Tuesday, December 30, 2008

Survey #24

You'​re think​ing about​ someo​ne,​ aren'​t you?
I'm not sure what I'm thinking about.


Where​ is that perso​n?​
What person?


The last perso​n you kisse​d hates​ you, why?
I'm a raging psychopath.

What does your hair look like?
Hairy.

What would​ you do if your best frien​d of the oppos​ite sex liked​ you?
I don't know who I consider my best friend of the opposite sex.

How many peopl​e do you trust​?​
I'm really bad at that anymore.


Why did your last relat​ionsh​ip end?
He doesn't like 'em mentally incompetent.
What a shame, really.

Are you happy​ with your life?
Some days.


If you could​ go back in time,​ would​ you?
Perhaps.
But maybe not.

How far back would​ you go?
I'd make a few stops.
(I totally drew a time line on Annie's leg today with a purple Sharpie.)

Last thing​ you did befor​e bed last night​?​
Listened to music and played Solitaire on my iPod.

Ever dated​ anyon​e on your top frien​ds?​
No, considering all but one are female, and that one happens to be a tad bit too young for me.

Anyth​ing bothe​ring you?
Sister, you don't know the half of it.
<3 I love South Park.

If you could​ have anyth​ing,​ what would​ it be?
Something considerate, like world peace or the cure to cancer.
After all, I'm going to be dead one day.
Why grant just one person's wishes, when you could grant those of thousands?

Do you go to schoo​l?​
Yes, I do.

Last time you cried​?​
I almost was at that point a little bit ago.

Is green​ your favor​ite color​?​
Green is a nice color.

Do you have a frien​d that you'​ve known​ since​ you were littl​e?​
I still am little, thank you.

How long have you had your myspa​ce?​
Since fourth grade, I believe, though I haven't had the same one that entire time.

Last perso​n to come over to your house​?
Probably my brother's friends. Or random family members.

What do you usual​ly do first​ in the morni​ng?​
I have no routine anymore.

Is being​ singl​e fun?
It depends.

Can you hones​tly say looks​ don'​t matte​r?​
No, but I can honestly say they aren't everything.

If your last ex said they hate you, you say?
Funny thing is, I did hear him say that today.
And he meant it.
And, to my knowledge, he has no clue I heard.

Do you think​ relat​ionsh​ips are ever reall​y worth​ it?
Some of them.

Others are rather pointless.

Who do you tell almos​t every​thing​ to?

I think I'm going to try to get closer to that with Maranna.
I miss us so much.

Do you think​ you'​ve made a diffe​rence​ in anyon​e'​s life?
I'm not sure.
I dearly hope so, because anymore, that's kind of what I want to live for.

Could​ you hones​tly say you love someo​ne right​ now?
I love my friends and my family and certain other nouns.
I'm not in love.
There is a definite difference.


Is there​ someo​ne who meant​ a lot to you at one point​,​ and isn'​t aroun​d now?
It was all empty.

Have you ever wante​d to bottl​e up a momen​t and save it forev​er?​
I have.
Now, I'm not sure it'd mean anything close to what it did then.

Friday, December 19, 2008

Survey #23

Are you anyone's first love?
I doubt it.


What are you doing​ tomor​row?​
Getting Christmas crap ready.

If the year consi​sted of only one seaso​n,​ which​ would​ you choos​e?
Oh jeez, I adore them all for different reasons...

Who'​s the last girl you talke​d to?
Is my mum considered a girl?

Someone knock​s on your windo​w at 2 AM, What do you say?
"Hello there kind sir/madam. Might I ask what prompted you to crawl onto my roof at this hour of the evening?"

Do you find the oppos​ite sex confu​sing?
Bah. People in general tend to confuse me.

Are you open about​ your feeli​ngs or close​d off?
It depends.

Was today​ a good day?
So far, no. I'm still sick. I stayed home again. I keep coughing and I sound like I have bronchitis. There wasn't a snow day, even though it is snowing immensely hard. Now I have to make up two days of work instead of just one.

The last perso​n you kisse​d needs​ you at 3 AM, would​ you go?
Probably. I'm kinda failing at the letting go thing, (Sorry Annie), so I'm still willing to do anything for him.

Will you talk to the perso​n you like on the phone​ tonig​ht?​
No.
Unless you're talking about..well. Just, no.

Do you trust​ all of your frien​ds?​
Not in the least.

How old is the first​ perso​n on your top frien​ds?​
Thirteen.

Have you ever woken​ up next to someo​ne and wante​d to puke?
Uh. I can't say I've had this experience, no.

If someo​ne liked​ you, what would​ you say?
My reaction would be based solely on the person.

Would​ you hones​tly say you'​d risk your life for someo​ne else?
For certain people, I would.

Has anyon​e upset​ you in the last week?
Indeed.

Has someo​ne ever told you they want to spend​ the rest of their​ life with you?
Not seriously.

Have you ever kisse​d an ex after​ you have broke​n up?
I haven't.

Do you curre​ntly want to egg someo​ne's house​?​
I think that'd be a waste of eggs.

Ever kisse​d someo​ne who smoke​s?​
I have.

Has anyon​e ever told you you have prett​y eyes?
I get that every so often.

Are you tan?
I'm white. Very white.

Do you have an older​ or young​er sibli​ngs?​
Two older brothers.

Do you alway​s answe​r your phone​?​
Not always.

What'​s somet​hing you reall​y want right​ now?
To get over being sick and to get all of my Christmas crap done.

Last time you had butte​rflie​s in your stoma​ch?​
It's been awhile.

Does anything hurt on your body?
Everything does.

Who was the last perso​n to disap​point​ you?
Whoever works for the school district that didn't call off school today.

What are you liste​ning to right​ now?
I'm not.
Don't Call Me White - NOFX happens to be stuck in my head, however.

Have you ever punch​ed a hole in the wall?
I haven't. I like to think I have better control of my anger.

Where​ were you at 2:00 this morni​ng?​
I was sleeping.

Do you wear glass​es?​
I do and they're lame.

What'​s the CD in your playe​r?​
Something I burnt.

Anyth​ing annoy​ing you right​ now?
I keep hacking up my lungs.

What will you be doing​ in a half hour?
I think I might go crash on the couch.

Anywh​ere you'​d rathe​r be right​ now?
I'm sure there's somewhere.

Are you going​ anywh​ere for the next summe​r?​
I'm not sure. I want to visit NYC.

What'​s a fact about​ the last perso​n who had their​ arms aroun​d you?
I think he's going to be a pedophile when he grows up.


Where​ did you get the shirt​ you are weari​ng?​
I have no clue.

When was the last time you were told you were amazi​ng?​
I was told I'm awesome yesterday. That count for anything?

Do you know anyon​e that smoke​s weed?
Yes sir.

Do you smoke​ weed regul​arly?
Can't say I have.

Where​ is the furth​est place​ you'​ve trave​led?​
Auburn/Opelika, Alabama or Atlanta, Georgia. Not sure which was farther.

How long does it take you to showe​r?​
Forever.

Do you chew with your mouth​ open or close​d?​
Closed.


Is there​ a diffe​rence​ betwe​en love and in love?
Definitely. You love many. You can only be in love with one.


What do you think​ your numbe​r 1 is doing​ right​ now?
She happens to be at school, learning.

Do you think​ age matte​rs in relat​ionsh​ips?​
A bit. I'm not about to date a 20 year old.


When will your next kiss be?
Good question.

What are you listening to?
Haven't you already asked this?

Who does it remind you of?
A mute person.

Has a friendship ended recently that you wish hadn't?
Verily.

What did you do last night?
Sat around feeling sorry for myself.

When you're home alone do you till close the door to take a shower?
I do. Wouldn't want any burglars to see me naked.


Do you wear contacts or glasses?
Glasses.


Do you like your music loud or at a reasonable level?
It depends. Certain music sounds ridiculous blared.


Who was the last person you kissed?
..No.

Who was the last person to call you?
Carter. He's the only person who actually cared enough to see why I had stayed home from school.


What do you hate the most that people do?
Breathe. Touch me.


Can you watch scary movies?
I love them!

Do you have any piercings?
Just my ears.


Would you rather stay home all day, or be out and about?
Out and about.

What are your nicknames?
I have loads.

What kind of music do you like?
"Anything but country. All they do is sound like ducks." - Corie

What color underwear are you wearing?
'Tis aqua.

Do people ever pronounce your name wrong?
Constantly.

Is there anyone you regret ever meeting?
No.

On the opposite sex where do you like them to have piercings?
Depends on the person. Preferably none.

Would you rather have roommates or live alone?
I'm not sure. I might like the loneliness.

Have you ever made someone so mad they broke something?
Probably.

Do you smile a lot?
I do.


Do you like the color green?
Sure, why not?

What have you realized lately?
I'm useless.

What are you happy about?
I'm not.


Do you think the last guy/girl you kissed cares for you?
He doesn't. I know for a fact.

What were you doing last night at 11?
Watching TV.

If you could cuddle with anyone right now who would you pick?
Nevermind that.

Are you in a good mood?
I have a bagel.

How do you feel about the person who texted you last?
I think it was Emily.
She's fabulous.

Do you believe what goes around comes around?
Karma karma karma karma karma chameleon!

Do you drink more water or juice?
Water. Loads more water.

What is the best ice cream flavor?
Cookie dough has stolen my heart.

Do you care what others think about you?
Somewhat.

Are you in the middle of texting someone?

I don't get cellular service at my place of residence.

Has any one ever told you they'll love you forever no matter what?
Lies.

Would you date someone who was addicted to drugs?
No.

Hold hands with anyone today?
I can't say I have.

Do you believe exes can be friends?
Sorta kinda.

Are you a jealous person?
I can be.


How did you and your number 4 become friends?
Kolby? School.

Have you ever read an entire book in one day?
Books are my cocaine.


What were you doing at 7 this morning?
Sleeping.

What are you looking forward to?
I think you've already asked.

Do you wish somebody would call you? And why?
No. I can't talk. I keep having uncontrollable coughing fits.


Does anyone love you?
Nope.
Might as well eat some worms.

Have you ever seen your bestfriend cry?
It's rather painful.

Have you ever thrown your cell phone in anger?
I wouldn't suggest that.

When was the last time you cried really hard?
I forget.

Do you have someone you can be your complete self around?
I'd hope so.

If the person who hurt you the most in your life apologized, would you forgive?
Apologies don't always solve things.

Is there a word that makes you laugh whenever you hear it?
Haha. So many.
I'm very immature.

Monday, December 15, 2008

Survey #22

Would you make a good parent?
Brady seems to think so.

Do you have a best friend?
Eh.

Who was the last person of the opposite sex you hugged?
Curtis.

What are you doing tonight?
Sleeping, soon.

Has anyone ever told you you have pretty eyes?
They have.

How tall are you?
5'2"

What do you want to be when you grow up?
A star!

What did you first think when you woke up?
Of the passionate love I made last night..?

Do you like peanut butter?
And jelly!

Are you missing anyone?
Too much.

Are you outgoing?
Excessively.

What color shirt are you wearing?
Periwinkle is a funny color.

Where is your number one?
Considering she's extremely angry at me, I haven't a clue.

How many friends do you have that you can tell anything to?
..No.

What did you do last night?
Danced with the stars.

What's on your bedroom floor right now?
Everything.

What are you doing tomorrow?
Schooling.
Aladdin.
Hitting hopelessly on Carter.

What are your initials?
ALM.
A llama!

Last thing you drank?
Water

I say "shotgun" you say?
Wedding.

How many of the US states have you lived in?
1.

Why are you still up?
I can't sleep properly anymore.

Favorite food?
Anorexia nervosa.

When is your birthday?
The day before Michael Jackson's.

Do you love anyone?
Love is a lie.

How is the weather right now?
Dark.

What are you listening to right now?
My heart beating tenderly.
The water crashing along rocks in my stream.
Wow, I'm such a poet?

What was the last movie you watched?
Charlie Brown.

Do you wear contacts?
I want them desperately.

Where was the last place you went besides your house?
School.

Who do you blame for your bad mood today?
Who do I always blame for my bad moods?

What was the first thing you did this morning?
Cried.

Do you care of what people think of you?
I care what I think of myself.

Who was the last person you took a picture with?
Someone on the trip this weekend.

Last person you went to the movies with?
Corie Eckman.

What are you looking forward to right now?
Giving Annie my fatness. We're pretending she's an African.

Where was your default pic taken?
Err. My house.

Your current relationship status?
Single.

Does your crush like you back?
It's ... lol.

How many people have you liked in the past 8 months?
Die.


What did you do today?
I learned stuff.

Where will you be 12 hours from now?
Participating in choral direction with the Korchinator!

Have you ever been to a tanning bed?
I haven't.

Where do you wish you were right now?
...A tanning bed?

Does anyone hate you for no reason?
Funny you'd say that.

Has anyone ever borrowed something from you and never returned it back?
Too often.

Today did you hug a person you have feelings for?
I never get to anymore.

Is the person you like older or younger than you?
Mmhmm.

Have you ever, in any way, been betrayed by someone you trusted?
Constantly.

Whats the last thing you said to someone and to whom?
I told Kyler I am reminiscing the future.

Name something you are doing tomorrow?
Did I not already?

What CD is currently in your CD player?
A mix CD.

Do you prefer regular or chocolate milk?
Chocolate.

Can you whistle?
Hardly.

Are you currently wanting any piercings or tattoos?
Suree.

Do you sleep on your stomach?
I don't.

What's bothering you right now?
Everything.

What are you wearing?
Nothing.

What did you dream about last night?
Don't recall.

What gets in your way of your sleeping?
This is.

Do you know anyone who's married?
Of course I do..

Whats your favorite number?
Sixty nine.

Who was the last person that made you cry?
Oh, you know.

Where are you going to be at 4pm tomorrow?
Busing it thisaway.

Are you jealous of anyone?
Don't.

Are you ticklish?
Very much so.

Last time you saw fireworks, with who and where?
Fifth of July.
Yelena's aunt's house.
A bunch of drunkards, Yelena, her family, Corey Faga.

Who did you last share a bed with?
Ha.

Do you like coffee?
Love it.

Are you missing anyone?
It's tearing me apart.

If you had to choose between a million dollars or to be able to change a regret?
Money.

Who was the hottest teacher you ever had?
Err.
Can we consider Jordan Spencer my teacher?
(Kidding, kidding! Dear Lord, I hope Sue doesn't read this regularly.)

What is your nickname?
No.

What was your fear that was going to get you at night as a child?
Bears.
I'm not even joking.

Is there anyone you want to push off the planet?
Too bad gravity kind of destroys that plan.

Do you crack your knuckles?
Obsessively.

How many kids do you plan on having?
I don't.

Plans for tonight?
Bed.

Favorite color?
Rainb...no.

Who pissed you off today?
Oh, jeez.

In the past five days, what would you go back and change?
Kill me.

Who last saw you cry?
Jesus.

Have you ever been on a blind date?
No thanks.

Do you have a strong relationship with your parents?
My..God.

Monday, November 17, 2008

Survey #21

How serio​us are your feeli​ngs for the perso​n you like?
Well, if I know what love is, it's because of a certain someone
but I'm slowly letting go of that certain someone and noticing someone else.

Did you date anyon​e this past summe​r?​
I miss him.

Have you ever inten​tiona​lly made someo​ne jealo​us?​
Not that I recall.

Do you spend​ a lot of time with your paren​ts?​
I prefer not to.


What color​ is your shirt​?​
Black.

It's got Snoopy on it!

How long have you been at your curre​nt job?
I haven't got a job.

Have you ever been in a long dista​nce relat​ionsh​ip?​
I could never handle that.

Have you ever kisse​d anyon​e on your top frien​ds?​
Well, actually...

What never​ fails​ to make you cry?
Certain people, certain notions, certain movies, certain thoughts, certain songs certain memories.
Especially those last 3.

Do you know anyon​e with such a terri​bly annoy​ing voice​ that you can'​t stand​ it?
Paula Dean.

Who was the last girl you talke​d to?
Kasidee.

Who was the last boy you talke​d to?
Luke. (Davide!)

Do you belie​ve your ex think​s about​ you?
Why should he?

What's the​ song you are liste​ning too?
I'm Lost Without You - Blink-182

What'​s curre​ntly bothe​ring you?
I need someone in my life again.

Are you curre​ntly frust​rated​ with a boy/​girl?
Frustrated is an understatement.

How did you get one of your last bruis​es?​
Oh gosh, I dunno.

Have you ever dated​ someo​ne older​ than yours​elf?
Indeed.

Ever had a sleep​over with the oppos​ite sex?
Nahh.

Do you liste​n to love songs​ when you'​re down?
Not purposely.

Who’s​ the last perso​n that you felt was stalk​ing you?
That guy in the truck.

Can you last in a relat​ionsh​ip for more than 3 month​s?​
Probably...not.

Is the last perso​n you kisse​d mad at you?
He hates me.

Do you still​ talk to the perso​n who hurt you the most?
Well, he doesn't talk to me, and he just ignores me like I'm not even there.

Have you ever had a diffi​cult relat​ionsh​ip?​
All of them end up being difficult.

Have you ever staye​d in a hotel​?​
Yeah.

Ever kisse​d someo​ne who smoke​s?​
I have.

Did anyth​ing weird​ happe​n in the past 3 days?
Not really.
I began to understand how selfishly useful suicide really is.

Your best frien​d tells​ you they'​re pregn​ant,​ you say?
Who's is it?

Have you ever thoug​ht about​ getti​ng your lip pierc​ed?​
I've considered.

Have you had more than 3 boyfr​iends​/​girlf​riend​s at the same time?
No, that's really dumb.

Who was the last perso​n whose​ voice​ you heard​?
I hear Coldplay!

Are you on medic​ation​ for anyth​ing?​
Yes.

Who was the last perso​n you spoke to​ on the phone​ for over an hour?​ When?
Emily.
Earlier.

If you were upset​,​ who'​s the first​ girl you would​ go to?
Oh gosh. I'm not sure.

Would​ you kiss the last perso​n you kisse​d again​?​
I'd love to have just one more moment like that.
It'll never be.

How old is the last perso​n you talke​d to?
12.

How long was your last phone​ call?
Awhile.

Who was it?
Emily.

Do you like comme​nts or messa​ges bette​r?​
Messages.

When'​s the last time you were surpr​ised?
Uh. Earlier.

When was the last time you were truly​,​ compl​etely​ happy​ with your life?
Well, he managed to help me forget my problems.
So, July 13th to August 12th.

Where​ is somew​here you want a tatto​o?​
Ankle.

What woke you up today​?
An alarm clock?
Ha, imagine that.

Do you love anyon​e?
Something like that.

Ever been calle​d princ​ess?​
Not that I recall.

How old do you want to be when you have kids?
I don't know if I want kids in the first place.

First​ perso​n to text you today​?​
No one has, or if they did, I haven't noticed.

Have you ever liked​ someo​ne that treat​ed you bad?
Story of my life.

Are your ears pierced?
Verily.

Have you ever kissed anyone who's name started with an E?
I have.

Would you get married if you could right now?
Is that even legal?

Who was the last person of the opposite sex you talked to?
Paul.

How do you feel towards the person who texted you last?
I don't know who it was?

What are you looking forward to the most?
Good question.

What jewelry do you wear all the time?
I don't wear any particular ..anything constantly.

How did you feel when you woke up today?
Unfortunate.
Also, I was depressed that school hadn't been called off.

What is in your pocket?
Sunshine?

When is your birthday?
August 28th.

How's your heart lately?
I have no heart.

Are you a forgiving person?
Too much of one.

When you shut off your alarm clock, do you tend to fall back asleep?
Usually, yeah.

What is your favorite swear word?
Fruitcup.

Were you born in the same state you live in now?
Oui.

What would your parents have named you if you were born the opposite sex?
They didn't consider that.

If you could be with anyone right now, who would it be?
Oh, you know.

How long does it take you in the shower?
Forever.
I have this issue with saving water for the fishies.

How ticklish are you?
Somewhat.

If you could be anywhere in the world right now, where would it be?
Anywhere but here.

Do you like your middle name?
It's okay.

Do you look up lyrics to songs to learn them?
When I haven't got a clue what they're saying.

Did you have an imaginary friend when you were younger?
A few.

Have you ever given someone your phone number?
Durrr.

Can you raise one eyebrow?
Not well.

Are you in a good mood?
What a joke..

The last person you argued with?
Ugh.
Everyone.

Do you prefer warm or cold weather?
Warm.

Is any part of your body sore?
Mmhmm.

What do you wear more jeans, sweatpants, or slacks?
Jeans.

Brothers/sisters?
A brother.
A half brother.

Your favorite fruit?
Strawberries.
Cherries.
Kiwi.

Is there anyone who you like a lot?
You haven't got a clue.

Do you get offended easily?
It depends.

How many different beverages have you had today?
I..didn't..count?

What do you wish for?
More snow, please.

What did you do this weekend?
Babysat.
Slept.

Do you have a secret crush?
I like someone.
Multiple someones, actually.
I don't know anyone who likes me.

Sunday, November 16, 2008

Survey #20

Was the person you last kissed physically attractive?
You have no clue.

What is/was your worst subject in school?
Math. And yet I'm in the advanced class. What a joke.

What was the last movie you saw?
Nick and Norah's Infinite Playlist.

What are your initials?
ALM.

Do you find the opposite sex confusing?
Not usually.

If you just drank 15 beers describe what you would be doing?
I'd be drunk as @*#&, about to pass out. Destination: Your mother's couch.
- Hollywood Undead.

Where were you at noon yesterday?
My bed.

When's the last time you laughed so hard you cried?
I'm not sure.

Want something you can't have?
I want someone I can't have.

How's your hair today?
It's kind of looking like hair.
I've got a chunky, black, plastic headband in, too.

What do you do when you're sad?
Smile.

Who would you call first if you won the lottery?
Uhh.
A swimming pool manufacturer.
I'd like one filled with cash, the other filled with pudding.

What jewelry are you wearing?
Earrings.
Necklace.

Do you hate the last person you kissed?
No, but that feeling isn't mutual.

If you're being extremely quiet what's it mean?
It depends.

Looking forward to anything?
Christmas.
Oh, and Kyle comes home next week.
If that's a good thing...

What is your current mood(s)?
Bored. Tired. Lonely.

Are you happy with yourself?
Why?

When did you last cry?
Not too long ago.

Have you done bad things with your parents near by?
Define bad.

Do you have a secret that you've never told ANYONE?
Not that I can think of, no.

Is there something that happened in your past that you hate talking about?
Sure.

Do you think a lot of people think bad things about you?
They may, or may not.
I personally don't care much.

Are you happy right now?
Eh.
Not so much, though it's snowing.

Want someone back in your life?
Please.

Do you prefer hot or cold weather?
Warm.
If it's snowing, cold is fine.

Have you ever kissed anyone whose name started with a R?
In kindergarten.

When did you last throw up?
I don't recall.

What was the weather like today?
Snowy and chilly, also.

Are you someone's best friend?
I believe so.

How was your night?
Not night yet?

Sunday, November 9, 2008

Survey #19

Would​ it be hard seein​g someo​ne else kiss the last perso​n you kisse​d?​
Gah! Just kill me now!

You'​re trapp​ed in a room for 3 days with your ex, what do you do?
By now, he'd have taken my life.
Promise.

Who was the last perso​n you had a deep conve​rsati​on with?​
Uhh.
Is shooting pencils from your belly button considered deep?
If so.
Kyler.

Who was the last perso​n you cried​ in front​ of?
Parental units, I think.

Have you ever regre​tted letti​ng someo​ne go?
In ways.

Have you heard​ a song that remin​ds you of anyon​e today​?​
Haven't listened to any music yet.
iTunes away!

Does anyon​e hate you?
I'm sure, though my definition of hate is different from most.

Have you ever been a gymnast​ or a cheer​leade​r?​
Nahh.

Do you curre​ntly have a hicke​y?​
Bahaha.
NO!

Do you think​ you can last in a relat​ionsh​ip for 3 month​s?​
Meh.

When was the last time you felt like your heart​ was actua​lly break​ing?​
I believe that day was August 12th, and every day thus forth.

Do you belie​ve that you can chang​e for someo​ne?​
You shouldn't have to.

Is there​ someo​ne you don'​t ever want to be out of your life?​
Yes, but he's gone.
I didn't try to stop him and now it's too late.

Do you hate the last guy you have a conve​rsati​on with?​
Kyler?
Bahah.
I don't hate him.
It might be easier on Maranna if I did, though.

Do you find pierc​ings attra​ctive​?​
Very.
Some, anyways.

How long is your hair?​
Medium longish.

If you could​ have somet​hing right​ now, what would​ it be?
A plane ticket to England.

Can you imagi​ne yours​elf livin​g in a cardb​oard box?
Oh, it's my dream.

Where​ do you plan on livin​g when you grow up?
In a cardboard box.
(Kidding. I'm considering the city.)

Who has your heart​ at the momen​t?​
It's in multiple places.
Mostly he has it still.
But..I'm learning to let go.

Would​ you chang​e yours​elf?​
I'm constantly changing.
I just don't change to meet anyone else's standards. Only mine.

Do you live near your best frien​ds?​
Not really, no.
I live near a ton of old people and some pot heads.

Are you a cuddl​er?
I can be.

Do you like candy necklaces?
Yes! :]

When'​s the last time you fell or ran into somet​hing?​
Uh.
Last night.
My mother.

What makes​ you mad?
Loads.

What are you weari​ng right​ now?
Sweats, a tank, and a tee.

Who was the last perso​n you bumpe​d into unexp​ected​ly?​
Mother.

Who is the last messa​ge in your inbox​ from?​
Emily.

Who was your last incom​ing call from?
Ideekay.

Who was the last perso​n you trave​led in a car with?​
Mother.

Where​ will your next outin​g be to?
Goodwill, please.
I NEED MY VINYL!
Oh, and then I need removable poster tape.

What was the last drink​ that you put in your mouth​?​
Water.

What was the last item you purch​ased?​
Emily and I got 2 vanilla iced coffees and 20 atomic fireballs for 5 bucks.

Who was the last perso​n you spoke​ to face to face?​
Mother.

When was the last time you were told you were beaut​iful?​
Awhile ago.

Could​ you go a day witho​ut eatin​g?​
Easily.

Do you know anyon​e that smoke​s weed?​
Yessir.

How long does it take you to showe​r?​
Depends.

When is your birth​day?​
August.

Did you have a good birth​day this year?​
It was alright.

Is there​ a perso​n of the oppos​ite sex who means​ a lot to you?
Yeah. I miss him. =\

Your numbe​r one tells​ you they'​re pregn​ant,​ you say?
-_-
I'd flip merde.
Pardon my French.

If you could​ chang​e your eye color​ what would​ you chang​e it to?
No.
That's what colored contacts are for. :]

Are you mad at anyon​e?​
Infuriated at life in general.

Ever made someo​ne cry?
Yeah. :[

Have you held hands​ with anyon​e today​?​
Nope.

Have you ever passe​d out and not known​ where​ you were?​
Why would I know where I was if I was unconscious?

How is your room looki​ng?​
It's pretty tidy right now.

The cutes​t thing​ someo​ne has said to you all week?​
Oh, Jesus. The Rad: "we love you way more!"
I smiled lots.

Are you serio​usly bored​?​
Pree much.

Do you find the oppos​ite sex confu​sing?​
Eh.
Not any more than I find females.

Did the last frien​d you lost mean a lot to you?
You have no idea.

Did you have a thing​ for anyon​e you spoke​ to on the phone​ this week?​
Nahh.

Do you feel like you'​ve got some growi​ng up to do?
A lot.
I'm terrified.

Do you have any fun plans​ for tomor​row?​
Nahh.

What is one thing​ you could​ do witho​ut?​
War.

Saturday, November 8, 2008

Survey #18

Could you cry right now?
If I start to think about everything, I probably would cry.

Are you a jealous person?
I can be and that's something I hate about myself.
I wish I was like all of you non-jealous people.
(Ha. See what I did there?)

If you could see one person right now, who would it be?
If I could see him, I'd want things to be the way they were, not the way they are.

What do you need to be doing right now?
Nothing in particular.

Did you date anyone this past summer?
I did.

What color shirt were you wearing when your last kiss took place?
I'm not positive. It may have been blue.

Song playing right now?
Nothing Else Matters - Metallica

What does your last text message in your inbox say?
"U R SO LUCKY! You got a new picture message! See it now! (Remember: Picture Msg rates will apply)"
Ha. Kajeet, I love you.

Next vacation you're going on?
Not a clue.

What's something you really want right now, be honest?
I want to go to Goodwill and get an old vinyl. All of our have sentimental value plus they still work and I want to melt one into a bowl.

Do you prefer to call or text more?
Call, please.

Who did you last talk to on the phone?
Michele.

Where will you be in a hour?
Here, I assume.

What's the connection between you and the last person you texted?
I don't remember the last kiddo I texted.

Have you ever kissed someone whose name started with a J?
I have.

Whose bed did you sleep in last night?
Mine.

Do you like to cuddle?
I love it!

What are your plans for the next weekend?
Babysitting.

Whats your hair look like today?
I used volumizing shampoo.

What was the last thing you ate?
My dinner consisted of ice water, a salad, mushrooms, and some rice.

Are you someone's best friend?
Hope so.

Have you spoken to your mother today?
I have.

What color is your hair?
Light brown with amber and honey blonde highlights.

When was the last time you talked to one of your siblings?
Earlier today.

Do you want any piercings?
Yess!

What's the biggest surprise you got this week?
No clue.

Do you drink water?
Well, yeaah.

Is it easy for others to make you feel awkward?
Not really, no.

Did the last person you kissed make you happy?
More than anyone.

What are you seriously wearing?
What am I jokingly wearing?

Is there anything that you are craving for right now?
Ice cream sounds good.

What are you doing tonight?
Not much of anything.

Is there anyone on your bad side right now?
Definitely.

Would you ever dye your hair blonde?
Probably not.

How many pairs of shoes do you own?
Tons.

Can you make brownies without having to look at the directions?
Nope.
I'm a hopeless baker.

Do you usually tell people when they hurt your feelings?
Not really, no.

Have you bought any clothing items in the past week?
Nope.

Do you sing in the shower?
Too often.

Do you have your own personal diary?
I blog.

What's on your mind right now?
A certain someone.

How old do you look?
Not my age.

Are you happy with life?
Not so much.

Do you miss anyone?
Very, very much.

How many windows are open on your computer?
This, then I've got my Buddy List.

What do you hear right now?
Circle - Slipknot

How many hours did you sleep last night?
Seven?

Is there something bothering you right now?
Always.

Are you shy?
Ha.
You're funny.

Are you talkative?
Very much so.

In the past week have you felt stupid?
Mmhmm.

In the past week have you gotten your hair cut?
Nope, but Tuesday I got highlights.

What were you doing at 9 am this morning?
I was asleep.

In the past week have you felt sad?
Well, yeah.
Anymore, the feeling doesn't really disappear.

Do you feel comfortable with answering personal questions?
How personal?

If you could pack up and move, would you?
In a heart beat.

What person in your family are you the most like?
I don't think I'm like any of them.
I swear, I'm adopted.

Who were you with last night around 7:00 PM?
I was home.
I'm sick.

What was the last place you went besides home?
McDonald's on Thursday.

Where is your cell phone?
Pocket.

Do you prefer regular or chocolate milk?
Chocolate is better but milk is pretty sick.

When was the last time you had Starbucks?
I haven't.

Can you whistle?
Not well.

Do you sleep on your stomach?
Nahh.

Does your phone ring in the middle of the night often?
Occasionally.
Not usually my celly, I don't really get service here.

Do you know anyone who's married?
Obviously.

What's your favorite number?
Three, seven, thirteen.

Are you ticklish?
A little.

What is your nickname?
Bahaha.
I've got tons.

Do you like horror or comedy?
Horror is great.

Do you think you can last in a relationship for three months?
Sure.

When was the last time you cleaned your room?
I picked up a bit today.

How many letters are in your last name?
Nine.

Survey #17

Is there someone who meant a lot to you at one point, and aren't around anymore?
That's the story of my life, basically.

Are you keeping a big secret right now?
I might be.

Does it bother you when your friends bring up your past mistakes to make fun of?
A tad.
I have plenty of those, past mistakes.

Which do you prefer: art or music?
Music is art.

When's a time where you'll actually go out and buy a CD?
As much as I enjoy the whole support-the-artist bit, I don't have the time or the money when the internet beckons.

Name the last person you hugged:
I haven't a clue.

Do you support To Write Love On Her Arms?
I don't really listen to them.

Who do you think is most fun to drive with in your family?
Uh. None of them.

When you're mad, do you take your frustration out on people?
If they're the reason for my anger, then yes.

What's your morning routine for the summer?
Sleep.

Has anyone confessed his/her love to you recently?
Ha.

Do you need a job?
Not too many hire thirteen year olds.

How has this past week been for you?
It was pretty lame.

Who was the last person you texted?
I have no idea.

Last person of the opposite sex to give you a hug?
Uhh.
Curtis?
Jason?

Do you believe that everything happens for a reason?
I try to believe that.

First person under 'J' on your cell phone?
Jason Nellis.

Do you hate that person?
I pretend to.

Any fun plans for today?
Nope.
My parents are being overprotective, much.

When was the last time something bothered you?
When is the last time something didn't bother me?

What's the most interesting thing that happened to you today?
I deleted my recycle bin.
Not emptied.
Literally made the entire bin disappear.
Thank you Vista.

Whats the most important thing in a relationship in your opinion?
Trust and honesty and compassion.

If your best friend liked your last ex or crush, what would you do?
Seeing as I don't own him...
I'd probably feel a twinge of jealousy, because she's so much prettier than I am and therefore has a better chance. Then I'd realize that boys have cooties and I'd get over it.

Last crush?
Last crush?
Or..current crush?
My heart has been all over the place lately.
I'm not sure I could answer that if I wanted to.

Are you the type that would rather stay at other peoples houses or have them at yours?
I'd rather be somewhere else.

Do you know anyone whose name starts with a Z?
Of course.

Is there a reason for your myspace song?
I like it?

I'll bet you're missing someone right now?
I'll bet you're right.

Do you still talk to your exes?
Rarely.
Well.
Except Chandler and Chris.
They're my favorites.

Who would you like to be friends with again?
Oh, you know..

Do you ever dance even if there's no music playing?
Constantly.

What can always put you in a good mood?
Certain things, certain people, certain situations.

Is there anyone that you care more about than yourself?
Definitely.

What do you miss about your past?
People. Places. How everything was so less complex.
"Oh the days...
When "getting high" meant swinging at the playground.
The worst thing you could get from boys was cooties.
The only thing that got BROKEN were toys.
& the only thing you SMOKED were the tires on your bike.
Life was so...
Simple&Carefree
But the thing I remember most was...
Wanting to grow up."

Is there something you wish you could tell someone but you can't?
I'm not sure what I would tell him if he would actually listen.

Describe what you are wearing in detail?
White tank top.
Pink and black Nirvana tee.
Jeans.
Zebra print belt.
Black and white checkered wristband.
Black and white striped earrings.

Have you ever liked someone older than you?
Of course.

What is the last letter of your middle name?
It's an e.

Do you like funny people or serious people?
Somewhere in the middle.

Monday, November 3, 2008

Survey #16

1- What are your initials?
A.L.M.

2- What is your favorite thing to wear?
I like jeans and tees with a hoodie thrown on top.

3- Last thing you ate or drank?
I had water and some cheese pizza for dinner.

4- Name one thing that scares you.
I hate the feeling of being alone in a huge crowd.
I'm not sure it's so much a fear...

5- I say Shotgun, you say?
Wedding.
Shotgun - (Wedding) - Shotgun - (Wedding)
Yes, I listen to my Panic!

6-Who was the last person in your bed?
Myself.

7-What were you doing at 7:00am?
Getting ready.

8- Last person you hugged?
Not sure.

9- Does anyone you know want to date you?
I couldn't tell you to save my life.

10-When was your last encounter with the police?
Actually, today.
We had DARE.
(Drugs Are Really Expensive)

11-Have you ever driven without a license?
No, I have not.

12- The last place you went out to dinner?
Burger King.
Yeah, I'm classy.

13-Do you like your name?
It could be worse.

14- What time of the day is it?
10:58 PM

15- Who/What made you angry today?
Nathan. He made some comment that I'm nearly positive was about Curti.

16- Baseball or Football?
I..don't care much for sports?

17- Favorite color(s)?
The rainbow is great.

18-Do you like birds?
They're alright.

19- Favorite holiday:
I like Christmas lots.

20- Do you download music?
Illegally.

21- Do you care if your socks are dirty?
Define "dirty".

22- Opinion of Chinese symbol tattoos?
As long as you know what it means, I'm fine with it.

23- Hair; long or short?
Mine's long.

24- Do you like to cuddle?
Oh yess.

25- Do you love anyone?
Maybe.

26-Whose bed did you sleep in last night?
Mine.

27- Have you ever bungee jumped?
No, but I will.
Someday.

28- Have you ever gone white-water rafting?
Not yet.

29- Has anyone ten years older than you ever hit on you?
Too often.

30- How many pets do you have?
None.

31- Have you met a real redneck?
Hello Alabama.

32- Who can you tell anything to?
God.

33- What are you listening to right now?
Mia madre.

34- What is your current favorite song?
I don't have one.

35- Last movie you watched?
--Nick and Norah's Infinite Playlist

36- Do you wear contacts?
No, but I'd like them.

37- What is your favorite TV show?
I like That 70's Show.

38- Fast food or Sit-down Restaurant?
-I like to sit down at a fast-food joint.

39- What's one thing you've learned this year?
Who I am.

40- What do you usually order from Starbucks?
I don't?
Chain coffee places are overrated.
I like our quaint little coffee shops.

41- Ever had someone sing to you?
Quite often.

42- Have you ever fired a gun?
Nooope.

43- Are you missing someone?
More than ever.

44- Magazines or books?
Books, usually, but the occasional magazine.

45- What do you have an obsession with?
Reading/Writing/Art/Theater
Something in there.

46- Has anyone ever said you looked like or reminded them of a celeb?
Mmhmm.
Usually it's not intended as a compliment though.

47- What kind of car do you drive?
It's a bike.

48- Who would you like to see right now?
Him, please.

49-Ever had a near death experience?
I'm dying right now.
As are you.
We all are, and we have been since the moment we were born.
Hooray optimism!

50-Are you afraid of falling in love?
I think so.
Reminds me of that one commercial...

Saturday, November 1, 2008

Survey #15

When you are in the shower, what do you normally do first:
Shampoo.

Do you have a fear, even only a slight fear, of insects:
Eh. Not really, no.

Which shoes do you wear most often:
Probably my mock low-tops.
They look exactly like Converse, but they aren't.

Do you paint your nails.
If so, what is the usual colour or colours:
Black or anything of the neon rainbow.


Do you have a favourite poem you like and can recall.
If so, what is it:
Not a favorite, no.

Do you find yourself even the least bit creative:
Absolutely.

Have you ever resided in a home that was haunted:
I believe I do.

If so, tell me of your experience please.
If not, do you believe in ghosts:
We hear things and see things. Often.

What is the worst memory you can think of:
I'm not sure what my own worse memory is, but I think it'd be horribly tragic to remember your own death.

Do you have any close friends who you feel do not understand you:
I do not understand myself.
How can I expect them to?

Do you like to use abbreviations or not:
Not really, no.

Where was the last place outside your home that you've been to:
Ben's yard and then
the streets in between there and here.

Did you enjoy going to this place or was it not so great:
It was rather enjoyable.

Do you like Disney:
I suppose so.

If so, what is your favourite Disney movie:
Not sure I have a favorite.

What is the most creative thing that you do:
Oh, gosh.
It's this never-ending list.

Do you ever think of bettering your talent or do you not need to:
I am in a constant state of bettering my talents,

Do you like to write in cursive or just plain text:
Just plain text.

At the mall do you get free samples even if you don't know what it is:
Usually.

Do you know how to restore your hard drive on your computer:
Step 1. Cry because something's wrong.
Step 2. Locate my brother.
Step 3. Proceed to misinterpret the situation.
Step 4. Have him fix it.

Do you like any animes:
Not really, though I like the way the facial expressions are drawn.

What is your favourite movie of all time:
Not positive.

Do you wish your life was like a fairy tale:
Sort of. Fairy tales end with those sickly sweet happy endings.
Plus, love is only true in fairy tales.

What do you mostly daydream about?
Oh, everything.

When was the last time you got angry, and why did you get angry:
I'm absolutely aggravated right now because now that I'm allowed to go to the show, there is no one to go with.

What was the worst predicament you've ever faced:
Can't say.

What is the worst movie you've ever seen in your life altogether:
Possibly National Treasure Book of Secrets.
It also doesn't help that I nearly got raped watching it.

What is something you would NEVER eat even though some people do eat it:
Meat.
Of any kind.

Do you have any favourite artists:
Musical? Tons.

Do you like Tim Burton and his work:
Yessir.

Who is your favourite director:
I'm not sure.

Who has influenced your life the most out of family members:
Probably Michele, though I'm really not so sure.
I know my parents have influenced it for the worst, making it a living hell.

Which celebrity or famous person had influenced your life tremendously:
There are loads.

What place do you want to visit the most:
London, please.

What is your favourite band:
I've got dozens.

What song will you never grow tired of by this band:
...

What is your most favourite colour of all time:
I like the rainbow.

What is the best toy you had as a child:
I think my marble maze and train set were pretty great.

Out of the toys now, which do you wish they had back when you were a child:
I was quite content with my toys.

What is the oddest thing that's happened to you:
My life is stitched together with oddities.

Have you ever been chased by a wild animal:
Not that I recall.

Who do you miss the most:
His name is Sam.

Survey #14

Are you curre​ntly texti​ng anyon​e?​
Nope.
I'm home.
In other words, I haven't got service.

What was the last thing​ you watch​ed?​
Nick and Norah's Infinite Playlist.

Do you have someo​ne of the oppos​ite sex you can tell every​thing​ to?
Not anymore.

What were you doing​ at 10:​30 last night​?​
Driving back from Emily's.

How long can you go witho​ut your phone​?​
Not very.

Did anyon​e see you kiss the last perso​n you kisse​d?​
Maybe the mailman.

Were you happy​ when you woke up today​?​
Not really.

Have you ever snuck​ aroun​d/​out,​ almos​t got caugh​t,​ lied,​ and actua​lly got away with it?
Mmmhmmm.
Last night.
Might have to again tonight, just to go to the show.

Do you have a Faceb​ook?​
Nope. Myspace.

Do you mind sleep​ing on the floor​?​
If I'm tired enough, I don't mind.

What are you looki​ng forwa​rd to in the next 3 weeks​?​
Not much of anything.

Do you think​ you will be in a relat​ionsh​ip 3 month​s from now?
Doubt it.

Did you ever date the last perso​n you kisse​d?​
Yes.
Well.
Depends which one of us you're asking.
He won't admit it anymore.
It's a "flaw in his past".

Who did you last get into a big argum​ent with?​
My dad.

Would​ you have sex with someo​ne you had known​ less than 24 hours?
Ew.

Where​ is the weird​est place​ you have slept​?​
I'm not sure on that one.

What'​s your last text messa​ge say?
My celly is upstairs.

Do you think​ your last ex deser​ves to die?
No.
If one of us does, it'd be me.
Definitely me.

Have you ever broke​n someo​nes heart​?​
I highly doubt it.

Has anyon​e ever told you they want to spend​ the rest of their​ life with you?
Too bad they didn't mean it.
Then again, how could I possibly expect them to?

What do you carry​ with you at all times​?
My cellular phone.

Will your next kiss be a mista​ke?​
We'll see.

When did you last cry?
A few hours ago.

Have you lost frien​ds in the past 3 years​?​
Many.

Do you care if peopl​e hate you for no reaso​n?​
Lots do.

Do you want someo​ne back in your life?
Yes please.

Last night​,​ did you go to sleep​ smili​ng?​
Not really, no.

Do you hate anyon​e?​
Not hate.

If the perso​n who hurt you the most in your life apolo​gized​ and told you they
loved​ you what would​ you say?
This won't happen.

Ever been in love?​
I'm not sure.

Would​ you like to put last night​ on repea​t,​ and live it forev​er?​
Last night..was okay.

What’​s the great​est thing​ that happe​ned to you today​?​
Annie's making me smile. Sort of.

Would​ you rathe​r get up early​ or sleep​ in?
Sleep in.

What are you excit​ed about​?​ Why?
Meh.
I would be excited about seeing the Study.
EXCEPT I DON'T GET TO.
God.
I don't enjoy my parents.

Ever staye​d up all night​ on the phone​?​
For most of the night, yeah.

What’​s on your bedro​om floor​ right​ now?
A bunch of crap.

Does it take a lot to make you cry?
It depends.

Do you tell your paren​ts every​thing​?​
Ha.

Survey #13

Last thing​ you and your boyfr​iend/​girlf​riend​ talke​d about​?​
If I had one...

Have you ever thoug​ht about​ getti​ng your lip pierc​ed?​
Definitely.

Inter​ested​ in anyon​e at the momen​t?​
I miss him.

Have you had more than 3 boyfr​iends​/​girlf​riend​s at the same time?
I don't cheat.

What will you do this weekend?​
Tomorrow I'm going to go see the Study Band.

Are you in a good mood right​ now?
I'm doing okay.

What'​s bothe​ring you right​ now?
I need him.

Are you on medic​ation​ for anyth​ing?​
Allergy meds.

Last mal​e you slept​ in the same room with?
Uhh. Not sure on that one.

Do you need to say anyth​ing to someo​ne?​
Mmmhmm.

Is it sweet​ when boys kiss on the foreh​ead?​
-swoons- YES!

What'​s the bigge​st age diffe​rence​ betwe​en you and someo​ne you'​ve dated​?​
A little over a year.

Do you think​ any of the Jonas​ Broth​ers are attra​ctive​?​
No thank you.

How old is the first​ perso​n on your top friends?
twelve.

What woke you up today​?​
alarm clock.

Who is the last perso​n that calle​d you?
Uhh..Emily, I think.

Curre​nt Mood?
Meh.

Would​ you ever date someo​ne who thoug​ht they knew every​thing​?​
Well...it depends on the rest of their traits.

How long was your last phone​ call?
I don't even remember who it was with.

How many kids do you want to have?
I'm not sure if I want any yet.

Who was your last kiss from?
Bah.
Sammy.

Do you want to fight​ someo​ne?​
Not really, no.

What did you do today​?​
-woke up
-school
-mock election
-had Emily ride my bus home
-went on the world's longest bike ride in search of a tank top with pit stops to Ben's house
-went trick-or-treating
-chilled with Jonah, Ben, and Emily
-took Emily home.

Has anyon​e ever told you they love you?
yess.

Do you get along​ with your mom?
not usually.

Do you belie​ve in true love?
I think.

What made you sad today​?
The fact that it's nearly been three months and we have yet to even try to rebuild the friendship.

When was the last time you were disap​point​ed?​
Currently.

What'​s somet​hing you'​d like to have right​ now?
Sa..
Nothing.

How'​s your hair today​?​
Ha.
Disgusting.
I had it teased for my costume.
Plus, it still smells like a mix of weed and perfume, the perfume meant to cover the scent of the pot I didn't even smoke.

When'​s the last time you were surpr​ised?
Earlier.

Does the last perso​n you held hands​ with,​ mean anyth​ing to you?
Everything.

Could​ you go a day witho​ut talki​ng?​
I have before.

Who was the last perso​n in your bedro​om?​
Emily.

Are you missi​ng someo​ne?​
More than you could ever know.

Why is your myspa​ce song what it is?
I don't recall what it even is.

Who took your defau​lt pictu​re?​
Me me me!

What color​ shirt​ are you weari​ng?​
I have a black tank top on and a pink and white tee.

When was the last time you talke​d to your numbe​r 2?
Maranna?
Few days ago.

Do you think​ you'​ll be in a relat​ionsh​ip 3 month​s from now?
We'll see.

Do you know anyon​e that smoke​s pot?
Did I not just say I smell like pot?

Do you go to the bathr​oom with the door open or close​d?​
Wide open?
Uhh.
What do you think?

Are your under​wear folde​d in your drawe​r or just throw​n in?
Mmm. Sorta..just thrown in now. I was frantically looking for socks this morning.

Sleep​ on your back or stoma​ch?​
My side or my back. Never my stomach.

Are you a cuddl​er?
Definitely.

Somet​hing happe​n today​ that made you angry​?​
Sort of, yeah.

First​ thing​ you do when you wake up?
Hesitate to throw my alarm clock across the room.

What'​s on your bedro​om floor​ right​ now?
Oh god. We sort of destroyed my room getting ready earlier today.

Do you still​ talk to the first​ perso​n you kisse​d?​
I wish.

Did you have a dream​ last night​?​
I don't remember it.

Where​ were you at 3:02 this morning?
I believe I was trying to sleep.

Do you trust​ peopl​e easil​y?​
Not anymore.

Sunday, October 26, 2008

Survey #12

Are you datin​g the very last perso​n you kisse​d on the lips?
I wish we still were together..so badly.


What are your chanc​es of getti​ng with the perso​n you like?
I have a feeling that it will never happen again.

Are you keepi​ng a big secre​t right​ now?
I have plenty of things I keep to myself.

What if you had a baby with the last perso​n you texte​d?​
I don't even know who it was.
I didn't recognize the number.

Do you still​ talk to the perso​n you fell harde​st for?
Not so much.
I miss him.

How do you feel about​ that?
I just want things to be how they were.

Do you prefe​r to take showe​rs at night​ or in the morni​ng?​
At night.

Do you hate the last perso​n you kisse​d?​
Not even close.

Do you alway​s answe​r your phone​?​
Not always, no.


How long can you go witho​ut your phone​?​
It depends.

If your ex said they hate you, you say?
Mmm. If only that wasn't the truth.
Usually, I don't say anything.

What would​ you do if your best frien​d told you they were movin​g?​
Duct tape her to me.

Have you ever falle​n aslee​p in someo​ne'​s arms?
Not that I recall.

Are you any good at math?
I'm alright.

How did your day go yeste​rday?
It wasn't the greatest.

Who was the last perso​n you saw?
My mother.

Does the futur​e scare​ you?
At the rate we're going, yes. Horribly.


Would​ you kiss the last perso​n you kisse​d again​?​
Let's just say I wouldn't mind it so much.

Was it a boy or a girl to call you last?
It was a Justin.

Name somet​hing you are doing​ tomor​row?​

Tomorrow being Monday?
Watching more toothpick bridges pathetically break, not holding anywhere close to our 18 pounds.

Do you prefe​r regul​ar or choco​late milk?
Chocolate is better, but milk is pretty nasty.

When was the last time you had Starb​ucks?
I don't recall.

Do you sleep​ on your stoma​ch?​
No sir. I've heard it's really bad on your back.

Who was the last perso​n that made you cry?
He isn't making me cry directly, but it's because of him and his lack of presence.

Are you tickl​ish?​
Oh, very.


Do you crack​ your knuck​les?​
Too often. It's a habit I just picked up recently.

What are your favor​ite color​(​s)​?​
I enjoy the entire rainbow, then a sum of shades. It really depends on my mood.


Ever been on a blind​ date?
Too creepy for me.

Are you named​ after​ anyon​e?​
Kinda.


Anyth​ing you want to ask someo​ne?​
Yes, many things.

What is on your bed right​ now?
Sheets, a comforter, a blanket, two pillows, a book, a stuffed animal.

Who was the last perso​n to give you a hug?
I'm not entirely sure.


Where​ were you last night​ at midni​ght?​
I was either watching TV or I had just fallen asleep on my couch.


Did you speak​ to your mothe​r today​?​
Yep.


Who'​s bothe​ring you right​ now?
Not so much who, but..what.

Who was the last perso​n you gave your numbe​r to?
Uhh...Kasidee?

When was the last time you clean​ed your room?
I picked up a tad earlier.

How many lette​rs are in your last name?
Nine.

What are you excit​ed about​?​
Wednesday/Friday should be good.


Do you drink​ bottl​ed water​?​
Yes, but I'd like to stop.

When was the last time you talke​d to one of your sibli​ngs?​
I was instant messaging Kyle earlier today.

Have you lost frien​ds in the past year?
I feel like I've lost so many.


Who'​s the last perso​n that made you smile​?​
Kyler, I guess.


Who do you tell every​thing​ to?
I don't think anyone knows everything.


Do you think​ you have made a diffe​rence​ in anyon​e'​s life?
I hope so.


Where​ is your phone​?​
Charging upstairs.

Do you go to schoo​l curre​ntly?
Yes, I do.


Who was the last perso​n to call you?
It was a Justin!

Last perso​n you took a nap with & where​?​
Uhh, I don't usually nap with others, sorry.

Did you make a best frien​d in high schoo​l?​
I'll let you know in two years.

Who are you expec​ting a call from?
I know who I'd like to call me.

When will your next kiss take place​?​
probably in my room when cameron wakes me up in the morning.


What are you feeli​ng right​ now?
heartbroken, longing, tired, sleepy, irritated, confused, miserable.


Do you have any homew​ork to do?
I have to read a bit.


When was the last time you smile​d?​
Maybe earlier.

Who was the first​ perso​n you talke​d to today​?​
Uhh..my..mom.

When was the last time you cried​ reall​y,​ reall​y hard?
A few days ago.

What did you do Satur​day?​
Nothing at all.

When is the next time you'​ll hug someo​ne?​
Not sure.
Soon, please.

Do you like anyon​e?​
Too much.

Are you afrai​d of rolle​r coast​ers?​
Not at all!


What were you doing​ at 7:00 AM?
I was sleeping.


Can you keep a secre​t?​
Yes, I can.

Do you wish on 11:​11?​
On occasion.


Do you tell your mom every​thing​?​
You're funny.

Has anyon​e ever crawl​ed throu​gh your windo​w?​
Not that I know of.

Do you hate the last girl you had a conve​rsati​on with?
Maranna?
She's my lover!


Have you told anybo​dy you loved​ them today​?​
Nope.
I couldn't possibly.


How old is the first​ perso​n on your top?
Emily happens to be twelve.

Were you happy​ when you woke up today​?​
Not really, no.


Are you missi​ng someo​ne?​
More than you could ever know.


Where​ were you at 3:00 AM this morni​ng?​
It's 2:53am.
Ask me in seven minutes.

Friday, October 17, 2008

Survey #11

Do you think the last person you kissed cares for you?
He doesn't in the least.

Do you sleep with one leg out from under the covers?
Sometimes.

What was the last thing you drank?
Water.

How many times have you eaten sushi?
A few.

Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it?
Stop?

Could you go a day with out eating?
Easily.

Are you starting to realize anything?
Lots.
I wish I wasn't.

What side of a heart do you draw first?
Left.

Is it worth crying over a guy/girl?
If it makes you feel any better, sure.

One thing you're looking forward to?
Uhh.
I have a dress rehearsal tonight?
andd...
It's Friday?

Where do you wish to travel next?
New York, please.

Do you have empty alcohol bottles hidden anywhere?
Why would you hide an empty bottle of alcohol?

What are you doing tomorrow?
The Gala at the Library Theatre.

Last person you saw other than your family?
Uhh..the kiddos on my bus.

What did you think about when you first woke up?
I had Razzle Dazzle stuck in my head.

Will your next kiss be a mistake?
Depends on who it is with.

Do you want to be in a relationship?
Sort of, but not really.
I'm sick of people, and scared to get hurt again.
I just want to go back to how things were.

Do you want kids?
Maybe someday.
I'm not sure yet.

Do you believe that everything happens for a reason?
Oh, definitely.

Who is your oldest friend?
Are we going by age?
Or how long I've known them?

Did you go out or stay in last night?
I stayed hooome.

Are you a jealous person?
Everyone is, to some extent.

Would you leave the one you love for the hottest person in the world?
I've never actually been in love, but, if I was, I wouldn't even notice this supposed hottie.

Who was your last three texts from?
I delete my texts.

Who did you hug last?
Uhh...
I..don't recall.

In the past three days have you been rejected?
In some sort of way, I suppose.

Regret anything?
I try to live without regrets.

Who was your last kiss?
..Sam.

Last book you read?
Undercover - Beth Kephart

You had one day to live would you stay home?
You're kidding?

What friend do you tell the most to?
Probably Emily.

What are you currently doing?
This?

If you could do something differently, would you go back?
Probably not.
Everything happens for a reason, right?

What are your plans for tonight?
Dress rehearsal.

What are you listening to?
Nothing.

Are you sarcastic?
Not at all.
-_-
See what I did there?

Would you move to another state to be with the one you love?
In a heartbeat.

Is there a he/she on your mind?
Absolutely.
I'm just wasting my time though.

Sunday, October 5, 2008

Survey #10

The last person you kissed needs you at 3 am. Would you go?
Definitely. I am doubtful that he would need me, period, especially not at the wee hours of the morning. If he did, however, I'd go.

When was the last time you wanted to punch someone in their face?
Now.
My mother is an arrogant fruitcake.

Who did you hangout with last night?
The family.
I went to Jesse and Michele's for a bit for Tori's birthday, but they had incense and it gave me a migraine.

How many hours did you sleep last night?
Enough.

When was the last time you talked to your number 2?
Maranna?
Yesterday, I believe.

Do you miss your past?
I miss a part of my past.
Then again, I guess there is probably a reason it isn't the present.
Maybe, just maybe, it could be the future.

What are you doing tonight?
Absolutely nothing.

Do you think your ex still likes you?
He has no reason not to, and yet, he doesn't.

What's the last thing you put in your mouth?
Laura claims it was a potato.
I honestly don't recall the last potato I ate.

Do you believe exes can be friends?
I miss him.

Did you ever lose a best friend?
If they were a best friend, you wouldn't lose them.
Right?

What is wrong with you right now?
My major malfunction?
Oh, everything.

What are you listening to?
My mother.
She's cackling like an idiot in the living room.
Seriously, SNL can't be that amusing.

Who was last to cook for you?
My mom made me hot cocoa earlier.

Before that?
My dad made me s'ketti .

What is your current mood?
Blargh.

Something you do a lot?
Break out in song.

Do you want to see somebody right now?
Very much.

Who is the last person that made you smile?
Laura.
She usually can.
"I hate my disfunctional penis. I know how you feel. : /"
Even if she can't spell "dysfunctional"...

How's your day going so far?
The past 42 minutes of it have been absolute crap.
Only 23 hours and 18 minutes more to go.

Do you find it in your heart to forgive?
I try.

Anything you're looking forward to?
The bonfire should be pretty rad.

Did you ever waste too much time on a certain boy or girl?
It wasn't enough time.

Are you slowly drifting away from someone?
It was rather quick, really.

Are you waiting for something?
Not really.

Who has your heart at this moment?
Oh, just someone.
The sad part is, he doesn't even care.

Would you kiss an ugly person for $1,000?
Sure, why not?

Who gave you the last high five?
Uh.
Emily?

What is one fact about the last person who texted you?
Curtis has amazing shoes.

Can you use chopsticks?
Not properly.

Last time you were on the phone?
Yesterday.

Ever been to the Statue of Liberty?
No sir!

Voting for Obama?
I would if I could, but, you see, 13 year old children cannot vote.

How many email addresses do you have?
Lots.

Last time you washed your hair?
Around noon.

Who will you be sleeping with tonight?
Well.
Laura said no.

Do you like Oreos?
They're okay.

Do you send out thank you cards?
Usually.

Can you ice skate?
Never tried.
I'm sure a paraplegic could do it better.

Do you have a brother?
One and a half.

Do you know how to change a diaper?
Yes.

Do you like to grocery shop?
Oh boy! Do I ever!
..No.

What kind of mood are you in?
Didn't we discuss this before?

Do you do your own laundry?
Not really.

Has someone close to you passed away this year?
Certain people are dead to me.

Showers or baths?
Showers.

Do you take out the trash?
When the parental units make me.

Do you watch "The Hills"?
Ew.

Last CD you played?
This CD I burnt.
It has a Paramore song on it that just sort of stops in the middle.
Infuriating.

What did you do Saturday night?
I started this Saturday night.

What are you thinking about right now?
He who must not be named.

Wearing any bracelets?
Nopes.

Last thing someone bought for you?
Fast food.

What are you doing right now?
Advising Laura on matters pertaining to sex.

Has a boy put their arm around you in the past five days?
Stop.

Last thing you drank?
Cocoa.

What were you doing at midnight last night?
Conversing with people.

What was the first thing you did when you woke up?
Got up, got out of bed, dragged a comb across my head.
Scratch that last bit.
Really, I stomped over to where my celly was charging so I could shut the alarm off.

Are you taller than your mom?
Nope.

Have you ever kissed anyone whose name starts with an L?
No.
Not yet, anyways.

Do you want to get married and have children one day?
I'm..not sure.

Any plans today?
Church?

Whats your favorite number?
I like thirteen.

What did you eat last?
Spaghetti?

How is the weather right now?
It's..dark outside.
And cold..inside and out.

Have you ever cried for no reason?
Behind the tears lie reasons.

How many pillows do you sleep with?
Two.

Is your bathroom clean?
Ha.

How are you feeling today?
My tummy box hurts.

Dog or cat person?
There's a kitty at my foot and I want to touch it.

Have you ever gone to a beach?
Are there really people who haven't?

What are you doing tomorrow?
Tomorrow being Monday?
Or tomorrow being Sunday?
Because technically, it's the first one.

What is your favorite flavor of ice cream?
Vanilla.
Today, I discovered a neat word.
Vanillan: Synthetically derived from vanilla extract, which is drawn from the plant, the Vanillan Planifolia.

Favorite place to shop?
I have a large list.

Do you have any bruises?
No, but I'm supposed to look forward to seeing Kirsten's on Monday.
Yeah, our friendship is kinda sick.
I'm plenty aware.

How long does it take you to get ready?
Depends.

What are you wearing?
Pajamas.

If you had to eliminate a single type of animal forevermore, which would you?
My mom is an animal.

Ever open a bag of chips in the grocery store and eat them before paying?
Ha.
Never considered it.

Does the future make you more nervous or excited?
At the rate we're going, the future is gonna blow.

Wednesday, September 17, 2008

Survey #9

1: What is the worst thing about hugs?
letting go.

2: Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
not anytime soon.

3: What are you listening to?
the dryer.

4: Did you talk to anybody random today?
absolutely.

5: Did any particular thing brighten up your day?
nope, today freaking sucked.

6: What is the stupidest thing you have ever done?
oh, there are soo many.

7: Did your last outing involve the police?
going to the library? nahh.

8: If you could hug anyone right now, who would it be?
he who cannot be named.

9: Go to your inbox on myspace, whose your 6th read message from?
I delete my messages.

10: When was the last time you were grounded?
oh, I don't even remember.

11: How many best friends do you have?
wow, good question.
lately, I have no idea.

12: Have you ever gotten the butterflies?
oh my, yes.

13: What were you doing at 8pm last night?
I was on the phone with Chloe.

14: Do you sleep with socks on?
I don't.

15: If you could change anything about your past would you?
I'd usually answer no to that, since everything happens for a reason, but some things...I wish they had never occurred.

16: Do you bail on people?
noo?

17: Does anyone think you are a bitch?
probably.

18: Why did your last relationship end?
because I happen to be a raging psychopath.

19: Do you consider your best friends boyfriend/girlfriend attractive?
ha.
Chris, no thanks.
Wyatt, no thanks.
Kyler...isn't hers yet.

20: When was the last time you went ice skating?
I never have.

21: Is lying ever ok?
actually, never.
people can deal with the truth, just tell them straight up.
lying just makes it worse.

22: Is your best friend a girl or a guy?
I have both.

23: Are you registered to vote?
no, seeing as I am 13, but I will register as soon as I am of age.

24: A best friend should always:
be there for you -cough cough-

25: Who was the last person you hugged?
oh, Aubrey?

26: What was the last thing to make you smile?
Pat...has a little lesbian addiction.

27: Have you ever been fired from a job?
noo.

28: Someone trips in front of you- what do you do?
help them up, etc.
I'm a good samaritan.

29: Who made you last cry, and why?
let's...skip to the next question.

30: Have you ever attended a school dance?
well duhh.

31: A random person you don't know says they like you - you say:
let's get married and make little babies shoot from my vagina?

33: Do you enjoy cuddling?
sure do :]

34: Have you ever woke up next to someone and smiled?
well...not like that.

35: Are you a good speller?
sort of.

36: Ever owned a hamster?
noo pets. ever.

37: Your friend is pregnant - you say?
phuket Thailand!
[for the record, I've never even seen Juno.]

38: Can you speak another language?
I can speak the basics in German and Spanish.

39: Do you like to run?
noooo.

40. Do you plan on dressing up for halloween this year?
ohh yes!

41: When is the last time you talked to your grandma?
on my birthday.

42: Do you have deja vu often?
all the time.

43: Do you believe in true love or love at first sight?
I believe in true love.
not love at first sight...that's lame.
you don't just look at someone you don't know and be like "OMG I LOVE YOU!"
no, it doesn't happen that way.

44: Favorite classic Disney movie?
Ohh god. I dunno.

45: Make up or straighteners?
make up.

46: If you had to choose between bf or best friend who would it be?
uhh...best friend.
although...a true bestie wouldn't make me choose.

47: Cats or dogs?
kitties!

48: Name 6 of your close friends?
Emily, Chloe, Alyssa, Maranna, Tiara, Corie

49: Boxers or French knickers?
oh god. -_-

50: What’s the funniest conversation you have ever had?
I've had soo many.

Saturday, September 13, 2008

Survey #8

1] Have you ever showered with someone other than at school?
Uhh. I don't usually take showers at school, and especially not with other people.

2] Do you still talk to the person you fell hardest for?
Not so much, seeing as to him, I'm just an overly-dramatic, exaggerating, raging psychopath.
Ahh, I do enjoy the fact that his brother repeats everything that is said about me.

3] Where was the first kiss you had with the last person you kissed?
On his couch.

4] Who is your last text from and what does it say?
"Oh...Well then." -Curtis

5] Burger King or Wendy's?
BK has veggie burgers.
Vagina burgers, actually.
Ask Zach.

6] Latest you stayed up in the past week?
Like...3. Haha.

7] Where are you right now?
At my house.

8] Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to?
I don't tell anyone absolutely everything anymore.

9] What were you doing at 9:30 last night?
Talking...on the phone.
I think?

10] Are you listening to music right now?
Noope.

11] Was it a boy or a girl to text you first today?
No.

12] What is the 7th text in your inbox say?
I delete mine too often, I only have like 5.

13] Are you currently wanting any piercings or tattoos?
You don't even know.

14] How long can you go without your phone?
I can't.

15] Who was the last person you talked to on the phone & what did you talk about?
It was Emily.
We chatted about people and their problems.
Now that I think about it, I was supposed to call her back.

16] Who last called you babe/baby?
Oh god.
Probably Emily or somethiiin.
Or anyone who texts me and uses t9 and tries to text my name.

17] Does your phone ring in the middle of the night often?
Do you have to ask this in every survey?

18] Do you know anyone who is married that shouldn't be?
Not my choice?

19] If your ex said they hate you, you say?
Well, seeing as he does...

20] Do you curse in front of your parents?
Sometimes.

21] What is your current annoyance?
Whoever posted this before me called "Dragostea Din Tei" by Ozone "Numa Numa".
Completely unacceptable, it is.

22] Last time you saw fireworks, with who & where?
5th of July, at Yelena's aunt's house, with Yelena, Corey, and other people.

23] Who did you last lay in bed with?
Oh, stfu.

24] Are you afraid of roller coasters?
I love them!

25] What would you do if your best friend told you they were moving?
Hand cuff myself to them and swallow the key.

26] Macy's gift card or Hollister gift card?
Macy's.

27] Who hacked you off yesterday?
What?
Hacked?
Excuse me?

28] At what age do you want to be married?
I don't see myself getting married, but thanks for the, uh, question...

29] Where is your mom right now?
In the living room.

30] What are you supposed to be doing right now?
Well, to be honest, I'm supposed to be doing what I am.

31] Are you slowly drifting away from someone?
You have no clue.

32] When was the last time you felt unbearably guilty?
Always?

33] Are you bored?
Seeing as I'm sitting here answering the most pointless of questions...well, I'll let you decide.

34] What girls can you tell everything to?
Like I said before, I don't tell anyone everything.

35] The last person you talked to on AIM/MSN?
Laura.

36] Have you ever kissed anyone who's name started with an A?
Uhh, no.

37] Can you play guitar hero?
Not very well. :]

38] Do you prefer warm or cold weather?
Warm, please.

39] What do you currently hear right now?
My stream.
It's...loud.
It rained.
Lots.

40] Three days in a hotel or NFL game tickets?
Hotel, please.

42] Would you rather watch football or baseball?
Football, definitely.

43] Where is your number one person on your friends list?
Maranna...is probably at home.
Or maybe in Meadville still.

44] What's your ringtone?
My cell is always on vibrate.

45] Four things you did yesterday?
I...slept. Awoke. Went to school. Breathed. Is that four?

46] Did anyone see you kiss the last person you kissed?
Randy.
He's a dog, by the way.
Oh, and maybe the mailman.
Hehe.

47] Do you like zombies?
Why of course, I positively love things that don't exist.

48] Looking back, did you ever waste too much time on a someone that treated you bad?
Guilty.

49] Have you ever kissed in the rain?
No.
Someday.

50] Where was the worst place you slept over at?
Eh, I don't know?

52] Do you know anyone who is pregnant?
Mrs. Blair?

53] Do you still talk to the person you last kissed?
I don't.
I wish I did.

54] Does anyone hate you?
Probably.
Their loss.

55] Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
Depends on the situation.

56] Do you want a small or big wedding?
If I even get married...

57] Who was the last guy you talked to?
Austin