes. Others, no.

40) How many TVs do you have in your house?
Three?

41) Who is your loudest friend?
Oh gosh.. we're all pretty loud. I'm actually the quieter out of the bunch.

42) How many dogs do you have?
I don't.

43) Does someone have a crush on you?
Something like that.

44) Five favorite movies?
Can't say I rightly know.

45) What is your favorite book?
See above.
I'm proud to say it's most definitely *not* Twilight, however.

46) Favorite dessert?
I really want a Popsicle right now.

47) Favorite fast food resturant?
subway ;)

48) What song do you want played at your funeral?
I'm having the Beach Boys and Laura's daddy.

49) What were you doing 12 AM last night?
Getting ready for bed.

50) What was the first thing you thought of when you woke up?
I never can remember these kinds of things..

Sunday, March 22, 2009

Survey #77

Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.
Answer each question with the name of the next song.


If someone says 'Are you okay?' you say..?
Slow Motion (Don't Stop!) - Oh, Hush!

How would you describe yourself?
Beverly Hills - Weezer

What do you like in a guy?
Chasing Pavements - Adele

How do you feel today?
Bottoms Up! - Van Halen

What is your life's purpose?
Super Sprode - Freezepop

What's your motto?
Speak of the Devil - Sum 41

What do your friends think of you ?
The Story - 30 Seconds to Mars

What do your parents think about you?
Breaker Breaker - Outlaws

What do you think about very often?
Epic - Faith No More

What is 2+2?
Pain - Three Days Grace

What do you think of your best friend?
Halloween - Dead Kennedys

What is your life story?
Sulk - Radiohead

What do you want to be when you grow up?
Rooftops - Lostprophets

What do you think when you see the person you like?
Goodbye in Gasoline - Less Than Jake

What will you dance to at your wedding?
Makin' Monsters For My Friends - Ramones

What will they play at your funeral ?
Like Spinning Plates - Radiohead

What is your hobby/interest?
Losing My Religion - R.E.M.

What is your biggest fear?
Ohio is For Lovers - Hawthorne Heights

What is your biggest secret?
Zombie - The Cranberries

What do you want right now?
Last Summer - Lostprophets

What do you think of your friends?
Turn Off the Lights - Hollywood Undead

Who is your best friend?
Hands Down - Dashboard Confessional

What are your plans for the night?
The Scorpios - Megadeth

Are you excited for your next birthday?
Still Waiting - Sum 41

Do you think of yourself as cool?
I Don't Have to Try - Avril Lavigne

Do you like cough syrup?
Viva la Vida - Coldplay

Survey #76

Do you currently have feelings for anybody?
Something like that.

Who is the last person to send you a message on myspace?
Ben.

What jacket did you wear last?
Fashion Bug.

Do you have any hickies?
Not currently.
There was that one time with Maranna on her Summer Music School bus..and then she bit me.

Are you wearing something that belongs to someone else?
Nope.

Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
Doubt it.

Is there anybody you wish you could be spending time with right now?
Sure.

Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
People make mistakes..that sometimes aren't forgettable.

When is the last time you talked to your grandma?
Last I knew, they were leaving Warren today.

Does anyone know your password besides you?
I'm thinking not.

Whose bed did you sleep in last night?
Mine.

What are you listening to right now?
I can hear my dishwasher.

If you could be anywhere right now, where would you be?
Trey's.
I don't know if that will happen today, however.

Have you ever dated someone who was not good to you?
I guess you could call it that..

Do you believe that any of your exes ever think about you?
Quite possibly.

Would you date someone 8 years older than you?
Not currently, no.

What were you doing at 1 this morning?
I was online.

Will your next kiss be a mistake?
I'm thinking not.

What’s on your bed right now?
Blankets, sheets, comforter, pillows, stuffed animals.

Are you someone who worries too often?
Definitely.

Do you have a friend you can tell stuff to and you’re sure they won’t tell?
..No.

Are you usually wide awake in the morning?
Today I was. I awoke, and sobbed.

Are you in a good mood right now?
Now that I've ensured that my terrible dream really was only just a dream, yes.

Is there a difference between the word 'best friend' and 'friend'?
Guess so.
For example, the word best friend is four letters and a space different, and isn't a word at all, but two.

Do you know anyone with the same first name as you?
All of them are Abigails.

What are you wearing as of right now?
Sweats, tee, tank.

Do you know anyone by the name of Lee?
That'd be my middle name. Oh! And there's this guy in Our Town..

Does it bother you when someone lies to you?
Usually.

How are you feeling?
Kind of..nervous.

Have you ever walked on the beach at night?
I have.

What was the last movie you watched in the theater?
Taken.

Would you rather get up early or sleep in?
I feel more productive when I get up early.

Whose car were you in last?
My mum's, I believe.

Who's in your profile picture with you?
Nobody.

Are you tired?
I'm too..shaken to be tired.

Does anybody call you by your last name?
I'd slap 'em.

Will you talk to someone on the phone tonight?
More than likely.

Have you hugged anyone in the last 72 hours?
Mmhmm.

How old is the first person on your top?
13.

What do you eat for breakfast?
I don't eat breakfast.

Do you know anyone with a terribly annoying voice?
I have one of those..

Do you have good vision?
Not really, no.

Do you wash your hair in the shower?
One would hope so..

Do you know anyone who is gay?
Does it really make a difference?
Questions like these make gays sound like they belong in the circus.

Do you cry around people?
I was taught that's a sign of weakness, and thus try to avoid it.

What color is your hair?
Dark blonde/light brown.

Do you believe everyone has a soul mate?
Indeed I do.
..I don't care much for reality, thanks.

Is there a difference between love and IN love?
Definitely.

Survey #75

Do you miss the last person you kissed?
Immensely.

Why don't you get with the last person you kissed?
Too bad we're already together, and nothing is going to change that.

Are you a cuddler?
Please don't touch me, unless your name begins with a T and ends with -rey.

What would I find if I looked UNDER your bed?
A box.

Something that happened today that made you angry?
Today's only an hour in, and so far, I'm in a decent mood.

What were you doing before this survey?
Speaking with Sam and Annie and Kyler and wondering where Trey is.

What will you do after the survey?
See above.

What shirt are you wearing now?
Black tank and white shirt with hearts.

Do you sing?
I do.

Do you talk about your feelings or hide them?
99% of the time, I hide them.

First thing you do when you wake up?
Turn off my alarm.

Ever had surgery?
I got my tonsils taken out.

Last argument you got into was with?
..My father?

How long does it take for you to fall asleep at night?
It depends.

When you shut off your alarm clock, do you tend to fall back asleep?
Almost always.

If you were given the chance to take care of a monkey for a weekend, would you?
Possibly. I'm really not too fond of monkeys.

What are you looking forward to in the next few months?
Nothing in particular.

It's Wednesday afternoon, where are you usually?
Home preparin' for youth group.

You need a new pair of jeans, what store do you go to first?
It really depends.

How do you feel about your hair?
It's alright.

What movie is in your DVD player?
Our DVD player died a long, painful death.

If you could move away, no questions asked, where would you move?
New York, or quite possibly, London.

How many TRUE best friends do you have?
...

What would you change about your life right now?
I wish he were happier.

What type of day are you having?
It's hardly begun.

Was there anyone who made your day?
Trey never fails to.

Do you have anyone crushing on you?
I'm hoping it's more than that.

Are you vegetarian?
I am.

Have you ever had something stuck between your teeth, but no one decided to tell you?
Probably.

How many pets do you have?
Zero.

What kind of toothpaste do you use?
Whatever I see first.

Do you sleep with a stuffed animal?
Ha. Two. I don't require either of them, I just haven't bothered to find a place to keep them.

What was the last gift someone gave you?
Jen bought me some veggies and ranch for dinner Thursday night..

Do you appreciate that person?
Oh, absolutely.

Are you in love?
Indeed.

Have you ever been in love?
See above.

Do you even believe in love?
I didn't, until most recently.

How many things are you really thinking about right now?
Quite a few.

Did you talk to anyone you didn't like today?
Not really, no.

Do you like picnics?
I intend to have one in the cemetery.

Have you finished school yet?
I've got quite a ways to go, actually.

What is your worst subject?
Right now, my lowest grade is in science.
89%.

Are you American?
I am.

What kind of mood are you in?
The decent kind.

Are you waiting for anything?
Kind of.

Are you going to bed after this?
I probably should.

Have you ever watched Fahrenheit 9/11?
Not to my knowledge.

McCain or Obama?
Obama.

Where were you September 11, 2001?
Kindergarten.

What book are you currently reading?
Lord of the Flies.

What song did you last listen to?
Playing Dead - Reggie and the Full Effect.

Are you a very stressed out person?
I can be.

Saturday, March 21, 2009

Survey #74

Where EXACTLY were you when you entered 2009?
My brother and sister in law's living room with a three and six year old.

What are you wearing?
A black tank, skinny jeans, and tight knit white top with colored hearts and three-quarter length sleeves.

When did you last throw up and where?
...

What do you carry with you at all time?
Phone. iPod. Chapstick.

Will your next kiss be a mistake?
If it's with him, it won't be.

What happened at 9:00 am today?
I was sleeping.

Are you mean?
I try not to be.

Do you and your parents get along?
Ha.

Do you wanna tell someone how you feel?
I don't know how I feel, in most aspects.

Have you ever kissed anyone whose name started with a D?
I haven't.

What holiday is your birthday closest to?
My birthday is August 28th.

How many different things did you drink today?
I had coke after midnight last night, but since I've woken, all I've had was water.

Do you think you've changed over the past year?
Incredibly.

Who is the last person to send you a message on myspace?
Trey, love.

How old do you think you'll be when you have kids?
I may not.

Do you think you'll be married in 5 years?
Ha. If I get a purity ring, I may just.

Are you waiting for someone?
Not exactly.

Were you happy when you woke up today?
He was on the phone; of course I was.

If you could change your eye color, would you?
God made me the way I am for a reason.

What were you doing at 8 this morning?
I was still asleep.

Do you like to have long hair or short hair?
It's long enough.

Do you want a different hair style?
This is getting a bit boring, yes.

What was the last thing you hid?
My face?

What is one fact about the last person who called you?
He's the best kisser.

Name three emotions at this exact moment:
Happy. Euphoric. Ecstatic.

Do you spend a lot of time with your parents?
Ha.

Do you flip your pillow to the cold side?
On occasion.

What woke you up this morning?
The telephone.

How many times have you eaten sushi?
Not in the past, oh, nine months.

What made your day today?
A boy named Trey.

What's something you are looking forward to in the near future?
I'm rather looking forward to having my Star Wars virginity broken.

This time last year, were you single?
I do believe so.

Are you a big fan of thunderstorms?
I love them.

Do you ever think "what if" about anything?
Everything.

Who was the last person of the opposite sex you had a conversation with?
Sam.

Does any part of your body hurt right now?
I'm living.

Do you think relationships are hard?
Slightly, but really, it depends on how you take them.

Do you like competition?
Not really, no.
I do like winning, though.

Do you say hello daily?
To quite a few.

Do you have an accent?
I don't quite talk the same as everyone else here..which is odd, since I was born in Warren.

Are you good at giving directions?
Kind of.

If something was wrong, who is the first boy you would go to?
Trey.

Do you like where you live?
The house isn't too spiffy; the location is wonderful; the town is hellish.

Have you ever thought about killing someone in detail?
Pacifist.

Have you ever met a gay person?
I have quite a few gay friends, thanks.

Ever had surgery?
Indeed I have.

Has anyone seen you in your underwear, other than mom?
"Other than mom" ?!
And yes, they have.

Do you tell your mom everything?
Nowhere close to it.

Have you ever been back-stabbed by a friend?
Of course.
Fun stuff.

Who was the last person you cried in front of?
I was on the verge of tears in front of mum today.

What will you be doing in an hour?
Nothing significant.

Are you wearing make-up right now?
I am.

Have you ever liked someone who all your friends hate?
Try right now.

Where do you want to go vacation-wise?
New York, please.

Do you prefer to call or text someone?
Call.

Are you friends with any of your exes?
Sam and I are..borderline friends.
The rest are ridiculous people whom I hardly speak to.

Who is the last person you hugged?
My grandfather.

Last January, were you single?
For most of it.

Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
I'm thinking of him..

Have ever liked somebody and never told them?
Sure.

Do people ever think you're older than you actually are?
Quite often, actually.

Do you think boys truly understand girls?
He understands me better than anyone I've ever met.

How many people are you texting?
I'm not.

Are you happy right now?
Incredibly.

Do you clean when you're upset?
Sometimes. Usually I mope around.

Is there someone you wouldn't mind kissing right now?
Definitely.

What if you had a baby with the last person you texted?
Sperm banks are fun places, man.

Do you brush your hair with a comb or a brush?
I comb my hair with a comb.
I brush my hair with a brush.
Ya dig?

Friday, March 20, 2009

Survey #73

Do you think a lot of people think bad things about you?
They can go right on ahead and do that.

What side of the bed do you sleep on?
I usually fall asleep toward the middle.

Would you rather sleep alone or with someone?
I intend to fall asleep in his arms, sometime.

Would you ever stay with someone just because you didn't want to break their heart?
I think that it'd hurt worse to find out your relationship was meaningless, than to be left because it no longer had meaning.

Is there anyone you know that deserves to get punched?
I'm a pacifist.

Have you ever been told you were going to Hell?
Yes, actually.

Is there someone who makes you happy every time you speak with them?
He never fails to.

Is there someone you could spend every minute with and be happy?
Quite easily.

What could you go for right now?
I'd like a smoothie, please.

Do you think people have any misconceptions about you?
Indeed they do.

What's on your mind right now?
He is.
He always is.

Do you tend to fall for people easily?
Not very.

Does a kiss make you feel better?
His do.

What are you afraid of?
Failure.
Loss.

What color, if any, underpants are you wearing?
They're strip-ed.
And yes. 'Striped' is two syllables.

Tell me about the last time you had sex?
I'm a virgin.

Is anyone ignoring you right now?
At this particular moment? No.
However, there are a few people who I am no longer on speaking terms with. 'Twas completely their decision.

Do you have a best friend?
He's the best I've got.

What movie do you want to see right now?
Apparently I'm watching Star Wars with Trey at some point.
He and Sven have dubbed me shameful.

What do you wear to sleep?
Sweats/shorts/pajama pants with tee/tank.

Are you easy to get along with?
Pretty much.

Would it be hard seeing someone else kiss the last person you kissed?
It'd kill me, but really?
All I want is his happiness.

Do you hate the last girl you had a conversation with?
Maranna and Shelby are my lovers.

Do you hate the last guy you had a conversation with?
Trey?
What do you think..?

What are you listening to?
I'm not.

Can you honestly say that things are running smoothly for you?
Very.

Do people ever mistake you for being a different race?
Ha.
I've been called Mexican.
..Mexican Hitler=beautiful.

Have you ever brushed your teeth while in the shower?
Haven't.

Have you had more than 3 boyfriends at the same time?
Why would I do that?

Would you rather be in a relationship or play the field?
Relationship.

What is the last thing a boy gave you?
A hug? xD

Where is your phone right now?
In my pants.

What if you had a baby with the last person you texted?
What, are Emily and I going to visit a sperm bank or something?

Do you like the rain?
It's quite nice, actually.

Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
I believe he's asleep.

Were you single on your last birthday?
Indeed I was.

What is wrong with you right now?
Coke is rank, calorie laden, and caffeinated.
I don't know why I'm drinking this/how he considers it his favorite beverage.

What was your reaction to the last text you received?
I was angered.
It was an automated message, saying they couldn't deliver my text.

Do you sleep with the door open or closed?
Open, if I remember.
Closed, if I don't.

Have you ever kissed someone older than you?
Indeed.

Where will you be tomorrow at this time?
Here, I'd assume.

Do you want to see someone this very minute?
That'd be nice.

Survey #72

How did it all begin?
With a simple question.

Where did you meet?
School.

When did you meet?
Ages ago, in elementary school.

Was it love at first sight?
Love slowly grows. 'Tis not instantaneous.

How old were you both?
When we met? Quite young.
When we got together? Thirteen.

When did you have your first kiss?
The 23th of January.

Where was your first date?
The movies.

How long until you met the parents?
I met his mum years ago.

When was it official?
January 19th.

What's your happiest memory of him?
All of them.

What's the sweetest thing he has ever done for you?
He loves me. I'd say that's pretty sweet.

Does he buy you lots of gifts?
I dislike gifts.

What's your favorite thing to do together?
I dunno about him, but I like cuddling.

When did you know you were falling in love?
I had a very different view on love when I met him.

Who said I love you first?
Aloud? He.

Is it true love?
It is.

How do you know this?
When you find love, you just know.

What's his worst habit?
He's rather insecure.

What annoys you about him?
Absolutely nothing.

Has he ever hurt you badly?
No, not physically, mentally, or emotionally.

Would he ever cheat?
I hope not. I trust him.

Has he ever cheated?
Not to my knowledge.

Do you trust him?
With all of my heart.

Best facial feature?
His eyes, his nose, his lips, every bit of him.
His ears are also quite adorable.

Favorite part of body?
His hands.

Hair color?
Brown.

What does he/she smell of?
Oh, you have no idea. It's divine, just completely intoxicating.

What are they wearing when you picture them in your mind?
..Ha.

How do you feel when they hold you?
Complete.

How do you feel when you fall asleep and wake up in their arms?
I haven't.
Not yet.

How does it feel when he touches you?
It's electrifying. And I lose control.

Does his/her touch give you goose bumps?
Chills.

Does he kiss your neck?
I love kisses that aren't on the lips most of all.

Your tummy?
He hasn't.

Your forehead?
No, though he kissed my cheek Sunday.

Could you be without them?
I wouldn't know how to live.

Do you think about them constantly when you're apart?
It's unstoppable.

How long have you been together?
Two months and a day.

Can you see a future together?
A most wonderful one.

Would you like to get married?
I'm not sure I want to be married.

Have children?
Not right now.

Where can you see your relationship in a years time?
Growing.

5 years time?
Still growing.

Do you know there is definitely no one better out there for you?
I couldn't imagine.

How do you know this?
-I haven't met them yet, have I? He's irreplacable.

Are you scared they might find someone better?
Sometimes. There are a lot of 'better' people out there.
I can't understand how he doesn't see it.

Is he your best friend as well as your lover?
He is.

Does he come first over everyone else in your life?
He does.

Would you die for them?
I would die.

What's the funniest thing you have ever done together?
Hmm..

Say something that only you two understand.
Oh gosh, it'd probably be best I didn't.

Do you have nicknames for each other?
I call him love, darling,

Does he make you laugh?
On most frequent occasions.

Do you wrestle?
I'd win. xD

Is he ticklish?
..Ha.

Are you?
I am.
He found that out on Sunday.

Food?
Ramen noodles.

Drink?
Coke.

Sport?
He plays baseball, and he seems to enjoy basketball quite a bit.

Past time?
He loves his comics.

Animal?
Gorilla.

Aftershave?
...He smells lovely.

Clothing style?
I'm not sure how to describe it.
..I do love this one maroon sweatshirt of his.

Band?
He enjoys Rush, Boston, AC/DC, Aerosmith, Journey, etc etc.

Music?
Oldschool. :]

Song?
Angel by Aerosmith.

DVD?
We're going to watch Star Wars together, apparently.
I'm a shameful person, since I'm still a Star Wars virgin.

Place to hang out?
I rather enjoy his couch..

Meal to cook together?
I do hate food.

Time you saw them?
This afternoon.

Kissed them?
Sunday.

The last text they sent you?
My phone hasn't been working.

See them again?
Not soon enough.
Tomorrow, perhaps.

Speak to them again ?
I am at the moment.

Tell them you love them again?
Right now.

Have you ever:

Spent the night together?
We haven't.

Celebrated a holiday together?
Valentine's Day?

Met their parents?
His mum and grandmother.

Had naughty time?
Haha, what?

Made them cry?
..I'm sorry.

Done anything spontaneous together?
xD

Is this love?
-More than love.


♥Trey Richard Loomis.

Survey #71

Your ex says they love you, what do you say?
"You never did, and you still don't."

You're curre​ntly liste​ning to?
My parents and grandparents talking.

How are you feeli​ng right​ now?
Wonderful.

What will you be doing​ withi​n the next two hours​?​​​​
Dinner.

Do you still​ talk to the last perso​n you reall​y liked​?​​​​​
He's mine.

What color​ shirt​ were you weari​ng durin​g your last kiss?
Yellow.
and
I had on a black sweatshirt.

Do you regre​t anyth​ing you'​​​​​ve done recen​tly?
I do not.

What do you usual​ly do right​ when you wake up?
Go back to sleep.

Have you ever kisse​d an ex after​ you broke​ up?
I haven't.

Are you smili​ng in your MySpa​ce defau​lt pictu​re?
Not really, no.

Are you the type of perso​n who is often​ in off and on relat​ionsh​ips?​​​​​​​
Not anymore.

If you drank​ fifte​en beers​,​​​​​ what would​ you be?
I'd be passed out before fifteen.

Do you think​ you can last in a relat​ionsh​ip for six month​s?​​​​​
Forever, please.

How tall is your #1?
His height is perfect.
My head can rest right at the top of his chest, and it's lovely.

Have you had a beer in the past week?​​​​​
I don't believe I have, ever.

What swear​ word do you find yours​elf sayin​g the most?​​​​​
Oh, gosh.
I overuse them all.

Are there​ any stres​sful situa​tions​ in your life?
Plenty.

Did you do somet​hing bad today​?​​​​​
Not really, no.

Have you spoke​n to an ex at all this week?
Sam.

How old is the oldes​t perso​n on your top frien​ds?​​​​​
Thirteen.

When was the last time you smile​d?​​​​​
I am, at the moment.

What do you like bette​r:​​​​​ hot choco​late or apple​ cider​?​​​​
Apple cider.

Ever staye​d up all night​ on the phone​?​​​​​
Not all night, no.

When was the last time you talke​d on AIM?
Right now.

Is anyon​e in your top a virgi​n?​​​​​
He is.
We're getting purity rings.

Are you curre​ntly readi​ng a book?​​​​​
Lord of the Flies.

Last perso​n who texte​d you?
I'm unsure.

Do you have a boyfr​iend?​​​​​​​
I do.

If someone hit you, what would you do?
"Violence is not the answer."

What's​ your middl​e name?​​​​​
Lee.

Is it easy for other​s to make you feel awkwa​rd?​​​​​
Not necessarily.

Do you know what you are going​ to wear tomor​row?​​​​​​​
I don't.

Is your life simpl​e or compl​icate​d?​​​​​​​
Both.

Have you ever kissed someone whose ​name starts with an O?
I haven't.

Have you ever liked​ anyon​e on your top frien​ds?​​​​​
I love him.

Someone knocks on your window at 2 AM,​​​​​ who would​ it be and what do you say?
I'd be freaking out, especially because it's on the second floor.

What was the worst​ mista​ke of your life?​​​​​
I'm unsure.

What do you think​ of the most when you are alone​?
A certain boy..

Does the perso​n you last kisse​d still​ like you?
I hope.

Do you remem​ber the first​ time you kisse​d the last perso​n you kisse​d?​​​​​
I do.

If you could​ move somew​here else,​​​​​ would​ you?
I'd miss him far too much.

Do you have a reaso​n to smile​ right​ now?
His name is Trey.

Recen​tly kisse​d anyon​e with the name start​ing with a B?
I haven't.

Have you ever kisse​d someo​ne who'​​​​​s name start​ed with A?
I haven't.

Does your favor​ite mall have more than one floor​?​​​​​
It does.
Too bad I've only been there once.

Do you believe you can find true love at any age?
I didn't used to think that.

Have you ever kisse​d the 4th perso​n in your top frien​ds?​​​​​
My top consists of one.

Have you ever dated​ someo​ne your paren​ts didn'​​​​​t like?​​​​​
I don't think..

Have any plans​ for sprin​g break​?​​​​​
Spring break? You mean Friday?

Do you have any pet fish?​​​​​
Mum wouldn't get me one when I asked a while ago..we were at Walmart.

Are you weari​ng any jewel​ry?​​​​​
Earrings.

Wednesday, March 18, 2009

Survey #70

If the last person you kissed said that you were the only one they wanted, would you believe them?
They do say that. Quite often.

Have you ever seen Lil Wayne in concert?
Why would I do that?

What are you currently hearing?
Mother's footsteps.

Have a best friend?
I have Trey.

What's with you and the last person you kissed?
♥ He's mine.

Do you have a friend of the opposite sex you can talk to?
I do.

What time did you wake up this morning?
Sometime between 6 and 6:45.

Have you ever liked someone who all your friends hated?
Ha! <333

Are you happy with the way life is going?
Incredibly.

What made your day today?
This message I got..

What do you need right now?
Dinner.

Have you ever had a serious conversation with your dad?
He doesn't really like talking to me.

Hook-up or the whole relationship?
Relationship.

Do you miss anyone?
Terribly.

How many texts are in your inbox?
90.

Monday, March 16, 2009

Survey #69

How many times has the last person you kissed made you cry?
It's always my fault, really. I read too far into things, and overreact.
..He'd tell you the complete opposite.

Have you ever had feelings for someone and thought "This is the person I want to be with forever"?
Right now.
For the first time, ever, I seriously see this having future. In no other relationship have I experienced that.

Do you sleep with or without clothes on?
With.
I have this terrible fear that there will be a fire/other need to evacuate during the night, and I'll be naked/have on lame pajamas and the newspaper will come to take pictures of the burning building, and take *my* picture as well.

Does the last person whose house you stayed at last mean anything to you?
I was at Trey's yesterday...everything.

What do you do when you're having a bad day?
Depends.
Try to turn it around, somehow.

Was this new years enjoyable?
I spent it with a six and three year old.

What are you currently listening to?
I can hear the fan.

Do you believe there is one right person for you out there in the world?
Definitely.

When you're sick or sad, do you want to be alone or do you want someone there with you?
Both. Sometimes, I like being comforted, but usually, I hate people.

If you had to delete one year of your life completely, which would it be?
..The last one. That way, I wouldn't realize I was missing anything.

Last text was from whom?
Emily.

What color hoodie did you wear last?
Black.

Are you currently wearing something that belongs to someone else?
I amn't.

Are you getting engaged anytime soon?
I somehow doubt that.

Do you feel awkward when strangers say hi to you?
I feel awkward when they carry on the conversation long enough that it's almost necessary to stop walking to chat.

Is tomorrow going to be a good day?
I hope, though standardized testing=/= good day.

Will this weekend be a good one?
It will be the last time I see them, though they don't even remember who I am.
... Alzheimer's ruins relationships.

Where did you get the shirt your wearing right now?
JC Penney.

Do you get jealous easily?
I try not to, because, really, what's the point?

Do you consider yourself lucky?
Incredibly.

Are you afraid to tell your true feelings?
In most situations, yes.

Do you enjoy roadtrips?
I can't stand my family for extensive periods of time. Not that we spend extensive periods of time together...
(or any, for that matter.)

What are you craving at this very moment?
I'm not.

Popsicles or ice cream?
Popsicles are less fattening.

Have you or would you ever dye your hair a crazy color?
I have.

Have you ever been in a play?
Of course!

What were your emotions today?
I'm terrible at describing my feelings.

Would you rather text or IM?
IM.

Is your hair currently its natural color?
I have highlights..

Have you ever been in love?
Now.

Purple or green grapes?
..Red.

What are your plans for tonight?
Just got home, actually.

Is anyone attracted to you?
He seems to be.

Who did you hug yesterday?
Trey.
..and Trey's grandmother.

Is there anyone you want to come see you?
Yes, please.

Did you wake up in the middle of the night last night?
I don't think so.

Ever asked a girl for advice?
Yes?

Is there someone who meant a lot to you at one point, and isn't around now?
That's what always happens.

Sunday, March 15, 2009

Survey #68

Do you have anything that belongs to your boyfriend?
I don't believe so.

Are you trying to avoid liking somebody at the moment?
Why would I do that?

When was the last time someone called you baby?
In the past twenty four hours, I'd say.

Who was the last person you had an argument with?
Mother?

When was the last time you were really confused?
Probably today.

Has anybody ever given you butterflies?
He does, constantly.

Do you have nice eyes?
I actually do like my eyes.

Whose birthday is coming up?
Jen's is April 4th.

Were you happy when you woke up?
I was.
My mood slowly got better throughout the day, due to a certain someone.

Do you think that you have made a difference in someone's life?
I'd hope.

What was the last thing you cried about?
It doesn't matter.

Would you do anything to have someone back in your life?
He's never left.

Who was the last person that called you?
Heather.

Do you plan on moving out in the next year?
I couldn't.

What is one emotion you are feeling right now?
Euphoria.

Opposite sex on your mind?
Of course.

What are you currently doing besides this?
Eating an icecream bar.
Talking to Jen and Sven.
Thinking, wishing..

Any plans for tomorrow?
School.
OT rehearsal.

What's the last thing you ate?
I'm eating an icecream bar.

Is there a person of the opposite sex who means a lot to you?
Everything?

Are you gonna be home alone tonight?
I would have been home alone all day.

What are you doing tonight?
Night's over.

How has this week been?
..This weekend made up for it.

When was the last time you were sick?
Stayed home sick on Friday.

What are you looking forward to?
Seeing him.

Last time you talked to someone out loud?
A few minutes ago, before Heather got off the phone.

First thing you did this morning?
Bid my brother farewell.

Best thing about yesterday?
It was the day before today.

Survey #67

Where​ is the last perso​n you kisse​d?​
I'm thinking he is outside.

When and why is the last reaso​n you cried​?​
I nearly cried yesterday, due to frustration.

Have you ever made out in a bathr​oom?​
I have not.

What is the last non-​alcoh​olic bever​age you had?
Water.

What are your plans​ for this weeke​nd?​
Weekend's over.

Ever been swimm​ing in a lake or river​?​
Indeed.

What'​s irrit​ating​ you?
SHE is.

Have you ever cheat​ed or been cheat​ed on?
I have never cheated, but I have been cheated on.

What is the last thing​ you did befor​e you went to bed last night​?​
Prayed.

Would​ you live with someo​ne witho​ut marry​ing them?​
Indeed.

Is it easie​r to forgi​ve or forge​t?​
To forgive.

Where​ did you sleep​ last night​?​
Here.

What time did you go to sleep​ last night​?​
4:30am.

What woke you up today​?​
Kyle.

Are you excit​ed for the futur​e?​
I'm taking life as it comes.

Have you ever been given​ or gave an engag​ement​ ring?​
No.

Do you still​ turn to your paren​ts for advic​e or comfo​rt?​
I never did.

If someo​ne gave you 100 dolla​rs,​ would​ you spend​ or save it?
I'd spend it eventually.

How much older​ than you is the last perso​n that kisse​d you?
A month and eight days.

Do you find the oppos​ite sex confu​sing?​
Not always.

When you shut your alarm​ off do you tend to fall back aslee​p?​
Usually.

What were you doing​ at 9 this morni​ng?​
I was asleep.

Can you admit​ when you'​re wrong​?​
Sometimes.

Is your hair up?
'Tis not.

Do you still​ talk to your first​ love?​
I've only fallen in love once.

Do you think​ you are an argum​entat​ive perso​n?​
Incredibly so.

Is your phone​ right​ besid​e you?
It's in my pants.

Will this weeke​nd be a good one?
It was wonderful.

Is the last perso​n you kisse​d mad at you?
I sincerely hope not.

Have you ever had a diffi​cult relat​ionsh​ip?​
Relationships are incredibly difficult, period.

Ever drive​n into the ghett​o to buy drugs​?​
Oh, all the time.

Can you read other​ peopl​e'​s expre​ssion​s?​
I can.

Have you ever hugge​d someo​ne named​ Joe?
... I'm thinking not.

When was the last time somet​hing bothe​red you?
Always.

What bothe​red you?
He's not here.

Are your ears gauge​d?​
No.
Pierced, though.

Do you miss someo​ne?​
I do. I always do.

Survey #66

What is something that made you laugh hard yesterday?
Swiss Rolls.

What do you think about your bestfriend?
He's perfect.

What are you doing tonight?
I just spent the day with the most amazing boy.

What would your last name be if you married the last person you texted?
I wouldn't.

Do you mind explaining things to children?
Not usually. It's fun seeing their reactions.

How many times a day do you go to the bathroom?
A few.

What are you doing besides this survey?
Talking to Sven and Shelby and day dreaming.

Do you have a clock in the room you are sitting in right now?
Indeed.

If you were a cow, would you sleep standing up, or lying down?
Standing. Unless it was going to rain.

If you could go out of town right now where would you be going?
New York City.

What is your favorite video game?
I enjoy Rock Band.

Have you ever played the game MASH?
I have.

When you were little, were you totally into Barney?
He terrified me.

If you could change one thing about your looks, what would it be?
Everything.

What kind of magnets are on your fridge?
The magnetic kind?

Who was the last person you had a serious talk with?
Trey.

What movie do you want to see?
Eh.

What songs would you put on a CD if you were about to burn one?
Sad songs make me happy.

What cable company do you have?
Atlantic Broadband.

Have you ever played Monopoly, and won?
I don't recall winning.

How easily do you apologize?
Very easily, if I am at fault.

Does everything happen for a reason?
Supposedly.

Last place you got a hair cut?
Styles Unlimited.

Stayed in a hotel lately?
Not lately.

What is something you are scared to do?
Fail.

Who is the last person you talked to on the phone?
Mother, dear.

Do you have four generations still living in the family?
I don't believe so. Three, maybe.

What goes best with soda?
Ice.

How many lights are on in your house?
Not many.

Wanna get anything off your chest?
..I'm in love.

What is something you learned today?
Love does exist.

Describe your life in one word:
Fine.

Have you ever had your heart broken?
Hurt, but not broken.

Would you ever consider adoption?
I would.

Do you like Redbull?
Extremely so.

Is it easy to make you smile?
I suppose.

How's your heart lately?
Better than it has been, by far.

When was the last time you were truly, completely happy with your life?
I have a lot of things to be thankful for.

If you could choose between a million dollars and being able to fly, which?
Flying would be quite the adventure.

Would your parents be mad if you came home smashed?
Completely and utterly pissed.

How often do you hold back from saying what you are thinking?
I don't always.

Do you believe that you can change for someone?
You can do anything you please.

Are you in a relationship?
Aye aye.

Do you believe in true love?
I didn't, until I had experienced it.

In the past week have you felt sad?
Immensely.

Do you have a hard time controlling your emotions?
...

Is there someone who you care about more than yourself?
There is.

Is there someone that cares about you more than themselves?
Now that would just be plain silly.

Survey #65

What's your favorite body part?
Hands.

How many times have you went to the bathroom today?
Once.

Who's the last person you hugged?
Trey.

Where's your mom?
Not here.

Are you over protective?
Over protective of whom?

Where do you want to get married?
I'm not sure I do.
If I do get married, I want a traditional wedding, in a church.

Have you ever been sky diving?
No.

What's your favorite planet?
Earth is nice.

Do you think you're beautiful?
Not very.

What's your desktop background?
Lost Between Earth and Space.

What are you currently listening to?
I'm not.

Does it mean anything to you?
Silence is golden.

What did you last say?
"Oh, no."

Do you like your phone?
At least I have one.

Do you have braces? If so, what color are they?
I do not.

Has anyone called you a slut in the past 48 hours?
I don't believe so.

What do people call you?
All sorts of ridiculousness.

What kind of pants are you wearing?
They're supposed to be skinny jeans, but they aren't very skinny any longer.

Have you ever been to a techno rave?
I have not.

When's your birthday?
August 28th.

How many siblings do you have?
One point five.

What makes you angry?
People.

When was the last time you went through someone's phone?
I don't recall.

Have you gone skinny dipping more than 3 times?
Only once.

When was the last time you made out with anyone?
About an hour ago.

Do you have Christmas lights in your room?
I do not.

Have you ever made porn?
No...

What's the first letter of the band's name you're listening to?
I'm not.

Do you like dancing?
Sure do.

What do you think when you hear the word 'noodle?'
Mrs. Korchak.


Would you ever cheat?
NO.

Have you ever done something you regret?
I don't like that word..

Survey #64

Let's start it off with, are you available?
I am not.

What did you get your last bruise from?
I can't say I happen to know.

Have you ever thought you were going to die?
I know I will, someday.

How do you feel about smoking?
I don't see why you should have to pay for cancer.

What are you currently hearing right now?
A Chance in Heaven - Oh, Hush!

Is it hard for you to get over someone?
Usually, if they really mattered.

Were you happy when you woke up today?
I was not.

What kind of mood are you in today?
It wasn't the best.

What was the first thing you did when you woke up?
Rolled over and went back asleep.

What were you doing at 8 this morning?
I was asleep, silly.

What were you doing 30 min ago?
Talking to Sven and Shelby.

Honestly, who was the last person to tell you that they love you?
Trey?

What's on your schedule for tomorrow?
Oh, gosh.

Do you miss anyone?
Always.

Who was the last person you rode in the car with that was under 21?
I'm not sure.

Do you have curly hair?
I do not.
I wish I did though.

What should you be doing right now?
Sleeping.
Or trying to sleep, anyways.

What's the last piercing you got?
Ears.

What's the last tattoo you got?
I haven't any...yet.

Are you mad at anyone right now?
Disappointed, maybe.

What is bothering you right now?
I'm being reprimanded for not remembering Shrek.

Do you regret anything you've done lately?
I haven't regrets.

Is there a person of the opposite sex who means a lot to you?
But of course.

Do you have secrets that no one knows?
I keep most everything a secret.

Who was the last person you talked to on the telephone?
Trey.

Day been rough?
Not really, no.

Do you plan on going to college?
I'd like to be successful, yes.

Do you trust people easily?
I don't trust people, period.

Are you good at hiding your feelings?
Sure am.

What were you doing at 11AM yesterday?
Saturday? Sleeping.
Friday? ..Sleeping.

Do you like someone?
Him.
Very much.

Listening to music?
I was.
I am now not.

Are you in a relationship?
I am indeed in a rather marvelous relationship.

Have you ever been given a rose?
I have.

Have you ever been in love?
I believe so.

Do you believe that everyone has a soul mate?
Yes.
However, not everyone looks hard enough.

How many kids do you want to have?
We'll see.

Imagine you're 40 and your spouse just died; would you get re-married?
If I fell in love.

What song do you want played at your wedding?
Maybe I'll have the Beach Boys and Laura's dad play there as well.

Do you love anyone?
I do.

Do you want to get married?
Maybe someday.

Are you a shy person?
Ha!

Did you have a good day today?
It was pretty lame.

What are you thinking about?
Riunite.

Have you ever hidden your emotions from others and your self?
I have.
I usually do.

Who's the closest person to you?
Trey/various friends.

Could you go a day without eating?
Easily.

Where were you on Halloween?
Ben's; Fashion Bug; Trick or treating; With Emily/Jonah/Ben.

Saturday, March 14, 2009

Survey #63

What kind of people do you usually hang out with?
The kind that make me happy.

Do you regret doing anything?
I don't like the word 'regret'.

Do you like someone?
I do.

Why did you stop liking the last person you liked?
I never really did.

Do you have a job?
I do not.

Who is your favorite band?
I can't say I have a favorite.

What should you be doing right now?
Showering.

What is your favorite season?
I really enjoy summer, but spring and autumn are nice as well.

What are you listening to?
I can hear my dad.

How clean is your room?
Decently clean.

What are you looking forward to?
I'm not.

What’s the last sentence you said out loud?
"John, Luke, Megan."

Do you cry a lot?
When there is a reason to cry, I do.

Warm or cold?
Warm, please.

If you could go anywhere in the world right now where would you go?
Either New York City, England, or Germany, though lately, I've been wanting to go to France and Italy as well.

Do you like your life?
I can't complain.

What class do you hate the most?
I don't care much for computer literacy.
After all, I am plenty capable of typing and using Excel/Paint.

What class do you like the most?
I rather enjoy chorus.

Do you think a marriage between you and your best friend(s) would last?
First, I don't consider anyone my best friend.
Second, why is there even an option to make this marriage plural?

Do you want kids?
I can't decide.

What’s one of your bad habits?
Who's to decide whether my habits are bad?

What’s wrong?
Oh, something.

Do you think Myspace, AIM, Facebook, and texting have ruined our generation?
It adds to the convenience of life.

How was your day?
I can't say I've achieved much yet.

Do you miss someone?
I always do.

What are your plans for the weekend?
Sitting around.
We'll see what happens tomorrow.

What is your favorite color?
Lately, I've been drawn to a lot of lime green, hot pink, and orange things.

What's bothering you?
I can't be bothered.

Are you scared of the dark?
I amn't.
I am afraid of what may lurk in the dark, however, though my fears are completely legit.

When was the last time you talked to someone on the phone for more than an hour?
Yesterday.

Boyfriend/girlfriend?
The first, please.

When was the last time you cried?
Yesterday morning.

Are you more of an outgoing person or serious person?
..Because serious=contained?

Name all the websites you have an account on.
I'd really rather not.

What's something you absolutely love?
Life.

What's something you absolutely hate?
Life.

Would you kiss your ex?
He wouldn't kiss me.

Do you still like your ex?
Stop.

Do you have a crush?
It's more than that.

Did you like your last kiss?
...

If someone likes you would you want them to tell you?
Go ahead, waste your time.

Do you want someone you can't have?
...

Survey #62

1. I've come to realize that my boobs...
are small and humble.

2. I've come to realize that my job...
doesn't exist.

3. I've come to realize that when I'm driving...
I really shouldn't be.

4. I've come to realize that I need...
a certain someone in my life.

5. I've come to realize that my heart...
is full of love for that certain someone.

6. I've come to realize that I hate it when...
I haven't any control over what happens.

7. I've come to realize when I'm drunk...
(I don't get drunk. Ever.)

8. I've come to realize that money...
really is everything, in this modern-day society.

9. I've come to realize that certain people...
will never understand me.

11. I've come to realize drugs are...
a completely unnecessary aspect of life that I will not fall victim to.

13. I've come to realize that my cell phone...
needs to be replaced.

14. I've come to realize when I woke up this morning...
that my shots had a pretty interesting effect on my body. Gosh, am I miserable.

15. I've come to realize that last night before I went to sleep...
I didn't pray properly.

16. I've come to realize that right now I am thinking about...
that certain someone, and how stupid I was, and how lucky I am to have his forgiveness.

17. I've come to realize that when I get on Myspace...
I find myself gazing at his picture, wondering what I ever did to deserve him.

18. I've come to realize that yesterday...
is now the past.

19. I've come to realize that today...
will be better.

20. I've come to realize that tonight...
there is no turning back.

21. I've come to realize that tomorrow I will...
more than likely skip church, again, and then be overwhelmed with guilt, again.

22. I've come to realize that I really want to...
start going back to church.

23. I've come to realize that the person who is most likely to repost this...
doesn't exist. Honestly, I don't think anyone reads my blogs.

24. I've come to realize that I love...
a boy.

25. I've come to realize that this weekend...
is going to be pretty insignificant.

26. I've realized the best music to listen to when I am upset is...
whatever fits the situation.

27. I've come to realize that some friends...
really weren't my friends to begin with.

28. I've come to realize that this year...
has been incredibly full of change.

Friday, March 13, 2009

Survey #61

Is there someone who meant a lot to you at one point that isn't around anymore?
Yes.

What if they were back in your life?
My world could be at ease.

Have you ever slept in a bed with the same sex?
I don't think so.

Are you keeping a big secret right now?
I prefer to keep everything a secret.

Do you have a gay friend?
Numerous.

Do you like Canada?
I don't see why I shouldn't.
After all, it birthed Ellen Page, and that is reason enough.

Who do you live with?
My mum and father.

Are your parents protective of you?
In some situations, yes.

What actions do you do when you're really nervous?
I'm jittery, quiet.

Is money important to you?
I suppose it is.

How much time per day do you have to relax and be alone?
A good amount.

Do you prefer to be around people, or by yourself?
I feel empty in crowded rooms.

Does internet gossip ever end in you sitting in tears at the computer desk?
On occasion, that happens.

Do you find yourself happy at this point?
Never entirely.

Have you kissed anybody in the last 24 hours?
It's been about twenty five.

What is today's date?
Friday, March 13, 2009.

How do you make your money?
I don't.

What is your favorite color?
I enjoy the rainbow.

What color are your eyes?
Blue.

Where is the furthest place you've traveled?
I've been to Georgia, and Alabama.

Do you look more like your mom or your dad?
It depends on who you're asking.
I prefer to think I don't look like either.

How long does it take you to shower?
Too long.

Do you like funny people or serious people?
I like them to have a proper combination of both traits.

Who is your last text from?
Laura.

What jewelry do you wear ALL the time?
I don't wear anything all the time.

What do you have planned for tonight?
I'm feeling to sick to do anything at all.

Do you have a favorite item of clothing?
I have a few that I prefer over the others.

If you could have one thing right now what would it be?
True happiness.

Who makes you happiest right now?
I am responsible for my own moods.

What were you doing at midnight last night?
I was working on my science homework.

Do you want to get married and have children?
Not today.

What's the first thing you did after you left your house today?
I haven't left my house today.

How much money did you spend yesterday?
About five dollars.

If you could change your eye color would you?
I don't see any point in it.

What are you doing this weekend?
I'm not.

Who did you last get into an argument with?
Myself.

Is it easy to annoy you?
Incredibly.

Have you ever had a really big fight with a best friend?
Define "really big."

Have you ever given a random person your number?
No.

Night light or pitch-black?
I prefer the dark.

Have you ever wanted to bottle up a moment and save it forever?
Yes, please.

Ever truly wanted to kill someone?
I never could.

Is there one person who can make you feel better no matter what?
There is not.

What is on your bed right now?
I'm not there to look.

When was the last time you threw up?
...

Is anything bugging you right now?
Of course.

Who is the last person you missed a call from?
323-429-7564

Have you changed this year?
I am constantly changing.

Thursday, March 12, 2009

Survey #60

Did anyone watch you the last time you kissed someone?
...Please don't mention that.

When you're walking, do you stop to drink?
I don't have to.

Do you believe that if you want something bad enough you'll get it?
No.
Greed does not equal reward.

Have you ever kissed someone in a vehicle?
A school bus, in kindergarten.

Ever snuck out of your house?
I have.

Kill or Be killed?
Be killed.

Break someone’s heart or have your heart broken?
Have your heart broken.

What did you exactly do today?
Shots. School. Mistakes. CVS. ARTE. Home.

What was the last thing you ate?
I am chewing gum...

Are you a morning person or a night person?
Night.

Do you know anyone who has gotten an abortion?
I do not.
It'd kill me if I did.

What would you do if you opened up your front door to a dead body?
Break down crying.

Do you like to spend time with people?
Nope. I love being a loner.

Are you a forgiving person?
I am.
I don't deserve forgiveness though.
Not yet.

When was the last time you did the dishes?
Oh gosh.
I have a dishwasher for that.

Are you talking to anyone while doing this?
Maranna.

Do you want a relationship right now?
I do.

What are you about to do?
Eat.
Possibly regurgitate.
..You asked.

Have you ever thought someone died, when they really didn't?
I tend to worry, and assume.
Therefore, yes.

Your name plus "ness"?
Abbyness.

Done anything you regret so far in life?
I regret earlier.

-Dinner time-

-I am now done eating.-
-08:37pm-

Are you listening to anything?
I amn't.

Where are you right now?
Kitchen.

What are you scared of?
Losing him.

Last movie you watched?
I watched part of Clerks II.

Are you thinking of someone right now?
I am.

Who is the last person you talked to on the phone?
Michele.

Last thing you downloaded on your computer?
Radiohead?

Where was the last place you went besides where you are?
The Library Theatre.

Has anyone ever said you looked like a celebrity?
I get compared to all sorts of creeps.

Do you speak any other language?
I know a bit of Spanish, French, and German.

Do you dress for style or comfort?
I dress however I feel like dressing.

Ever had a drunken night in Mexico?
I've never been drunk, nor have I been to Mexico.

What's the craziest thing you've done?
I can't choose.

Favorite color(s)?
The rainbow is nice.

What are you looking forward to this summer?
Eh...

In this past week have you felt sad?
I am rather depressed at the moment.

Does the last person who put their arms around you mean anything to you?
He does.
Oh, I wish I knew how to show it.
I wish I could stop messing things up.

Last person you texted?
Laura?

Are you ticklish?
Do NOT tickle me.
I hate being touched.

What are you eating or drinking at the moment?
Nothing.

Who was the last person you said "I love you" too?
Trey.
I wish I knew how to show him I mean it.

Who was the last person to call you?
Papa.

Do you wear the hood on your hoodie?
On occasion.

How long does it take for you to take a shower?
Too long.

When was the last time you cried?
I almost did earlier.

Do you have plans today?
Today's over.

Is there one thing that is on your mind constantly?
There is.

Your last ex dies, what do you do?
Oh, that'd upset me.

Are you wearing socks?
I am.

Do you regret something you did yesterday?
I don't usually have regrets.

Do you have anything in your pockets right now?
Cell.

In the past week have you gotten sick?
I feel like I could right now.

In the past week have you gotten your hair cut?
I haven't.
Need to though.

Did you give anyone a dirty look today?
Ha.

Has someone disappointed you recently?
I've disappointed myself.

Are you comfortable answering personal questions?
Sometimes.

If you could pack up and move, would you?
I deserve death.

Relationship Status?
Taken.
It's complicated, anymore, but I most definitely have someone to call my own.
Whether or not I should is controversial.

Wednesday, March 11, 2009

Survey #59

If you're having sex, and the phone rings, do you answer it?
I can't say I've had the experience, but I'm thinking I wouldn't.

What's your favorite kind of pie?
I don't enjoy pie much.

When's the next day you have off from school?
Saturday.

Do you consider watching porn to be cheating?
I don't watch it, but he's free to watch whatever he likes.

If you got pregnant with the last person you had sex with, would that person be mad or happy you were pregnant?
I'm a virgin.

What is the most frequently asked question on surveys?
"Who texted you last?"

What are you listening to?
Emily's rants.

Would you stay with your boyfriend if he hit you?
I'm in love.
I really don't think anything could make me leave him.
Yes, I realize that isn't good.
I don't care.

What would you do if your mom suddenly started dressing like you?
Too bad that will never happen.

Is the saying 'That's what she said!' getting real old?
It will never die!

What are you doing today?
Too bad today is over.

How do you handle arguements with your boyfriend/​girlfriend?​
We do not argue, we discuss.

Have you ever just talked to someone because you didn't want to be mean and tell them you didn't like them?
Too often.

Is there something you badly want now?
Someone.

Have you seen the movie Step Brothers? If so, what did you think?
It looked stupid, therefore, I did not.

Do you care when someone walks out of your life?
If they meant anything at all to me.

When's the last time you just broke down and cried?
A few days ago, I guess.

Will you cry at your wedding?
If I even have a wedding...

Are you named after one of your parents or grandparents?
I am not.

Do you have a lot on your mind at the moment?
Pretty much, yeah.

How do you handle stress?
Quite well, actually.

Are you happy with your current relationship status?
Extremely so.

Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
On some occasions, yes.

What are you doing on the weekend?
OT rehearsal Friday.
Maybe something with Trey Saturday?

Survey #58

Were your last three kisses from the same person?
Indeed they were.

Are you a jealous person?
I try not to be.

Done anything illegal in the past month?
Nothing comes to mind.

Describe your life in one word?
Brilliant.

Have you ever had your heart broken?
It's been mended.

Would you ever take someone back if they cheated on you?
It would really depend, but more than likely, no.
If it doesn't work the first time, it never will.

Have you talked about marriage with another person?
Indeed I have.

Do you like Redbull?
Yeah man!

Would you rather date a person with a British accent or an Irish accent?
British, though certain Irish musicians are pretty hot.

Think back five months ago, were you single?
I was.

Is it easy to make you smile?
Not always.

Do you have a bad habit?
I fidget.

How's your heart lately?
Beating.

Where do you wish you were right now?
With Trey, please.

Is there something that reminds you of someone every time you see/hear it?
Everything reminds me of him.

Who is the last person you spent money on?
Annie.

When was the last time you were truly, completely happy with your life?
I'm getting there.

Would you date someone taller than you?
Trey happens to be taller than I.

When is your birthday?
August 28th.

If you could choose between a million dollars or being able to fly, you would choose..?
Flying would be phenomenal, though I think that taking the money would be more logical.

Is there someone you really like to just hang out with and talk about stuff?
There is.

What are you looking forward to in the next 4 days?
Not very much.

Have you ever gone a whole day without eating?
Quite often.

Have you ever passed out and woke up in some random place?
I don't believe so.

Are you a loud person?
When I want to be.

Would your parents be mad if you came home smashed?
They'd kill me.

How often do you hold back from saying what you are thinking?
It depends on the effect it would have.

Would you go back in time to change something?
Probably not.

Can you handle the truth?
I can.

When's the last time you did something you knew was wrong?
Oh, probably last night.

Think back to the last person you held hands with; would you kiss them?
I would.

Are you drifting away from any friends?
Already did.

Ever kissed someone who smokes?
I have.
Not so pleasant.

Was this New Year's enjoyable?
I spent it with a three and six year old.

Are you high?
I am quite sober, thanks.

Do you have a good relationship with your parents?
Ha.

How old will you be in 11 months?
Fourteen.

Do you prefer socks, shoes, or bare feet?
All of the above?

Has anyone disappointed you lately?
They always do.

Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months?
I haven't before.
A week from tomorrow, it'll be two months.

Did you have sex today?
Can't say I have.

What is the color of the chair you are sitting in?
Wooden.

What were you almost named?
They considered Abby.
And chose Abby.

What time did you wake up this morning?
Around six.

What pair of shoes did you wear today?
I wore my Airwalks.

How's your day been?
Decent.

Ever kissed anyone 30 or older?
Disgusting.

Are you in a relationship?
I am.

What are you listening to?
I hear the dryer.

How late did you stay up last night?
Around midnight.

Have you ever cried from being so mad?
I have.

What's on your mind?
There's a lot...

Do you believe in true love?
I didn't before.

In the past week have you felt sad?
I usually do, though today, a teacher of mine told me I've seemed happier this week than usual.
I can't say I know what she meant.

Do you prefer warm or cold weather?
Warm.

If you were in the hospital would your number one come see you?
I'd hope so, though I'm not sure I'd want him to see me at my worst.

Do you usually tell people when they hurt your feelings?
Never.

Who was the first person you told about your first kiss with the last person you kissed?
Emily.
She was there, and she didn't even realize it happened.

Do you have a picture of you kissing someone?
I do not.

Is there anyone that you care more about than yourself?
Trey Richard Loomis.